in down and unstable mood.......

I feel quite confused recently.... why?

Looks like my job here not so secure.....

Its like a bomb and will explode anytime......

cheahow chong, this few weeks syou always in negative mood. Quite down..... CHEER UP, ok?

I know you can work for it.

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Long time do not write here. how are you? Really long time do not update at here.... There are a lot of things happened. My grandafather passed away last few months ago. My couson getting married...... I want to go Canada soon.

All is very new to me.... It caused me can't adapt to it. When grandfather pass away, I feel quite sad and moody.... tears fall down always.... when i attend the funeral, im the one who fall tears non-stop...

something happened for today....

First time I get to IKEA, PJ. Man, its very huge indeed. I manage to observe new range of furniture. Thanks Schuan pick me there after i have finished the toefl exam. Spoke about the Toefl, it is indeed very good experience for me to get aware of how sucky my ENG was.

I am quite amazed by the design at IKEA. I suddenly thought of my Canada house where my brother and I finally manage to get new house after few years later.

Man, i do quite envy on my couson, Jian Herng. His parents manage to throw the party. So grand. got canopy, big cake, a lot of friends... What I can't stand is the attitude of our little couson. If I were at their age, I do not dare to speak out the words.... hahahahaha...

Today some exciting incident occurred and i surprised for the reply by aunt when i asked her to pick me at the imu bus stop. just help to pick me only..... so mafan meh? DIU!!!!!

stupid cheahow. dont know how to plan financial properly.

wah, this month really tight for me.... poor, cheahow. dont plan well your financial yet still buy concert ticket, ask ping ru go hk buy you this buy you that..... haiz.

got to start to eat bread soon.... you c.....

another meal with him..... good thing? i doubt so.

another meal with eric. man, this month already three times.... is it good things? i doubt so.... but i do enjoy the moment with him.

workload become heavy.... hahahahaha.

workload increase already. i know you can work it out, cheer up!

cheahow, your weight has increased. please keep an eye of it. ok?

party at ceo house.

tonight got party at ceo house.

just now got lion dance. hahahaha.... nice.