mum, happy birthday!!! this week i purposely go bk to celebrate ur 52th birthday. haha... though i dont wish u directly but i think u can feel the sincerity from my heart? go to buy secret recipee, banana chocolate cake to u... haha... thanks for ur care. i love u, mum!!!
happy birthday to mickey too.
har? next week come back again? oh no!!! can i dont come back? compulsory to back ar? dont want la. my mum's birthday, so carl, u got to go bk ya... tired of board the bus.
Thanks for the gathering, teh kian seng. ur thinking is far more advance than me. The way u talk is really deep. U give a lot of info to me about ur current life. quite enjoy to listen ur story... leisure talk. hope v can b good fren and wish u can get rid of the job tat u consider is not good.
another most important main motive i come bk is to meet wit him, eric. i finally can meet him. thanks ya. thanks for allow me to c u late of night as i really busy at tat moment. rushing two quiz. i read alot in order to prepare this two quiz. but the outcome not so satisfy. nvmla, i try my best ady. 人不应为着被欣赏而成长, 而是要为着自己的特色而存在! this sentence i grab from cari.com which eric shares wit me 2 years ago and today he noticed it. thanks... eric, thanks for share me the work life experience. i wish to enter advertising field. if really can get, then is ok. 2nd option is event field. c how first. thanks for ur advise, i will enter ads field rather than media field de la... thanks alot. actually i want to tell u tat books price de. but seems quite shy. haha... next time, u remember must ask me ya. eric, if time allow, i want to talk wit u somemore but cant. i hope our next gathering, u can noticed me more mature... haha...
so why do u go bk to ipoh? is it eric gots go bk then u follow him leh? if u asked me (before i come back), i will say yes. I just come back because of him. wat la... u r really son of the bitch... haha... however, after come bk for several days. i can sense and feel tat got two reason i came back. 1 is eric... 2 is for my parents. though i dont like the way they "love" me but my appearance cause them feel so excited and happy. i suddenly feel guilty. haha... watever la...
during sembreak i everyday also read something. so tat, can enhance my knowledge. but mostly is accountings as i got to take the quiz alone. so worry. thanks to shaun, mickey, yuin and shu wen. this sem i got chance to meet wit mickey again. i forget is which day ady. i think is at monday. thanks for meet me again. after tat during this sembreak, i got meeting twice wit my fellow coursemate regarding to KAP question. im glad tat i got meet wit them.
congratulations to my senior, ms. choo su chin. thanks for ur notes. i guess she is my direct senior punye direct junior. i hope her future is bright... so tat, i can depend on her when i want to find my job... wohoooo.....
conversation between carl and xenon...
pls let me study peacefully at next 3 sem, then can go away ady
fly out m'sia or work at advertising firm also can
oo
only oo ar?
haha
then?
nth la. dont expect much from u
it is gd tat u tink in tis way
be imddependent
so y i need u as my brother leh?
u ned bro jz to depend on him?
overall is like tat
then i am sure u dun hav many bro wif u
brother doesnt need much, 1 or 2 is enough
brothership is a kind of feeling,fate
doesnt ned to depend on each other de
my best bro din even help me out
n we din c each other 4 many month oso
bt in tis world nobody is comparable wif him de
yala
he is the most top one la
bt i sti gt 8 or 9 oso same lv de la
jz i gt share hobby wif him,so i am closer to him lo
ooo
i tink u shud tink over the definition of 'fren'
haha
4 ur own gd la..
i cant get wat u mean
really cant get
totally cant get
reali lo...dun turn to deaf ear
u tink wat is fren...then lok ard who is ur fren...n try to tink wat u do to ur fren b4,n tink is it correct o wrg
........
CRY
brother, from now on, i think i wont depend on u anymore
just try change the mode
thanks candy for ur advise. thanks alot.
i think i wont minor management next sem ady
will go find hui ling
haha
y?
because i dont like to group wit them
haha
just now they all do quiz together, without telling me
haha
o...
it doesnt matter 1 wat
dun change becoz of dat
its juz minor ok
i also din join them wat
now also x hav answers for quiz d
u can study sendiri and do ma
like me, i prefer do sendiri
yup
do sendiri lo
wat to do?
so u really goin to change minor ar?
dont change better la
let me think first la
hehe1
if u change this and dat then at the end u have to extend then do u think it worth it?
nola
choio
if u r interested in manangement then dont change la
i saja say la
i change it to E code la
just in case ma
i very worry i cannot graduate
haha
choi choi choi
v two must graduate
hope so
er
do u mind if i tell u something
pls tell
emmm
actually y u sometimes got talk to them and sometimes u dont?
i think it makes them feel weird n upset
since im so fren wit u
i straightly tell u
i dont like
jasmine, nelson, peggy
christopher
y?
juz be normal fren la
yup
no need to b close fren ma
normal fren lo
hi bye fren lo
hi, jasmine
bye, jasmine
normal fren also u need to say hi wat
sometime they talk i mai smile lo
sometimes when they say hi to you and u dont respond i think its not so good lar
i got respond ar
give them a smile
for me also i SUPER hate when i talk or say hi to someone and he/she doesnt answer me
smiley face
sometimes you dont
i saw b4
then they said u r very weird
sometimes fren them sometimes ignore them
tats why i got two face one
actually since we are coursemate
we stil hav 1 year plus to go
juz maintain normal fren
talk normal thing
dun got two face
bad for urself only
they wont feel anything
yup
for them they wont lose anything
yup
so i think la
u dun need to force urself to talk less to them
try say hi
everytime
sometimes can talk abit
good for urself
we same major somemore
i dun mean to be kepo
i juz want to let u knw how ppl feel abt u
coz sometimes we sendiri dun knw
only ppl beside can see whats really goin o
on*
then i good very bad impression on them lo?
i dun knw wat happened last time that made u guys not that close anymore and it doesnt matter d coz it already past
since we r young adult
and mature
and i not foce myself to talk less to them.
we need to act mature
forget the past
because i really no interested to make good fren wit those of them
try to be normal fren la
if no ''yuan fen'' be good fren
i will say hi to them
smile wit them
then remain course mate n normal fren la
this one i promise u can make it
yup
hmmmmmmmm
remain coursemates and normal fren lo
thanks for ur remind
really thanks lo
i also got not much topic to talk to them but i also try to group wif them, talk sometimes, hang out together once in a long while like today
hmm
u r the 1st ppl who talk till tat to me
i close wit shaun, c.ling they all
so i hope u can everytime remember to say hi ok
dun siok siok say siok siok ignore them
they sure wil bo siok
they also dont tell me
u r really nice
no la
mayb they worry of hurting u
or they dun knw how to tell
haha
and we also need to remind ourselves that its not only other ppl got problem, ppl not good
wat i hope is this 3 semester i can study peacefully and graduates
we also hav our own shortcomings
yup
u talk so right
like me, when i feel ppl dun like me
u touched my heart la
i wil think mayb my attitude got prob
i wil try to think at both side
i got problem mar?
candy, i got problem mar?
frm wat i can see la
last sem i got feel them think u laugh too loud ( mayb only)
then er
i think u are not so mature...not ''not mature'' u knw
its that sometimes u talk too straight d
we think ppl can understand
and accept
but actually ppl dont
not all ppl think the same way we do
mayb they mind and they keep in heart
i think la sometimes u very ''tian zhen'' u straight away say what u think
we better think b4 we say
and see who r we talking to
if u not 100% sure that ppl is not small gas
then we better dun kritik them
i got hurt ppl meh?
they sure bo siok
i seldom mix wif u guys last time so i dun knw much
but one example was
last time when we play true or dare
u straight say jasmine this and dat
i terkejut
i knw she sure not happy
tat is true or dare ar
actually 99% ppl cannot accept ppl say them like that
must tell true mar
if very pandai, success , and perfect say them mayb they can accept
if normal ppl like us
they wil think we dont hav zhi ge to say them
dont say other ppl
i also cannot 100% sure i wont bo siok if i kena ppl say like dat
yup
i so tian zhen
haiz
hmm
erm
so u get wat i mean lar?
actually i dun knw wats ur prob for them
coz i never ask
they also never tell
haha
pls read my blog
u got google account?
IF u really want mayb u can ask them
give me
but actually i dun encourage la
i dont want ask them la
fren in uni only ma
i will hurt deeply
after graduate also 80% wont fren so close d
we wil hav our own life
yup
good
support ur stand
now concerntrate in studies enuf d la
yup
u just now cause me sad and want to CRY
but i feel glad also
nice to meet wit u
haiz
i juz do wat i can la
oh
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i suddenly remember ur famous pattern d
i knw one of the reasons ppl x likey u
u pandai tell ppl gossip
mana ade?
u give me example
so ppl are worried to let u knw their things
i dun remember
carl
sometimes rite
we really wont realize 1
i tak ade la
coz when something is ok or normal for us
we really think tis ok
but mayb for other ppl its not
this one i setuju
so we wont knw 1
yup
so dats wat i knw la
but nvm la
frm now u juz talk to them abt studies,
personal life dun kepo and dun ask lo
yup
must remember this
i also talk normal things wof them only
if ppl dun tell i wont go ask
yup
i must follow u
i brb
u r my role model ady
dun la
i very kanasai 1
hehe
thanks for ur suggestion
thanks alot
welcome la
go sleep
yup
i need to rest ady
cry just now at heart
xenon bro, u let me down. even eric bro also, i tot eric will analyse to me de. but no reponse. xenon bro, i tot u will immediately help me one. but, seems u dont bother much. luckilly got wilbur and kai yi brother. ye juan not available for me yet. so i cant get from him.
wait a minute, y must get advise from them? can u settle urself? long time no cry out ady. this time tears rolling and rolling... not flow down. thanks for kai yi analyse. really thanks alot. sorry for cause u wake up. sorry ya.
eric bro, i dont know whether u can make it anot? actually whether u can make it anot also ok. i mean yes, if u can go back then i play wit u. if u cant, i also wont feel nothing. u r the best fren at hometown. i many many many bad attitude u have experienced ady. can understand me well.
che kwang, happy birthday. hope u like the present i pass to u.
yesterday night suddenly received some good advice from my coursemate. thanks. but u cause me quite sad and emo. haha...
let me continue eric's convo first. due to those perception of my parents to me, i think i zipped my mouth better. saturday morning, pui tse and her mum come. v guys have breakfast at in front of trade parade there. wait the florist to open. how come dont go buy after the florist shop open leh? after tat, v go to out destination.
on the way, v got stop at the rest station. then, continue. v go klcc. i long time no come here since jaron pick me to here to have book fest. thanks jaron. v go have jessica SD card, flower. start to go wisma mca. so crowded.
eric's is very smart when wear convo shirt. he pass the ticket to me. quite surprised to receive that. touched.... thanks. then v guys listen the speech. basically i understand wat have delivered. congratulation, eric. he goes to take picture from anywhere. he talks alot and alot. her mum is very happy and relief to c tat.
he changes his clothes at the car park station there. now i know how he wears the shirt and i will wear the same at two years later. eric, next time when u leave pls be aware of ur stuff before u leave. i mean watch watch observe observe wat u have left. im so sorry to ur spec. gone like that ady. then v guys have late lunch at klcc. madam kuan's, last time i come here wit eric one. this was the 2nd time i come wit him and his family. the dinner is quite heavy. so full... haha... thanks, jessica for the treat. even breakfast also jessica treat me. thanks. eric, i seldom chat wit u. the time i alone wit u is the time when v go toilet together and when he accompany me go to buy bus ticket. haha... pass the gift to him.
then v guys to bus station. finally i get ticket and start to move at 8. bye, kl. jaron, u let me down. last time u said u can get me accommodation. but now? dont know how to face u... thanks for UM fren such as keong and kok xiong senior. i can rest at there. however, i dont want as i feel dont want to trouble them.
bore at the bus. online and chat wit eric... this brother also got the feeling tat he dont have the time wit me. he recommends me to take omnicons instead of media prima.... thanks...
xenon brother is the one who pick me when i reached penang around 1245am. thanks xenon. next time must becareful of razor, blooding. at first it stop ady then when i return my luggage and v go khaleel. blooding again. he saw it. thanks for ur concern. during supper, he story alot to me. badminton, accountings, management, tiredness, SHE.......
xenon, u r not observable enough. cant feel tat i tired de mar? still want proceed. haha... but i willing to listen wat u say as i really long time no eat wit u. i mean since last few weeks. never have properly face to face conversation wit u. talk talk talk. can c his saliva fly over here and there. this brother really knows alot about badminton. he expert on relates marketing, principles of management and accountings on his routine life. thanks xenon.
after go back to hostel, online and chat wit jeffrey. he caused me really sad. tears almost come out. i know i got alot of bad attitude. sissy, behave like gal, not hardworking enough..... thanks for ur advise. really thanks alot. eric, xenon, ye juan, wilbur where u? want to cry ady. haiz... tears rolling and rolling. but i cant cry. wont give up.... wont cry....
same as title, my best hometown brother, eric's convo. so, i go back to ipoh at friday night. i tot my parents will gonna pick me. however, due to my misscommunication, my parents dont pick me back to my home. i mean semantic error, dad cant listen clearly and understand wat i want to say. so he hang out the call and doesnt pick me.
poor carl, got to take bus go back home. after arrive home, have my meal. then, go to jusco popular to buy present for eric and che kwang. hehe... lun, +2, evonne and others long time no c ady. bad habbit occurred. dont know choose wat to them. even got target, they r too many chooses. so, headache.
after settle, go back. this time i seldom chat wit my parents. as they quite disappointed me. this shirt is not bought by me. why u dont understand one? i really dont buy this!!! btw, i now save alot ady. i mean i not eat so expensive.
i now extra sad... something happened. i will continue later. eric, xenon, ye juan, wilbur.... i want to cry ady.
would like to say congrate to xenon bro. he gets into the training of badminton. i hope he can mewakili usm go to have competition wit others. else, hope he can learn the skills thoroughly.
this few days im bz wit pnwang assignment. 8 pages is gonna kill me. at first i choose several topics to read. however, i dont have much space to enter all issue. i only manage to enter 1 issue. working assignment solely is quite challenging as im the person who translate the sentences. so, i dont know my sentence structure whether is correct anot.
finally finish, xenon bro. if u were in front of me, i sure will lean on ur shoulder and fall asleep. tired of the assignment. after tat, go to print wit shaun. first time print assignment at night somemore its raining dizzily.
gosh, first time i cant wake up. miss the pnwang tutorial class. my assignment how? i hope it wont affect my assignment marks. thanks to yong ching and flora for sharing the show to me. i get alot from them. later go back ipoh ady. wat do u feel? dont know.. i hope its enjoying.
last saturday went to QB buy present to xenon. i promised to him since last time when i was work at popular as bookfair helper. i bump to SWATCH, at there i found out the watch ady. 185... is acceptable. at first my budget is 350 de. so i choose 3 or 4 watch wit the assist by the staff. she is very patient. thanks alot for ur patientness. after eliminate some of the pattern, left two watch to choose from. at first, i choose the watch tat is quite sporty for him de. however, after listen the description of the staff. i follow her advise. thanks.
after tat, go back to usm without having any lunch at there. quite hungry. after tat, eat wit john at khaleel. this was the 1st time at this sem i have my meal wit him. thanks. v two do our things. i read my readings, he onlineING.
sunday morning, i was thought of go library 2 to find pnwang assignment's information. received call from candy, she was asking me whether i can borrow my external to her. msn wit jason at library. this senior really understand my real feeling. thanks. when chat wit him, tears rolling at the eyes. yes, till now i still cant let go, they so called "dump" me. jason said: know its hard to take it
but u have to live on wit it
how others think of u prove them wrong and u move on
don't put hatred in ur heart...
what's the point of hating ppl and makes life miserable
u win them dy...so what.??
always remember u will lose one day too
so win or lose is not an important thing
just live life happily
that's more important
bless u
thanks. he does understand me quite well. i promised to him tat i will try to get dean list. hope can fulfill this dream.
this candy, why dont come? so, i got to go to meet her and pass her my external. promised have dinner wit shaun. after tat, write letter to xenon brother. i wait him at 7 and pass the present to him. can u dont c first? after arrived ur hostel then u only c. so after pass to him, i walk to damai cafe to continue my dinner. receive sms from him ady. not even mentioned thank you. haiz...
read those books. ye juan brother, thanks for the rm3 coins then go continue reading. so sleepy. xenon brother calls me and chat about the watch and the apartment stay. hehe... thanks for let me not feel sleepy. quite surprised tat u call me. so fast u get back the warranty card? is it u want to change leh? hehe...
during 1 sth, i received sms from xenon brother. quite touched as he does obey my requestion. thanks. however, think critically. is it because i give my present to him. as a token of appreciation, u did that to me? dont know. read readings......
