do my attitude correct this time?

wat to write? write about today feeling la. i feel quite strange for the 1st assignment? why? how to say? i also dont know whether i got wrong anot just feel that my teammate treat me differently. maybe i didnt turn up during the compile and edit session. thus, they all got abit angry me. i sms to them, they didnt answer. do i make wrong this time?

dont give up...

Just receive sms from my best friend that her mother sick, quite serious. Wat can I do is to give some words to cheer her up. I cant do much more. I hope she can pass this hardship. I believe god wont bring her mother go so fast. Ur wish and will is important. Don’t give up, ok? Ija….

one days wit my lovely pr3 coursemates... with justin and averse brother.

have wonderful and sweet moment at kampar this tuesday. i wont forget the sweet moment with them. averse, justin, evonne, miko..... especially my two brothers, justin and averse. y? because they treat me very nice. this time when i go there, i tot they wont bother me de. even bother me, i think the relationship do not as close as before but instead. they treat me very very nice.

thanks to averse for let me stay at his house. i arrive too early already. brother, i tot u wont let me stay at ur house de. so, when u agree to let me stay at ur house, i feel so surprise and warmth. thanks for let me touch ur laptop. brother, u are way too busy but the room, u must clean. hehe... i even got chance to c his sleeping face, like child. haha... thanks for let me use ur shampoo, soap, towel... and even ur privacy stuff. last time u told me that u wont let ppl see it and touch it de but this time, thanks. really touched when u let me to use it. CK one and be. so nice the smell. the most touched when he said he allows me to rest at his bed for one weeks until next monday if i stay at kampar. averse, thanks to ur comment. my shoulder is broad and my chest is big... thanks. next time i look forward ur another comment... mentally praise... and thanks for ur advise, dont ask such sensitive question...

another brother justin, though i not wit them as much as averse but he stills play his responsibility to take good care of me. he offers his room to me also when i said i feel sorry to averse as i cause averse brother cant rest well. so nice... T-T. tin tin, thanks ar. last time if i tell u to style my hair, u wont do it de but this time. both brother help me. walao, so nice that moment is very enjoy. i wont forget that moment.

thanks to miko and evonne also. they accompany me to eat dinner. thanks ar. i think i v will meet again at feb. evonne birthday. hehe... if i cant make it, my two brothers birthday i will come also de. hehe...

hope that time when v meet, i can hear u all say: carl, u are change. not only physically but mentally also change already.

i look forward for that day to come.

man......

at aunt house right now. feel quite comfortable at here, seems like so peaceful, silent like that. like this feeling. hehe... in holiday mood now. after one whole day to think, i feel so sorry to myself? why say like that? why want to act like that, im man! not gal! y want to act soft? man should be more man!

sk... can see u. feel so happy.

finally i can c this guy, really long time no c him already. though are 15 minutes talk but i feel very comfortable already. he still looks smart and have muscular body, hug him twice already. hehe... but got abit sick. how are u, sk? ok mar? hope that u will get in healthy soon. thanks for ur praise, he can sense that i look differently. hehe... he feels so glad to my condition, can get in local uni again. thank u, sk. really feel thanks for ur help. last time i almost give up on anything, thanks to ur sms and cheers. thanks.

quite sad that u go to penang this weekend, cant accompany me. haih... but nvm. i can survive alone though without u besides me. i want to prove to u tat i can make it. haha... bro, will miss u always.

senior convo...

finally i go back to UM already. so happy that im at there just now. i c bk the old faces, seems all of them having fun at there. it seems everyone forget me already except for some seniors. thanks to them. i can c alot of freshie at there but i dont have the time to noe them. nvmla... next year will be come to there anot? who graduate? is jian choong yeye... so i think i might come again but i think the time is quite rush. persuasive comm 2nd year is quite busy de.

Those picture are the seniors who graduate... congratulations to them. woo ken yeye, purposely come down to c u de... wish u best of luck la... this event wat do i feel? i feel that i no longer scare and sad when i c my um seniors and juniors. last time when i came across um, i dare not have the courage to see the scenery at um. quite hurt when chat wit them but now the feeling no more. now i can say proudly to my seniors and juniors that im from USM!!!