the latest picture wit them...

today is the last day of UTAR. after attend the intro to AV class, i will pack all the things and go back hometown already. this two video clip i capture today de. thanks to this three brothers still accompany me after the class finish. today seems all got wear white colour come, so union!!! except for two ppl. haha... naughty... hehe...

after back from utar when i see those picture, got feeling want to T-T. i do miss them especially when i see the cards and the picture at my hp. tat poem is nice to see. i always take it out and read. u all are so talent, can create such nice poem... thanks to averse for arrange that supper for me. averse, tat present u must use ar. btw, i buy the ck be perfume already. hehe... i must say tq to justin as he give that present to me. let me noe how good the smell of ck be is... good smell. somemore u and justin always use it, so mai noe the smell already lo. 很熟悉的感覺. hehe...

thanks for caused me want to be handsome... thanks for teaching me, my 3 stylish brothers. acutally got alot of picture de, but i cant upload at here... so wait next time la. okla, tmw i want to leave hometown to usm already. v work hard together la as v are pr practitioner. hehe... good night and work hard.

tmw is the last lecture and tutorial day...

tmw is my last study day at kampar. wat do i feel now? carl, be calm down. dont too nervous. sure can find entertainment to settle tonight de. evonne go to rest , so i cant go to his house. justin do not reply me yet so i cant transfer the songs to him. averse, i scare to contact him as today i do something caused him mad... he doesnt like ppl to approach and touch him at behind de. how come leh? all of my close friend also dont care de. y he so care leh? dont know......

thanks for ms.ilma let me snap picture wit her tmw. tmw will be photo session. i dont have smart clothes, ordinary should be ok. really dont plan to tell them that tmw is ur last day at lecture and tutorial class? no need mention too clear. this is not something to proud for. so c how then...

thanks to my brothers, averse, justin, eric, sk, ryan......

Tired but no matter how tired Im. I also need to write my feeling at here as next week same day, today I will at penang already. So I would like to use this opportunity to say thanks to ppl who keep on cheer me up. 1st of all, of course my parents that I would like to say thanks to. Though I caused them very hurt pain but they still not give up me. Thanks to them. Finally both of u can relief already. Thanks to mum and dad always pray to GOD and ask for GOD give 2nd chance to me. Finally both of ur wish are fulfilled. Ur son now can get in usm already. Somemore is the communication course. The most well-known communication school at IPTA.

2nd I would like to say thanks is to my friends who cheer me up during the time I fall down. There are my brothers. I got a lot of brothers who lend their shoulder to me when I brace hard circumstances. Sk, ryan, kai yi, eric, chee yeong, ching kei, jaron, averse, justin…… those brothers save my life. After I quit from um, they all quite worry me except for averse and justin as I noe them at another uni.

Sk always sms to me, let me to think over. He always persuade me to think over. However, my stubbornness cant make it thus caused him quite sad. Ryan, this brother persuade me during the period that I am fall down during I come back from UM. He uses a lot of motivation and some theory to explain. No need to fell sad, must optimistic. He scolded me when I think of end my life. This guy really caused me feel touched when I fall down seriously. Kai yi, this brother uses his analysis thinking to talk to me. He explains the pros and cons that I leave UM. He is very concern me, during that sad time. He always send sms me. Tell me don’t cry. Must look forward, don’t try to commit suicide. I owe him a lot and a lot.

Eric, this guy is the only one people who support me to leave UM. I wonder why he thinks like that. Wat he did during that moment is take me out from UM to eat good things wit me. He noe im sad thus he brings me to murni and wei shi jie at pj. He brings me pasar malam. Let my heart relief. Free my mind set. I’m so touched during that time. He always talks to me when I out wit him. He always awake me from sadness. However, this guy now got little frustrate wit me. He doesn’t make friend wit me as he noes I got a lot of problem. Sorry. Our friendship end here already but I still want to say thanks to u.

Chee yeong, ching kei and jaron brothers this three guys are good. They let me to stay at huo shi tuan when I decided to leave UM. That time I have already leave UM. I come back is to settle the things. Sk worry that I do not have accommodation so he takes me to stay at huo shi tuan. During that moment even though I do not noe them but they all treat me as his brother. Good! Right until now I also got in contact wit them. I always merajuk wit them de especially chee yeong brother because he can tahan my rajukness. Haha… jaron, this guy is quite tough also. ching kei at penang now. I think I will c him at this 3 years at penang. Hehe…

Now, lets talk the utar incident. Averse brother is very kind to everyone include me. I forget the 1st word I talk to him already. When do I chat wit him de? I also forget already. Haha… same wit justin brother but I noe both of them also don’t know de. So nevermind, the most important things is v got heart to continue this friendship after I leave them. Averse brother, this guy is teach his lesson to me. He teaches me the way to life. He teaches me a lot of things, from outside to inside. Outside is the hairstyle, the fragrance, the dressing. Inside is the heart, the feeling…… and a lot. I wonder to noe how can he born so mature? We just different 4 days only. He is way too mature than me. Got two times he is angry wit me de. During the time, I guess his thinking and wrong and the 1st word he scolds me is jibai. Haha… then 2nd time is yesterday when I ask his privacy, he comes up the word again. Got one time I really touched de is during I present pengajian Malaysia. I ask him to lend his tie to me. Immediate he says yes. Oh yeah, at that moment our relationship start to build. Hehe… thanks to averse caused me look so sharp but the presentation is sucks. Quite nice to hear that he will miss me when I leave. He gives a lot of advice to me when he noes that I will leave. Really touched at that moment. He says my weakness and my strength to me. He even share wit me his point of view. Really thanks ar.

Then, lets talk another guy justin. This guy I seldom talk to him at y1s1. V noe each other from Evan and priya sister. I got go out eat wit him at several times. I think less than 4 times. He is another leng zai PR students bsides averse. He is same trendy as averse. Our relationship start to develop from this sem I think. I group wit him therefore got a lot of topic to discuss with. I can found the hardworking guys at PR3. He is more concern on assignment compare than other guy. Justin is more pure than me, I more he is more 赤子之心 than me. He tries to knock out from the fearful of presentation. I can notice that. U sure can do it de, brother. In terms of moral and those, I seldom talk to him compare to averse. Don’t know why leh? Hehe… I noe he is trying to hold me at here. In front of ppl, he will says I support ur decision but in his heart, he is sad de. Same as averse but averse doesn’t speak it up to hold me de. Hehe… justin this characteristic is same wit me. Got one value I want to learn from this guy, he really like to help people. Thanks to justin, he sings twice song to me and he even create the farewell message to me.

That’s all I want to say thanks to the brothers. Bsides them got some senior also that I wish to say thanks to. Woo ken, ricky, zhien choong, dillon and swee ming senpai. Those seniors offer alof of advice to me. Really say thanks to them.

next will write gals. hehe...

sing k wit my truly coursemates. very sad will leave u all soon. thanks for ur song.

today is meaningful day. i go to sing k wit them, who are them? got alot of my coursemate ppl go parade today. wah, many many. got my brothers: averse, justin, cp, AV's hong. Gals got evonne, june, miko, vanessa, stephanie, jing boon, cammie, pui mun and hui sin sing alot of song. hehe... take alot of picture too. lets post it at here.

they are jumping while sing the jay chou's song. 阳光宅男. justin, cp, vanessa and miko are very enjoy that moment. so high at that moment. however got one song caused me so touched de, got ppl sing the song to me. they all sing jacky chong's 祝福to me. all coursemates also sing it out. wah. they all sing it with alot of emotion, caused my tears rolling at my eyes. i pretend dont have anything as i listen to averse said no need to show up our weakness out de but in the heart very touched and sad when justin c me when he sing that song.

thanks to u all. the party become not so excited when brothers, averse, justin, cp, june and miko left. they all go to the orientation night. then the microphone got some problems so spoiled some of our mood. then, after taxe group leave, follow by cammie they all. Last it is us. along the singing time, i can c alot of friends who go in and out from the room. some of them go to shop. walao, the most geng one is brother, averse. he bought new series of hp. when i heard he use his hp more than 5 years. so geng ar, this guy. jimat money. then, he bought alot of shirt also. during the time when i noticed he doesnt at here. i noe he goes to shop already. i hope can shop wit him de but he doesnt like. last time he also tells me that. he enjoys shop alone. hehe...

then hui sin, evonne, june, pui mun also got buy shirt at parade. of course la, the ptptn come out already mar. sure go to buy things de. hehe... its normal. whereas me, only can watch. i do shop de but window shopping lo. hehe... no $ is like that. hehe... dont have $ nvm but inside must got content. this is averse, ryan, eric tells me de but some of them dont noe, always tell me to change the imej. haha...

so tonight when I bring this 3 gals to eat dinner at bercham, k-10. Thanks to my brother, ryan info. i tell my family background to them. they all noe already. hehe... quite surprise that evonne, hui sin and pui mun said i got beautiful eyes. 3 of them also feel i do not have confidence and too humble, pessimitic. i noe long long ago but i do not do it, seems like aware public. hehe... thanks for the advise give by 3 gals. hui sin talks alot wit me. 1st time can chat so long wit them. hehe... today i listen alot from them and just now msn wit evonne, averse, sasa and tin tin. dont noe they all will angry anot when i address them like that. thanks to everyone. averse scolds me. tat lesson i must accept it. u said that hehe...

oh yeah, before i go, i must give something to u all de which is very useful for u all right now. hope my farewell present. hehe...

To carl:

To Carl:
I behalf of PR3 coursemates really wishing you no matter what you gonna do, where you wanna go... just do it ( v) if you want to, OK? We will always respect and support you about hte decision that you making. you will always stay in our mind and heart if you decide to leave UTAR. Carl, chase your dream and hope, dont feel regret on it. You are the FUNNIEST GUY IN OUR CLASS, we love your PERSONALITY, your UNIQUE style. we really feel the 热情 hot! hot! that you bring to us... stay COOL!!!

all students PR3 sign. PR3 coursemates
-all the best wishes-

justin and averse, pls dont always resume the tissue paper wipe ur eyes this act. i will T-T de. today i quite happy wit averse they all. they give me counseling session at canteen especially averse this brother, teach alot at there. i noe my strength and weakness already. thanks to averse. today i even feel want to tears out le.

night, go to discuss the minutes wit justin, cp and vendell. i think justin very high moral. he is just like 莲花。very good. thanks, justin. today quite alot of ppl give advise to me. thanks to everybody.

tmw result will come out... nervous

long time no write blog already. tmw morning will noe the result, it cause my heart pump so fast. nervous, man! thanks to brother zi rong and calo, both are u right. y want to nervous? the result havent come out. should nervous after take it one. useless for u to do that, cause u cannot concentrate on the studies... yesterday i sot already. call to many ppl, share wit this issue to many ppl. haha... call to marcus kok, zi rong, eng kian, kai yi...... carl, do u noe that ur reaction can affect many ppl one? haih......

last week have wonderful day wit them. i mean with my coursemate. it was the 1st time i eat supper wit them at night. sit with vanessa, miko, evonne, cp, averse, justin and me. PR3 and two AV2 person. v chat happily. i enjoy that precious moment wit them. thanks to averse. very thank you.

yesterday i caused evonne heart pain already. she very disappointed to me. this lesson taught me next time when want to speak something, please think over 1st.

my coursemate + tutoralmate

those picture is take wit my recently tutoral + coursemate. quite nice to meet wit them. luckily last time i do

not follow them to change the tut group. nice to meet wit them. they all are very kind to me. offer quite alot of advise to me. got notice why mostly we wear black t-shirt? it is because we are doing our AV first presentation. majority of them are wear black t-shirt to present their product.

my y1s2 first task. intro to AV

this product is y1s2 intro to AV my 1st groups created. members are justin, cp and me. this cup mee nice right? is draw by justin, the ideas is given by them. what is my part? i think i will present guah as i seems do not take part at the create process. haih... cannot like that de.

thanks to senior, he replys me that i can enter his class but cannot give any comment. how to face this guy leh?

i cant believe my seniors will act like that...... shocked...

this morning receive sk sms. he says sorry to me. hehe... y always like that de? pick not correct timing to call him, cant chat wit him much as he is at lift. the line is not clear. haih... thanks for ur wish, usm...... after that i have two wonderful class wit my new tutor. one is my PR seniors at utar. she is dean list students. thanks for ur explanation, esther. one is ukm graduate. nice to meet u all. then another tutorial class wit ms.ilma. 3 tutor class pack together, non stop.

during the evening have wonderful lecturer class wit my seniors. i tot he wont bear in mind of my appearance and he wont care if some strangers enter his class de but instead he sends email to me, asked me not to repeat again. walao, if i were the lecturer, i would pleased that got other class students attend the class to listen to my lesson. that means i got eligible to attract others student come. haih... quite sad and surprised to hear that. i do not kacau him when he teach yet i listen concentrately. haih... how come he like that de? haih... unexplainable.

however, thanks to him also he mention to me he gots send email to me during the time i admit to hospital. quite warm to hear that. hehe... but this incident cause me abit surprised. even evonne also do not believe it.

accident + care

today met accident. my friend's car get crashed by someone. basically is not his fault. i learn the theory from ryan, cammie and rebecca. the ppl who knocked down another ppl car backside is wrong in no matter wat. so no need to worry, u sure can get claim or get compensation de.

1st time i at car and met accident. feel what? feel scared and dont know wat to do. this lesson taught me how to face circumstances when get knocked or knocked ppl. hehe... thanks to ppl who concern me at this accident. thanks to jaron, evonne, gmyao, averse......

get advise from evonne. she noticed i got something different from last time. haha... good sensed. thanks, evonne.

thanks to chee yeong, jaron, eng kian brother... where are u, sk?

hehe, this time go kl for 3days2nite. the motive go ther is help to shift house. haha... so funny, ur hand injured how can help them to move house? thanks to chee yeong brother brings me to ss2 meet wit them. can c alot of brothers and sisters at there. some of them no meet long time already. talk USM incidents to some of the sisters. they all very shocked. hope USM can receive me. then go bk to hst. thanks to alice sister for pick me to hst.

at 2nd floor. wah, the new surroundings so nice. pink colour background. so pretty and comfortable when see it. at there is quite messy but not as meesy as y room la. hehe... after settle things down, say bye bye to chee yeong brothers. he goes bk to cheras. this brother today always teased me. he noes my USM incidents who tell him de leh? hehe... i think is me gua. haha... bye, chee yeong brothers. c u next time.

tonight rest wit eng kian brothers and jaron. before that, v go to eat supper at last time when i study week eat at there one. hehe... finally i got bring my japan drama to him. last time forget, this time i got fulfill my dream. very happy when he saw that. haha... jaron is very tired already. so he rest quite early. brother, good night. this guy love to hear orchestra. haha... he promised me next year see orchestra to me. quite touch when hear that. hehe...

walao, so many mosquito at there one de? hate it! whole night cannot rest. damn mosquito. lazy to wake up and pray at sat morning. hehe. sorry, ya. wake up at nearly 10am. quite late. ask jaron brings me to eat breakfast at sentosa. he treats me very good de. so sweet. before v rest, got discuss wat to do at the following days. these guy is so good. haha... so v go sentosa southern eat nasi lemak. haha... then go bk to hst. he goes to sri petaling to teach students. he asked me stay at home wait him to come bk. haha... scare me run away like last time.

chat wit eng kian, v watch show separately but still can chat. so geng. eat lunch wit him as this morning he doesnt go out to eat. he is quite suffer also, no vehicles. how to go eat leh? motorbike and car is important vehicles at pj. if lack of these, sorry. hard lo. jaron comes bk, he got to go bk hometown already. haih. i quite sad he leave me alone at here. i got chance to send the shana and attention pls to him. jaron, bye bye. thanks for let me use ur pc. im glad to receive that towel. its my towel already. thanks ar. hehe... especially for me de. hehe... bye bye, jaron.

after say bb wit him, go to shopping wit eng kian brother. v went out to board rapid kl to lrt station. on the way, so sleepy. then board monorail. walao, so many passengers at there. then v go to time square to service his laptop. acer service shop at 9th floor. so high. quite tired to walk at t-square as it is too big. after say bb to his laptop, go pavillion. pavillion also quite alot of ppl. the design is nice. the shape is unique. nice. those shop at there is high class ppl one. walao... i must earn enough money to buy the items that i like at here.

around the pavillion there got alot of hotels and cafetaria. all 5-star one. so high class. first time i walk thru here. bintang walk is at here. ic. first time i come here. last time i make promise wit eric de. ask him bring me to bintang walk, pavillion, orchestra... now all seems gone. eng kian brings me to all those mall, jaron promise to watch orchestra wit me.

after that, v go bk to sentral wait bus go to mid valley. hehe... another mall, v go carrefour to buy some drinks and mosquito coil. eng kian this guy seems so free. he walks slowly and enjoy shopping. then v got come across the garden, meet wit familiar sound, chea how at mandarin. jessica, briann and her mothers. i wonder wher is eric now? but cant c him. nvmla, that time feel abit shocked.

y the bus so long not come de? 9pm something already. after arrive jaya one, v walk back to hst. wah, so many sister and brother at the lobby there. they all go to sing K. shi brother goes bk soon, so farewell party are held. come on, eng kian v go out to eat la. dont eat the food they all left, somemore is not enough ar. therefore, v walk to sentosa. the tang shui shop is close already. haih... nvmla, v eat other else but quit happy as woo ken yeye tells the exact place. haha... the 2nd time i come after come wit eric. so long ago. after that, go to buy burger to eat. then walk back to sentosa wit full stomache. happy.

after shower and see some tv, go to rest. good night. eng kian, got mosquito leh but not as serious as last night. thanks to mosquito coil. this time really got to wake up to pray. as brother shi comes early at the morning, somemore sister wu calls eng kian oftenly. start to pray. brother shi, thanks for ur view. help me to pave way at sp ar.

go to eat breakfast wit eng kian at 1st road. then go back to do housechores. help wen teacher to move the fridges. then start to go back kampar. bye, eng kian brother. after say bb wit xin wen sister, walk to board bus and go back.

SK, wher are u? i come kl at fri, sat and sun. not even saw u one seconds. haih... so busy? quite sad that cant chat wit u. haih...

just now receive call from chee yeong brother, he explains sk is how busy...... i understand de la. just埋怨only. sk doesnt have the obligation to take care of me de.