wrote something here...

long time no wrote ady. wat happen to u ar? hmm... wake up work then bk, rest and work again. haha... thats the routine. wat is any big event occurred? got 2 or 3 i think.

1. get scolded by supervisor at the outlet there... very ashamed.

2. knew that my couson got health problem, need to surgery but i dont feel very sad.

3. noe that tgoy some of them plan to go melacca but dont call me.

i wont attend the gathering anymore...

yesterday received call from ka yeng. he asked to yum cha. i tot of go there awhile is enough ady. when i just enter there, they laugh at me... come on, outside rain of corse wet la... all also laugh. ==

when i sit down, the first topic come to me is oioi, she said im gonna bold. then all observed my head. wat la... i know my hair la... wat la... so ashamed.

as wish, i sit at there 5 minutes then say bye bye already. text to kai loon and calo that i wont any gathering anymore. next time dont tell me... haha... kai loon replys me y leh? wtf!!! if u were discriminate that one, will u fren wit them? haha... this brother is slow...

start work ady....

this few days y dont write something here d? haha... finally i got work to do ady as a popular bookfair helper. today is the first day. my duties is open the boxes, place the price tag let my colleague to scan. haha... quite easy actually but the problem is too many boxes. haha... glad that poh wah starts job tommorrow. this job i recommend to her de.

two days ago i got abit emo. dont know why i tot that i shouldnt rely on anybody ady... so when i chat wit eric and xenon... i want to confirm that wat they feel to me? is it too rely to them... eric's answer is most accurate one. wat he said is very correct. everytime i said i want to change but finally 3 min hot... haha.. everytime i also like that de la... haha...

so start from that time, i promised to them that i will change... haha..

kai yi finds me.... congratulations to eric...

lazy.... this few days really lazy. pass like lazy man. dont even start my plan yet. carl, do u still remember wat should u do during this holiday de mar? haha... dont know leh. wat? ur life cant spend meaningless de. should plan ur life already.

just now kai yi brother comes to find me. v exchange movie and show. thanks ya. i chat wit him for sometimes. thanks ya, this brother very care of me. kai yi, i will remember the moment when u pull me out from sorrow and sad during the time when i fall down from UM. i always calls him and cry off about the um incident. he always give his advice to me... ask me dont cry, dont sad... haha... thanks brother.

today quite funny as i watch 肥田喜事... so funny and nice. i go to buy dvd somemore... so nice... haha... congratulations to eric, huey yi, dong senior just finish their last paper at utar.

eric treat u as idol. u have done great job... congratulations.

stop to work at there...jeffrey gives me lesson... my 3rd birthday present

cheat parents and friends again? depends on people's perception. I get the part time job at ipoh parade. ipoh parade? quite far from bercham ya... work at there is quite flexible actually however, the problem is the meal. in order to have lunch and dinner at there, i got to stand and work for two hours. that means meal=two hours stand at the sub there. its quite imbalance.

so, i start to cheat my parents. i cant pass thru the probation period. haha... the problem arise. dont know why they so eager i go to work rather than i stay at house. come on, that is my life. not urs. i like to pass thru like that. dont disturb me, ok?

(my 3rd birthday present...)

sorry to jeffrey chan. i said 9pm one but 10pm i only reach. haha... i send sorry sms to him. luckily he still sms me back. i will treat this as lesson. i should reject kai loon's offer. wait him comes till i late ady. thanks to kai loon present... 3rd physical present i received. one cow's notebook and one toy ornaments... thanks ya.

meet xenon....play wit ye juan brother

(xenon at the bus there....)

Wake up quite early as I want to c xenon brother at pudu raya. He goes back to muar. So, wake up at 8 sth then start prepare, pack all my belonging and go to plaza rakyat station then walk to pudu. I arrive quite early so placed my luggage to the customer service there. Need rm2 to do it. I have to do that as I later need go to find ye juan brother. Cant take the luggage walk mid valley de mar. y don’t u just put at aunt yoke house then go back to take after u finish walk wit ye juan brother? Cant la. The moment when I finished walk wit him… its too late liao. Haha…

Saw xenon brother ady. He and his gf very sweet when I saw him, his gf whisper wit him. Haha… I seems like disturb him like that. His hair is short ady. Looks like last time during orientation week. Want to capture him at the first time d but don’t dare to say then let the chance fly away. He goes up to the bus ady. His reaction really concerned his gf. Always saw the bus…. C thru his gf bus… seldom watch me d. wat la, adjust his seat to sleeping position somemore. Very no manners when the bus start to go also not say bb to me.

(wait at here, too bored till i snap my picture)


(finally ye juan brother comes, v went to eat mcD near the cinema)

Start to find ye juan brother ady. Go to boaed star lrt to bandaraya then switch to ktm then board to mid valley. Wait his quite long, sit at the scholl there and i manage to go toilet also while waiting. Prove that he comes very slow. Haha…. Finally he arrives. He wears quite simple today as I sms him don’t wear too nice. Haha… now I more nice than him ady. V two guys buy the ticket, star trek. Rm7 because I got request for study card if not sure rm10. then go to mcD have lunch. So full during that time I discuss my problem. Really thanks for ur analyze. Thanks a lot. Then v start to chat… thanks for ur sharing. He talks lot about the working experience at mid valley. received xenon sms, he arrives muar ady lo.

(i snap thie cinema view at mcD)

(take before the commercial advertising start, haha...)

(accompany him to buy greeting card)

Star trek is very nice. Manage to take picture before the show start. He quite cooperate today. Haha… thanks. At the first 10 minutes, start to touch ady... this show is quite fun and exciting. i dont understand some of the plot. after finish, v go to accompany him to buy the mother's day present. go to buy the greeting card. then v walk thru jusco to help him buy swimming trunk, go carrefour also. i request for secret recipee. thanks for accompany me go ya...

(chocolate banana and chocolate indulgence..., mine is chocolate indulgence)

(yummy)



(this cake is ye juan brother d)

he is quite different wit other 2 brothers. he lets me to choose myself... i choose chocolate indulgence. he choose chocolate banana... haha... then v start to eat... after tat, he brings me to the bus stop there. thanks. good bye, ye juan.

630 only got bus? i arrive at 555pm wor. nvmla, wait la... bus come. go back lo... this trip thanks to 3 brothers. really thanks to them. i got chace to play wit wilbur brother and ye juan brother. quite happy can c xenon brother also. once in a blue moon v can meet. u at muar and im at ipoh also can meet at here... haha... but is purposely meet de la...

thanks to ye juan concern. this brother sms me ask me arrived home anot? haha... and wilbur sms. his sms is always full wit care, concern one. haha...

finally eric brother said sorry to me... haha... how r u now? ok mar? he falls sick. luckily i no go troublesome him... v eat dim sum together la... haha...

once in blue moon, calo brother called me. i sms him about the hometown fren problem and he called me... haha... thanks for ur analyzing. v sure will meet de. i want u eat cake wit me.

thanks to kai loon brother also. this guy promised to give the present to me... walao... happy.

i wont forget the moment wit this brother, wilbur...

this fine morning, i sms wit wilbur, xin yi brother request for today play wit me. thanks... very happy and quite look forward for tomorrow meeting. i start to go at 1130 as i promised to wilbur brother tat meet at 1pm d. though have to walk from aunt house to lrt station and its quite hot, i also dont care as i know i can c him, let him to pamper me very soon... haha... i really look forward.

board to bandar tasik selatan then change to ktm to mid valley. at first i quite worry that the train will go seremban... haha... but it isnt... start to move to the direction tat i desire to.

(meal at burger king)

finally i arrive... wat la, i arrive ady. u still want me to find u? im fresh at mid valley. yet u still want me to find u? haha... watever. dont care too much. the most important is i can find him... he wears quite smart today... plan to give him surprised, suddenly go to touch his shoulder but he knows is me... haha... after tat, v go to ground floor to find food. wilbur brother, thanks for waiting me. this guy doesnt have his breakfast till now. v went to eat burger king because burger king i ate last two years ago when i go to klcc to get my brother... haha... chat wit him at that time. brother, i knw wat ur intention but i cant use ur method... i mean scare to use, urs one is the most accurate one but i dont know how to apply. for u, u can use it. however, for me......

tat time i really sad and pessimit. he pamper me and consult me... i know d. haha... then v go to check whether got show to watch anot but since he watched the xmen ady then the other show is horror movie... so cant la... haha... i scared. actually i also watch xmen ady wit eric brother. haha... v nearly go to watch the show that is the funny one but haha... i prefer v two walk around rather than watch that funny show as i want to chat wit u more and more. than v go to pet shop... long time no go that shop ady since jaron last time pick me. i think at the last year. haha...

(wilbur watch out from the exhibition)

wilbur doesnt like pet... now i only know. however, i contradiction wit him. i like pets. haha... then v two observed the dog's fighting show. quite funny. brother, thanks... really thanks alot for today. then i got go at the exhibition there. that time was d dinasour exhibition... when walk across the snack stall, he offers himself to buy the snack for me... such as cake like that... haha... then v went to the garden. he quite excited ask me to take the picture. haha... sure sure.

(first picture v took together at the shop lot there... big mirror... haha)

when v go to garden there, different taste wit us ady as even more high class. v two dont enter the shop lot instead windows shopping. thanks for willing to take picture wit me... haha... really thanks alot.

(taken during when v tired, v sit at the seat there)

at that moment, he really talks alot to me... about my personality, consult me. wilbur, thanks for u said that i got my own kelebihan, caring? haha... thanks ya. wilbur at that time, i really touched when u spoke out im caring, at least i got one strength since all the weakness is many many... thanks for spotted my strength.

then v two go to travel until the highest floor... spa center, fitness center, beauty.... alot. v two sat at the cinema waiting ball room there to watch the trailer. haha... chat at there also... he quite brave as i tot that is the table not chair... he went to sit there... haha... thanks wilbur. chat chat chat... then v go back to mid valley.

(wilbur and i at the secret recipee, my 3rd cake, New Zealand Cake)

finally i request to eat secret recipee... this guy said he paid and c me eat. after contracting wit him, v share together... haha... he recommend to me new zealand cheese cake... very happy when put the cake into mouth... it will melt. haha... thanks for ur recommendation. thanks wilbur. at tat time, i ask him about the present stuff... finally he gives me some hints about wat is that... i tot is the present tat he intent to give me at the initial time but since he uses it ady. i dont want. haha...

after tat, is time to say goodbye. v two went to ktm station... finally he said his touch word to me... dont sad, optimistic....... thanks. i do hug him and said bye bye... at that time, i really 不舍得 him as v wont meet face to face after two months time. hug him tightly... brother, bye bye. at tat time, tears got abit at the eyes there...rolling... haha... then walk to our platform... his train comes first. he shows his thumb head to me... carl, must improve to become better ya... thats is the nonverbal language that he try to deliver to me... i nodded head... i not dare to c him as he goes to train soon. haha... really 不舍得... haha...

then finally arrive home ady. sms wit him. brother, thanks. i will remember wat u said to me de and apply at my life. thanks. meet u at july.

tmw will b the ye juan and xenon brother. xenon brother, sorry for my rudeness. i eager to c u cause u abit frustrated. thanks for let me to c u... seems im cheap guy like that... haha...

ye juan, thanks. i look forward our play at mid valley tmw ya... haha... thanks. got abit miss my couson, aunt ady. thanks for u all service. haha...

looking for them to bring me out... haha...

at kl ady. how come u suddenly come here? want to play before i start to work as promoter at subzero. is the reason valid? i want to c my friends: wilbur brother, ye juan brother and eric brother.

dinner is i ate at outside... aunt bring me to eat at restaurant. quite full. thanks aunt. got one things funny is when aunt request for the bill, the waitress come to me... haha... so funny. then, aunt brings me to visit uncle CK which i dont like to go there. haha...

eric brother, maybe i push too hard on u liao... problem start to arise. fine, dont meet wit u if u feel i push u too hard. haha... tat means i wont request for stay at ur house anymore. sorry, i demand too much ady. sorry... i hope u wont angry wit me... dont throw me away like my hometown fren did. TT

eric, bye bye...

tonight wake up quite late... dad, y call me to wake up leh? haha... can rest more d... y? haha... at 2 something, i received eric call... this guy wants to find me for breakfast. actually i tot he wont find me d but i still hope that he will find me lo... as i really want to play wit him... eric is 1 of the best fren that i ever met at my life. thanks for coming again. this time he enters my house. chat wit me while waiting input and output process. i wont feel any uncomfortable while waiting because chat wit him is very nice. v two have endless topic to chat wit. even nothing to say, i think v two also wont shy la...

then v went to ipoh old town. at first, v dont know the direction but he knows finally. v went to ipoh old town 新源隆 drink white coffee ice, eat light food. he goes to order whereas me get place. haha... wat la u... order so many many food. haiyoo... haha... but can understand as he long time no enjoy the ipoh famous food...

after tat, he brings me to 兜圈. i long long time dont across the 马场 already. haha... thanks then go back ady... can sense that this guy got feeling dont want go back home leh... finally he also drove me back to my home. bye, eric. i will miss u d. now also miss u ady. y u dont give misscall me leh? haiyoo... u arrive ur home at kl le mar? when i gonna to meet u leh? this week can mar? i hope so.

now i refresh back many things that v went thru together... the most deep memory i remember is this guy purposely come to UM when i decided to stop study... he comes to me twice i think... then another is i go to find him during weekend. that time i go to c the jay chow concert at last year... then v tuition together... haha... got many many incident pop out from my mind now. i strongly hope our brothership will remain last forever... eric, i will cherish our brothership. god, pls take care this brother. got feeling want to cry out... haha... but that is life. so calm down ya. dont too emo... life must go on d.

i need to say thanks to su chin. su chin, thanks ya. su chin, u r very nice indeed. how nice? though i not close wit u, i mean really not close. u also said offer place for me to rest when i arrived kuantan. walao... got so nice gal anot? thanks for ur invitation... thanks for ur notes also... haha... su chin, thanks for b fren wit me after know the whole incident of my hometown fren... u r very nice... thanks... wat i can say is only thanks...

eric, ye juan, xenon, wilbur, john and peter.

sorry ya, eric. i demand too much. he sure got abit frustrated me ady. even mum also not allow me to disturb him... haha... eric, sorry ya. i dont kacau u la. u want how then how la. respect is important to sustain one's relationship.

ye juan brother went to c lee hom concert. hope he is having fun. xenon brother, just now sms him and shoot him. really sad tat time yet he doesnt shown any concern to me. he only knows how to pamper his gf, how to take care of her gf only... so shoot him la. "if u r my bro... u shudnt say so de.. haiz..." wat? i now need u the most since i lost all my confidence and really dont know how to face it yet u said offline? night? u r really ridiculous...

thank to john, really help me leh... haha... i wait u to deposit to me ya... thanks to wilbur brother also, he chats wit me about today incident. haih... peter also, thanks. this brother really treat me quite nice compare to last time only wan to know that vv... haha... only ask me about her.... swt. but now is about the sports, the gals... haha.. thanks

thanks to eric.... my birthday celebration

This guy i love him so much... really love him as brother takes when v have lunch today at greentown. he feels very paiseh... haha... he picks me go to have lunch wit him today. suddenly call me and ask me whether can have lunch together... haha... thanks. he comes to pick me. then v start to chat at the car till go greentown. basically about today incident. my birthday...... v ate at there, the shop near wit old town white coffee. chat alot about usm, show off the hp string and his stuff. brother, i hope u can find ur dream job... wont regret just go forward lo... then after tat, v went to jusco as i suggest to eat cake at there.

he so smart, know where to find free parking. at first v went to find secret recipee de but he suggest to watch movie wit me suddenly, X-men. haha... then change direction ady. start to watch... so nice. from 4-6pm... then he brings me to secret recipee as he wants to pack the cake for his mum and me... i feel shy and dont want to pick.

魏兄，谢谢您。真的很高兴虽然我不能吃。您有这份心意就够了。during the way to get his car, i smile sweetly... he wonder to know why.... haha... thanks, eric.

i hope tonight can c him again. haha... thanks, eric.

carl learn something from so called 'hometown true fren'

carl this morning wake up so early? y? because yesterday night revceived sms from mr.fong. the content is "tomorrow will leave a 8 and go eat breakfast before go. So plz get ready at 730". I tot is he will leave kl soon, so he wants to have breakfast wit us. So, i get ready lo. Wear short pants casual wear to go... then when i want to board the car, mr.fong said v go to cameroon highland. y u wear short pants? har??? then i change back my attire to go there.

on the way to simee, i realised tat my wallet left at my short pants ther. i request the driver, mr.leng to go back to take but he ignores me. then v continue to find pek ngah. her bf and her brother also will go wit us. so got 7 ppls go wit 2 cars. mr.leng as driver, mr.fong, mr.liew, miss wong and me at one car whereas another car is pek ngah, her bf and her brother.

then v have our breakfast at canning garden there. i begin to nervous as really none of them look into this incident seriously. then i offer myself not to go... so they all start to think a place to drop me. i suggest go to jusco there as got bus travel around there but in vain. they drop me to medan gopeng there which is easy for them to continue the journey.

poor carl, open the door when the traffic lights turn red and cross the road to medan gopeng bus station. at that time, carl really feel dissappointed. y the so called 'hometown real fren' so selfish and neglected my feeling d? after tat, i have to tot of way to go back from the bus station. i called nelson to pick me but he goes to penang ady. then call kai loon, calo and chee fei to express my feeling and offer help.

thanks to u all... u all are true fren. even shi min... now calo is trying is consult me... thanks la. during this case, wat chee fei said is correct. All men are selfish, dont depend too much on them. So, when next trip, u should b more caution ady by said nope. haha...