during study week at library.

now let the music cause me awake. Beep. this song quite nice. so sleepy when c the books. y want to c books? exam come already la. thats why im reading. burn midnight oil.

study week start. Carl, u noe wat to do right? soon semester one will finish.

i saw the pychologist liao. happy!!!

i will be normal soon. so happy when i noe that. i really will be normal back and gain back to normal life. thanks to pychologist. haha... so happy. today work on the surprise to nel nel. so happy when c all those effort come out. if i were him, i sure will cry. haha... so warmth when receive that. if i can receive all those, how nice. haha...

i wont feel any paiseh anymore wit that ppl. because i not like him is admire him. if really got problem, go to c the pychologist again la. so carl, u no need to worry. ok?

thanks

i tell to tat ppl already. about the problem i face. dont know how to explain. i dont care either the answer is postive or negative. carl, u should feel relax already. this case drag so long already. should close file. during this problem, i noe that who is mean to me and who is not relevant to me already. for those who assist me, give me advise. i will remember this. for those who is good to me. however. for those who show ur cooldness to me, nvmla. learn something from here. haha...



want to sincerely tahnks to jason, the most kind guy senior who concern me at usm. thanks to him. though he noe the problem but he not scare of me compare to other senior. he is way better than him. haha... thanks for two brothers and one sisters. shaun, ye juan and jasmine. they offer a lof of advice to me. this two brothers help me to analyze my feeling. thanks to ye juan, he lets me noe that the feeling is not love but is 仰慕. thanks. shaun, he helps me a lot. jasmine, this gal plays wit me... shaun also... u two are naughty. haha...

counselor + lenses

counselor not at office today. so, i cant see them. have to wait monday only can noe the result. carl, pls wait for 4 days ok? i think its time to change over image again, wear back lenses. carl, u can do it one. haha... show ur big and cutie eye for others liao. hope can get it soon. haha...

genting trip.

wat should i feel now? helpless. dont know wat can i do already. soon will go to get caunsel by ppl. hope they can help me. i dont want be fall in love with sumbody that i cant love with. carl, now u should concentrate into ur studies de. dont know why? last time i got courage to write watever at here but now the couragous dont have already. i scare wat i write will hurt ppl who view my blog/ haha... so coward already.

so carl, how r u recently? enjoy the life at usm campus? hmm... quite enjoy. now get use of the life at here already. really? thats good. haha... bsides that i join my group to enjoy the genting trip. haha... so good at there. quite long time didnt go genting already. i think about 10 years ago. haha... genting is cool. quite cold also. i enjoy alot of games at here. so happy when with them. why u dont enter casino though u are 21 already? because quite hard to find ppl to take care of my luggage. how to say? i dont want burden ppl. so i do not go lo. take care of my luggage is enough.

dont always look at that person.

y i always see that person one? i dont want la... prove that im really... i dont want la. haha... i wish i can find another better ppl to look at. dont want always that person. haha...

nightmare

poor carl. two days nightmare consecutively. haiyoo, not good sign. hope tonight wont nightmare again.

mission fail

tmw will go bk to usm already. carl, the mission fail already. i cant even touch the notes that i bring far from penang. very guilty. why like that one? is it because my relatives from kl come to visit ipoh? haih. mission fail. haha... what i learn during this week holiday? can say nothing. haih...

my primary schoolmates.

haha... long time never c most of them. how many years? i also forget already. i wish tat v will still keep in touch. primary school gathering should held always. i dont want lose our friendship.

for those who dont want to present, i wish u all can understand that our frienship is precious lo. hope u all can understand.

for those who dont know, sorry to u all because dont inform u all haha.... next time bah.

for those who cannot present, sorry also as the time is not good. dont blame me ar.

thanks to kah mun, cian, yuin, stella khoo, kai yi, danny and yan for willing to present. haha... danny thanks for create msn account and add them. hehe... 6A's class student friendship forever