long time no write blog already.

really long time no write blog liao. now at ipoh already. what should i feel? feel relax? should say i feel busy. I got to pass up two assignments after finish this one week holiday: japanese scrap book and pysho assignment. bsides that, i need to read the books that i bring bk. else, carl, u are really useless if u cannot do that. faster read finish, next week u got to go to genting play already, wit tgoy member. should be very very nice. haha...

tgoy? recently very close wit them, v go many places already. always gather together and chat. the latest event is v go to prangi mall. at 600cc there eat dinner. so happy. got 6 ppls go there. bsides that v go to mooncake festival dtsp... alot of good memory together. v even play turth or dare. haha... so nice. i hope i can graduate together wit them. all score good result and work together lo. those broadcasting one get to be producer. pr de can work as pr practitioner, can get their dream job...

thanks to tgoy

thanks to TGOY. All also treat me kindly. Though u all noe my problem, my stigma but none of u look down at me. U all still treat me normally. So good. Thanks to u all. So scare u all neglected me alone but surprisingly the outcome is good. They all wont alienated me instead they treat me very nice. They treat me squarely. Thanks to u all.

Thanks to jaron and ye juan. They still be friend with me.

TGOY

this picture nice? it is my group name tgoy (the gangs of y's). i appreciate they all very much. thx to them. this picture was edited by the rabit head, sony. thanks.

to u all, maybe u all wont same major wit me during our 2nd year but i will appreciate u all de. thx.

today i feel so warmth. thx sister...

i must write dw the touchful moment at usm. today im quite sad and happy. why? because i out of $. my bank acc only have rm14.41. cannot survive ady. later i got to pay fees, worth rm90 sth but my wallet only have rm60. wat to do? beg from others la. that feeling is not good. so i choose for the close members and ask them. i ask ye juan, shaun, jasmine and keen li. they all willing to help me. so touch when i noe that. after that i try for nelson, this bro also very kind0 hearted. im very lucky to have all of them. especially ye juan, he even come to find me and lend his money to me, rm200 for me to protect myself. walao, so touch at that moment. he is really very mean to me. carl, u must remember all of them. they treat u so kind. in return, u must not angry with them.

do my attitude correct this time?

wat to write? write about today feeling la. i feel quite strange for the 1st assignment? why? how to say? i also dont know whether i got wrong anot just feel that my teammate treat me differently. maybe i didnt turn up during the compile and edit session. thus, they all got abit angry me. i sms to them, they didnt answer. do i make wrong this time?

dont give up...

Just receive sms from my best friend that her mother sick, quite serious. Wat can I do is to give some words to cheer her up. I cant do much more. I hope she can pass this hardship. I believe god wont bring her mother go so fast. Ur wish and will is important. Don’t give up, ok? Ija….

one days wit my lovely pr3 coursemates... with justin and averse brother.

have wonderful and sweet moment at kampar this tuesday. i wont forget the sweet moment with them. averse, justin, evonne, miko..... especially my two brothers, justin and averse. y? because they treat me very nice. this time when i go there, i tot they wont bother me de. even bother me, i think the relationship do not as close as before but instead. they treat me very very nice.

thanks to averse for let me stay at his house. i arrive too early already. brother, i tot u wont let me stay at ur house de. so, when u agree to let me stay at ur house, i feel so surprise and warmth. thanks for let me touch ur laptop. brother, u are way too busy but the room, u must clean. hehe... i even got chance to c his sleeping face, like child. haha... thanks for let me use ur shampoo, soap, towel... and even ur privacy stuff. last time u told me that u wont let ppl see it and touch it de but this time, thanks. really touched when u let me to use it. CK one and be. so nice the smell. the most touched when he said he allows me to rest at his bed for one weeks until next monday if i stay at kampar. averse, thanks to ur comment. my shoulder is broad and my chest is big... thanks. next time i look forward ur another comment... mentally praise... and thanks for ur advise, dont ask such sensitive question...

another brother justin, though i not wit them as much as averse but he stills play his responsibility to take good care of me. he offers his room to me also when i said i feel sorry to averse as i cause averse brother cant rest well. so nice... T-T. tin tin, thanks ar. last time if i tell u to style my hair, u wont do it de but this time. both brother help me. walao, so nice that moment is very enjoy. i wont forget that moment.

thanks to miko and evonne also. they accompany me to eat dinner. thanks ar. i think i v will meet again at feb. evonne birthday. hehe... if i cant make it, my two brothers birthday i will come also de. hehe...

hope that time when v meet, i can hear u all say: carl, u are change. not only physically but mentally also change already.

i look forward for that day to come.