usm, i will miss u!

soon will leave this room, k01/215. carl, wat do u feel about this room? well, so far so good. im very lucky this time. i got nice roommate, nice bed, nice warddrobe, nice writing table and the chair( he is innocent one, i sit until he bengkok liao). sorry.

carl, who is ur next semester roommate? i hope he is a good one, as friendly as kean lin is enough ady. he is too nice for me, my living style at here is very sucks. very untidy, dont clean the room but he still can tolerate wit me. so i hope next sem i will minimize the stuff i bring to here. so tat, my future rooommate dont angry wit me lo.

yesterday first time dont rest at my room, went to TIM room and saw daniel also, kacau him. Then start to find xenon brother. i rest at his room, tekun, 07-41. chat wit him about the vivi case. i feel abit sad but wat to do? he cant help me much at this case as he not yet experience. he so nice got one weeks holiday wit his girl friend. haha... finally can enter my dream. Night, xenon.

Morning have breakfast wit him then start to go back already. nice to meet u, helene. bb....

xin yi bro.... take care ya. xenon bro, u fly me plane ya... gotto help u back somemore

just came back from tekun. Xin yi brother leave soon. So, go to c him before the semester break start. He cause me refresh back the times when v two together. V know each other during kungfu event as helper. then start to make fren, ate together, missunderstanding, argue, went to pc fair together, hold my arms when pass the road, argue during exam week...... I will remember u and will go to find u if i got time.

yesterday evening suddenly received xenon brother invitation. "I wan u go accompany me 2nite ya.. later bring u 4 dinner". His sms seems like dictator where as me get discriminated by me like that.... haha... because of this invitation, i reject peter gym training but at the end, he cant make it... damn tired. haiyoo...

then night i got to help him transfer the money into his digi number. wat la... if u dont have exam, i sure wont do that to u. u know how suffer im? though my digi inside got some money but sorry. that is for internet usage one. so i got to walk to khaleel there reload for him.

what mary said that to me is totally accurate. Eric brother also mention that lont time ago. thanks. i quite worry about that actually but i hope i wont go thru this...

a night to remember, two incident ya.... haha...

today i fill many many show to my laptop. sorry to my external, fill in all the show at a sudden time. worry it cant digest properly. thanks to pei yeen and yong ching. today lunch is kfc. haha... tonight tgoy they all start their trip to p.perhentian, p.redang.... TT. at first i very sad bout yesterday stuff... chat wit eric... let him to analyze but this brother. really dont bother me. i mean he takes me for granted at this case. i really want to angry... at night suddenly received call from xenon, need help. without wasting any time, rush to there. he demands for beer. so, i go 7-11 buy for him. this time i choose bottle rather than tin. y? i accompany him to buy b4. he feels tin hard to drink. thats why choose botthe for him. dont know how much amount he will drink. so just buy one bottle carlsberg and one tin of ais lemon tea.

how r u? still ok mar? at first i just act as listener, listen all his sad stuff first then try to convince him. brother, in this world got many many ppl tat suffer. they cant even have proper meal. some of that even starve or having serious illness. they struggle to breath whereas u as normal healthy person. stress because u cant get good result, scare u cant settle the JK stuff. ur negative energy is too much. he is very pessimit at that time, much more pessimit than me compare to me. r u sure? well, im not sure but i think if i sad then my brother such as xenon, xin yi, eric, ye juan...... accompany me during i sad. i think i will b better very soon because i easy to influence by him. my ear very soft especially to them. haha...

next time i must remember tat I wont call him smart.... give him stress. he strongly dislike. okok.....

brother, dont b so blue and grey... life is full of obstacle and fun. v need to experience both side one. haha... after chat wit him for sometime, i notice this brother dont wear underpants to rest. he is kinda open compare to me, ye juan, my exroomie all also wear that to rest. haha...

carl, u did some unethical thing right? ur hand itchy ar? go to read the so call love letter between both of them? haha... thats is crime k? wat? during the love letter, his gf to him got state im fans of xenon brother? haha... i feel abit funny.

he calls his gf quite long.... haha... carl, u should admit that u and xenon relationship is indifferent compare wit them as couple. so, wake up!!! dont sad anymore, dont feel hurt when c them together. ok?

pass some show to him, let him to watch during the sembreak. his laptop is xp but why slower than mine? i dont know... perhaps he doesnt know how to take care of his laptop. dont run disc cleanup and defragment. have to teach him later.

he is very nice, offers me to rest wit him(not in one bed, ok). haha... that is wat i want actually but he not yet study finish still got one chapter. so, cant la. think out of the box, ok? carl, u got time to do that but he cant. he not yet exam finish. ok? thats why leave him.

a night to remember two incident. that is wit xenon brother. 3rd time he takes alcohol. another one is i torture ye juan. v two watch some fun drama then i use his laptop to online. start to torture him from 2 onwards till 6. haha... tmw have lunch wit him... long time not have lunch together ady. haha... looking forward. haha... hope sunday wont have meal wit they all la, so expensive. haha... i dont want tat birthday present.

discrimination of tgoy to me... i can revenge back de.

yesterday night got great moment wit xenon brother. 1st and 2nd day of 22 years old i also got contact wit him face to face. thanks ya... 1st day is due to small funny mistake, he cant comes to c me... as a result, i got to call him, v chat very long about 1.5 hours. he feels so guilty... really guilty to me... y i said so? later will explain. haha...

tgoy cant give me wat i want, xenon can give me. haha... why i said so? because during my birthday, at first they suggest that v go small hut house to celebrate then go mcD but i suggest that v go to qbmall beach to celebrate and blow candle.

y? because base on the history, my gang all also celebrate at high class place one. how high class?
jasmine=clubbing
nelson=singK
christ=fraser hill
chuenling=taiping
jojo= steambot
siawyin=small hut house but she celebrate wit their fren also
shaun=v just konw him for 3 weeks. so go mcD only
vivienne=her birthday is at holiday... no celebration but got birthday present

all of them also agree one at 22 after the 111 exam. however at 23, just because of this gal, vivienne oon. she tought that fish leong will come at 23 night. her missperception ruin all my birthday plan. y i said missperception? because at the lunch at bali2 there, chloe also at there. she said that fish leong comes at 24 night. i sit wit alex chee oh, let them think the event.

after that, they finish ady. i can c that couple come to me. jasmine said, carl v have decide the birthday plan. 7pm go small hut house. u want come, u come. u dont want come, no need to come. faster, tell me now. u want or dont want.

for sure i will shocked. i replied that i will let u know later. sms la... then they two and vivi go away. haha... alex also got explaim to me that i should go... but sorry after go bk home, i sms to her and said i wont go if tat place.

shaun online msn and sms me... want to confirm wit me... sorry, i dont want. sorry, i dont like. then nothing i can do ady.

thanks to john and tony, they two accompany me to eat CG and analyze the me. they also felt i was wrong. watever la. i choose the venue over them de.

i sms to xenon brother about all the incident. he felt surprised and offers himself to blow candle wit me. an order from brother... so nice and touched when c that message. walao... he really nice to me. then, he saw my down face at bus stop there. during the ride, i saw them at small hut house. haha... so funny....

i demand for cake and candle. i want him to buy, i wait at there but he wants me to go also. he scare to b kidnapped. haha... come on, im king. i dont want go. he said im king at 22. tat day is 23 pass ady. then go buy and eat. start to chat happily...

brother, so fast u want go mar? 10 something nia... then he said nope. haha... chat chat chat till 23xx, sms start to come and calls start to come from peggy, christ, shaun, chuen ling, vivienne n tim. no jasmine, nelson. they all wait me at aman canteen.

wtf, i dont want to blow candle at there as i mention early to them yet they still want to do that for me. ignore... silent mode. xenon brother also felt that i was wrong ady. he asked me is it u feel happy when u saw many call and u dont receive it? to entertain him, i saw after 12am... so v continue the conversation till 121x... then v go back lo

i dont join them... because no any call ady. over... haha... thanks to tony, help me to check. no ady, i chat wit ye juan and story all the incident to him. he feels i too extreme ady. haha... watever la...

the cake i ate is the call orio cheese cake...??? i just know got cheese all then bottom is chocolate... hehe... y u choose tat? because he never try b4. haha... our conversation got alot and alot. basically, all also related to him d. the way he react when he really mad wit me, rebound the hair, dream, future, gap, frens... my dream come true ady. i let him know i go bk at saturday, he feels got abit shocked then i said till 30 just for him... haha... welcome to ipoh if u want. xenon brother, thanks. y? he gots do the research that at ipoh bus station, dont have any bus that can go to muar de. he suggest me go melaka then only board bus to johor bahru... haha... if i want to go, i will tell u de. good night.

thanks to ye juan, jojo, gui song, john, tony and xenon brother help me analyze. thanks alot ya.

first present i get

before the birthday pass away, carl goes to find xin yi brother at tekun. y? the intention is just want to c him before my big day passed... then go to find xenon brother. thanks to ur cookies. thats the present? haha...

first time i go to his room. haha... finally he carl gets the first present from who ar? hehe... it was handphone hanger... carl, wat do u feel now? touched... y? because i very straightforward at tat moment. when enter his room, straightly let him tied up my phone. after tat, let him clean my handphone... mop off all the fingerprint... very happy lo... that hanger is very nice... it states BRO CARL, got one ace... n one small mini diamond beads at there. hehe... y want ace? he said ace symbolize number one, the strongest one. i know wat is ur intention... thanks. v discuss about the hostel and the empark... chat chat till argue like that. he seems very stress. haih...

then accompany him go to check for the desa application but cant online. if i got my laptop now, i sure will help u de. haih... he quite nervous.

die lo because of enjoy the maxis FREE call, i dont read the notes from the beginning till now... haha...

my birthday come lu....

today is my 22nd birthday. carl, big liao lu... thanks for several sms and wishes. xin yi brother, daniel tan, candy, vooi leng, chin choo, and carmen yip. they all sms to me... thanks. daniel is the first guy i received the message. thanks.

thanks to jaron, chee rong, chee fei... i call them to wish me... (tak malu)

thanks to xenon brother. he gots the intention to come but due to small funny problem, he cant come. however, i appreciate his sincerity. he gots buy the present to me. let me know wat is it ady. hehe... brother, thanks for chat wit for around 2 hours. carl, u r very crazy/ tmw got exam yet still so crazy... haha... but i think between exam and him. he worths me to do tat... xenon is my real brother. finally let me find one at USM. hehe...

xin yi brother, this brother got abit self-centered. i dont know whether i got describe him correctly anot. just he too emphasize on studies... haih... watever la, i respect his ideology.

thanks to kk, yoyo, beastman who msn wish me lo. thanks to eric v, kah ping, shi min, pei ying and those who friendster send me comment. thanks to amy bee ching, stella khoo, candy and .... i forget her name liao... thanks for leave wall to me... hehe...

HP service center... thanks to ppl who help me.

thanks to schuan and wesley. schuan, thanks for pick me to HP service center... without u, i think now my lappy still sick... haha... cant cure it. Thanks for bring me there... really thanks alot. Bside him, thanks to wesley. if he doesnt lend me helmet, i think i cant go there ady. else, maybe will steal ppl helmet then go there... haha... thanks, wesley.

the hp service center staff is very nice. thanks to the customer service officer, witout her i think i will spend money to buy another external dvd rom again. thanks for ur help. u r so nice. thanks to the technician too.

carl, u go library to rest is it? see back the frenster profile. suddenly view thru my birthday picture last year. i wonder to know this year my birthday is how? hehe... looking forward. wat i want the most is the bless from the ppl who really concern me. xenon brother, wat present u bought ady to me? hehe... this brother bought it during perkom night. 3 april... so early... dont know wat is tat... how bout tgoy? well, their birthday present i rejected last time as its too meaningful to me. i cant accept... trip during sembreak... haha...

have dinner wit them, my eatmate... tony and john at CG. So cheap the food. tony, thanks for inviting me to tekun have study group wit u all but i think i cant go as they r all biology student. i go there b lamp post? haha...

thanks to JOHN, schuan and ka chun....

thanks to john. he willings to lend me money twice. first time is the trip go to p.perhentian. however, i dont want as lend money from him and the reason is go trip? wat? ridiculous reason. this time is to fix my laptop... he stills willing to help me... thanks.

today mickey came to usm again. he takes the munsyi test. hehe... bring him go to tekun have lunch... introduce the campus life to him. Guess who i met at tekun? xenon brother, hehe.. so surprise when meet him... approach him and whisper something to him... after that, chat wit mickey. wink wit xenon while v two having lunch... walao, ur wink is very disgusting but thanks... touch... hehe... after tat story him the purpose i come to tekun... briefly talk to him about mickey... then bb ady. hehe...

chat wit vooi leng for awhile... long time no c her ady. hehe... then escort this brother back. wait they all come to have lunch and print some 112 and 111 notes. thanks ya. after tat, go bk ady.

night follow my lovely to fajar buy dinner and eat at room. hehe... saw jojo...

10pm got meeting wit ka chun... he helps me to c the laptop. thanks, chuan. he promises to bring me to hp customer service center. hehe.. thanks. thanks to ka chun also, he helps to check the laptop but at the end also cant fix. need to bring to customer service center...

shopping wit wilbur...

after finish the lkm400, wilbur and carl go to PISA pc fair. he holds my hand to across the road??? haha... so funny and sweet. v buy some stuff at there such as external harddisk drive. 320GB seagate brand worth RM258. then v also buy the headset, sonic gear brand, RM46. I feel so worry bout my laptop now... hope it can fix by the HP customer service center. I buy 2gb RAM, RM72. walao... one night spend rm402 but i think is acceptable. hehe... as those will last quite long.

thanks to wilbur. He wants to buy the headset for me as birthday present. well, i dont want. y? because its too expensive ady. wait a minute, if last time for sure u will say thanks without hesitately de. how come this time reject him? i have pass thru some things ady. Now i know how hard to get money ady. So, I hope if they really want to give anything to me, pls save the money. the most important is the sincerity. He doesnt agree wit me... Have meal wit him around PISA there. So, I debate on that issue wit him. Come on, no need to give expensive present to me la... under RM10 is enough liao. He mad because of that. I know u want to give me much higher value but save la... during the journey back, i share wat i have gone thru during the pychology treatmeant.

thanks to john also... he helps me alot at the survey of computer accesories.

dont know wat he wants to do now. hehe... brother, thanks ya... i can feel ur sincerity is enough ady. haha... after tat, take bus go bk... wilbur, i got date wit tony. so, u go bk alone ya. walk wit him at tesco extra. then go bk n try the computer stuff. Wat u want me to do? I have buy new one for u yet u said got scratches, said the price is too expensive. I get cheated? Haha... I really dont know how to communicate wit u... seems ur gang i mean they all more priority than me... haha... watever also they correct. on the other hand, i always wrong one. hehe... i just hope after this case, I wont b so much close wit u ady. thats all...

then go to rest... hehe...

sorry, xenon.

b4 lkm400 test, i go to find him... psychologist. long time no c him, told him all about the xenon case. he analyze to me the way i react to him is bad, looks like betray him. immediately, i sms back him and say sorry. on the way to the exam hall, i feel tat this brother i must reduce the probability i say sorry to him... really sorry xenon. I very grateful to know him because after this incident he is not mad wit me yet still cheer me up when he knows that i got exam. hehe...

thanks xenon.

feel like want to cry...

Feel sad. Xenon, I hope I wont xxx wit u. My mindset, pls dont cause me to b like that. I really dont want. If really tat. sorry I got to leave u. Nothing can b done ady. Tonorrow I will know the result as I got to go to consult pychology doctor. C wat doctor said first only decide whether I'm normal or not.

2nd sad incident is related wit my laptop. I dont know what happen to it, I hope it can cure soon. Thanks to kai yi to chat wit me just now as I really dont know how to pass tonight. Thanks to ka yoong too, he helps me to take back my laptop at Desa-U.

Eric, regarding ur ignorant... I no comment. no need to say sorry to me la as i tired and no time to bother u. hehe... u take care.

after exam only write.

after exam only write about my feeeling to here. i got alot stuff want to write. about xin yi, xenon, assignment.... alot and alot.... haih.

carl bk to ipoh

morning board bus wit xin yi brother go to go to get result. v went to dewan budaya area there first to ask about the digi campus stuff. after tat go to c the result. once i reach there. pnwang not prepared yet. haih... then go out to print Tim's exam slip. then i bring xin yi to visit my school. after tat, v go to ask the digi stuff again. luckily xin yi show his digi sim pack to the officer. if not, v also tot tat it wasnt digi campus. however, it was! haha... go bk wit him after tat. xin yi play wit me at the bus... hehe... so childish v two.

carl did something very crazy... go bk to hometown for two days one night like last time. hehe... devil carl, wat is the main purpose u come bk? u urself understand... really become demon. watever, i dont care. thanks to dad, he picks me to digi center. i can online using digi campus ady. thanks. after tat have dinner wit parents... study until now.... but no study one... hehe... as usual, once go bk sure kena marah one. eric stops me when i story bout tat to him... wat la...

perkom night...

carl went to the perkom prom night last friday at 3th April. carl, first time go to E&O hotel. the surroundings is very nice. got the antique feel... somemore its placed near the beach. i can c the view at the ball room there. omg! so wonderful. At 2pm something i took jason's car to there ady. so nice the view at there. jason is so bz wit his stuff whereas v all... play at there. haiyoo no time already for us to make up well, wear the outfit liao lo... hehe... jason, hurry up!

have close connection wit jason senior. hehe... sorry for troublesome u as i really want to register for the squash. hehe... after tat go to his house and bath. then go to GOTCHA to trim hair and set the style. hehe... start go there again. during the journey i talk alot wit him. jason, i hope u can achieve ur ambition. hehe... wait u pick me up wit those cars after 5 years ya. hehe...

start to wear my outfit after i reach there. hehe... start to work ady. so many seniors arrived. the prom finally start. served xin yi brother because he at there. bring orange juice to him... chat wit him... sit wit him beacause scare he will lonely... hehe... the food is so so... so funny when c all the seniors go to take the food as the place is so sempit. haih... somemore i cant eat all the food. haih... rm70 is like that de ar? haiyoo...

chat wit kelson and several seniors tat i dont know. hope can know them la.

during the speech by dean they all, i call xenon brother. he is at gurney drive there. i go there only once for my semester one. he is nice can go there wit his fren. he bought one present and i tot tat its for me... watever la. will c how then.

escort jeffrey, christine, xin yi they all go to take bus. bye, brother. hope u enjoy the night. lucky draw session, i manage to get one prizes. that digi sim pack! hehe... thank god. so lucky. take alot of pictures. after tat, go bk lo... thanks to hakim's pick. hehe... tmw got to present lo... hehe...

c u again? haha... so happy.

tonight i see him again... feel very surprised. i mean i can c him twice at one day. 1st time at bird cage there then 2nd time at ik. let him c my eating face. hehe... watever la. he stills wear the accesories that i give him. so suit him... i start to wear ady. but the colour doesnt match, watever i hope it can protect me.

just now have group discussion wit 5 members of SHE. quite fun actually. hehe...

everybody is selfish de... i met wit xenon today... hehe.. happy

just now got little argue wit christopher. the culprit is chuen ling. in this case, i noe that no ppl is generous on the sharing of tips. i also dont know how to explain. no one correct or wrong i think. the incident is like that, they go for the print shop to print out the 103 tips then i also want to get one copy. i heard chuen ling said i lazy, dont copy myself... then i reply to her then give me bk the 112 that i lend to u copy just now la. christopher replies back then how about the email of 112 i sent? well, i reply back i can delete it. i not yet read... i left the print shop by anger. but now no anymore, because i also will act like this if 

in this case, i learn that no one is generous on sharing the tips. nobody fault in this case.

dont talk about the sad things. talk some happy one. i met wit xenon brother this morning. so happy. he wears the accesories. quite match. i hug him for 2 second then leave ady. he demonstrate the accesories after i hug him... hehe... brother, thanks for let me c u.

xin yi brother return the accesories to me ady. hehe... i respect ur decision. i chat wit him for awhile. hehe... now ye juan and xin yi also dont want. wat la... watever la.