to myself...
well, i got 10 days off at my lovely hometown. yes, at ipoh... well, what is ur planning? no...? mr.chong, u waste ur 10 days ya.
quite shocked just now.... go three different places at mcD? why? because want to online and want to eat breakfast..... == cheahow chong, u know how expensive how troublesome is it? well, its really exciting....
really long time do not write something here. well, this few weeks i have something that alter my mind.
last week is sweet week. i manage to meet wit all my bros... mr.chuar ye juan no need to mention as he stay at my hostel... thats why i can find him easily.
car is wit me now... parents leave me away... right till now i not yet start to miss them, i do not know when i going to get parent sick... haiz...
uni's server hang ady... i think. it causes all the students cannot access to internet. it happened since yesterday afternoon and continues till now... hopes it can recover soon. recently nothing happened. thanks to ye juan yesterday. willing to chat wit me, share wit me when i enter his room. thanks alot....
few days ago, received one shocked news. coursemates, shaun's father passed away. walao... such big surprised...
cheer up... though parents are not wit me. i know i got to go thru it by myself. therefore, pls enjoy ur time. enjoy ur uni life. dont so easy get influence by the surroundings.... pls.
just received command from dad, chea how when u go AUS, dont ever stay at uncle aussie house... well, in that case. im ok wit it... perhaps the better way is i do not go... haha...
today really thanks alot to rhu yann senior. he picked me to have dinner at thai restaurant by his brand new car. i forgot is honda or toyota ady... but i think is honda city... according to him, is not belong to him. today i really learn alot. really hope the mp3 can record our conversation clearly. so that i can revise what u share wit me.
i experienced quite ridiculous things just now. u said pass up at thursday. v exchange our two question for perusal then submit doctor. well, i have finished and sent to u... ur response is hey, u so free ar? help me do question 1 n 2 also la... hehe...
what i did is appear offline to her... talking nonsense to me. i really want to slap u, can i? haha... the time i use msn and fb gonna to reduce. i cant always run my life like that. got to spare my time to violin, to books and english readings... chea how, as rhu yann said... pls be leader. be strong be creative be.... superb... thanks rhu yan.
chee kwang bro, dont worry. u will be all right. really will be all right. im sure ur mitral regurgitation disease wont infect.... bro, dont think too much. cant imagine that one day might lost u suddenly.... but im sure that wont happen... i strongly believe it.
I will be going to Melbourne at next year 9 May. Well, does this action is such in a sudden? well, i admit that im too rush without making decision. The consequences is now I'm really out of money. my ptptn now left rm600... ==
this monday i get scolded by one coursemate while doing my presentation. well, the incident is like that. she was bz wit graphic comm assignment. i said fine. let me settle the slides. what she needs to do is just read the previous senior's hard work and follow my slides to explain. when she explain, wrong. I expect u read several times, not only one or two. well, when lecturer explain the answer, she said im wrong and "send regards my mother" (in chinese) that is rude word. so that time, i stare at her... dont mess with me.
thanks to kc, sk, jojo n others fren advise. during the japanese class as usual im the lagging.... i feel quite useless.... thanks to kc... the guy that i met at this semester who same class wit me. though i only knew u for two months but this buddy said if i go melacca, i can stay at his house... haha... feel quite shocked when know that.
just now, i try to persuade eric and chee kwang follow me go to melbourne. dude, i think i can provide u meal and accommodation FOC. hope u two can joins.... melbourne is such a wonderful place (i assume la)...
chee kwang, pls take care... ur heart will be no problem... really de.
Melacca trip? No, thanks. I'm worry that will be the same and this trip is I ask whether i can join de. not include me at the first time. so same like HK trip...
this time i really sad... i strongly hope i can learn from mistake and stand up again.
I have bought a set of nature republic's cosmetic products. i hope i can fully utilised it... btw, i think i quite irrational for buying that products... ==
got feeling want to flow the tears... my hurt is pain.... tears rolling.... what is the sins that i have been done. why u guys dont include me for the HK trip? I cannot have my graduation trip... i feel kinda hurt... I do not did anything wrong to u guys... why? what should i do now? keep smiling with them and pretend nothing?
special credit to chee kwang bro and ye juan bro, chee kwang is nice as he is the one msn with me, tell me to calm down. ye juan bro, though he is bz but when i want to story him, he said ok, i prepare to hear but at the end i decide not to tell him because he is bz....
and jeffrey also... though me n u r only coursemates but u quite nice.... thanks.
bro, can i go CANADA? i feel i want to undergo my life at there... i do not know what ur reaction but i hope u can help me...
btw, i have met wit counselor today... my sickness is on the curing progress.
just one picture with rainbow, u said im become GAY liao... what can i react? somemore u r my bro... i feel so funny when u said like that.
today i feel myself quite fruitful... so pls keep this spirit.
really long time no write something at here. sorry to my blog... recently a lot of things have been occurred. ARRRR... my english poor man!!! I need to brush up within this third year before i go for my job. So, what u want to write here? how's life? well, i start to feel lonely... bore... feel weak... i mean weak in terms of mental... why u feel like that?
is it because u r person who always want fren accompany u? always want hot surroundings? well, i guess so... so, pls pls pls pls this "sickness" u not yet cure yet? I thought u have already adopted it long time ago? I dont know u use any method, u must cope this. ok?
blur........
internship over... well, finally what i aim, i get it... i have learnt alot from there. practically, I know to access run some report by using the nielsen software. thanks to many colleagues at there, especially those planners(lawrence, trudy, weimei, i rene, jonathan.... and MD site) and buyer...... thanks to all business director's advice.
really long time no write something at here. haha.... im in the middle of internship. what is the comment for the internship? well, i learnt alot indeed. the planning process and buyer process. how about ur feeling, ur mood when u go to intern? well, at the first time, i really feel nervous. i recall back the 1st day. i sat beside jeffrey, its nightmare for me. honestly, i do not like the way he guides me. give me those theoritical assignment.
arrive kl ady... actually i got alot of things to write but quite fatigue. yesterday night, I drove from penang to ipoh... i feel quite tired and my leg got abit numb and pain because cannot adapt of the pedal. thanks for nelson chear for accompanying me go back... because of him, i dont feel sleepy or bore thru the entire journey. thanks ya. acppreciate ur ride. For the celebration that I dare to drive car back to ipoh, I buy myself kfc snack plate. during that time, the new taste of chicken flavour just released, black pepper... hehe...
currently rest at study room of uncle CK house. Deeply appreciate to uncle AUS, uncle CK and uncle eddie. thanks for u all help and advice. Uncle AUS, this time I got the chocolate again... thanks. Uncle CK, though I'm not ur son, I get rm300 from u. Uncle Eddie, thanks for ur ride to damansara jaya. thanks... today again I get tackle from uncle alfred... haiz... whatever... dad and mum, I grow big liao lo... still treat me like kid meh? haha...
at first, I get alot of money for my interns de but... get keep by mum. sai yee and sam yee... u two... during the dinner aunt carol talk alot to me... I feel very confused la... Btw, thanks for my lovely couson nicholas tan manner. He always serve me the dishes... cool!
currently at ipoh... i came back last two days ago... 30 April. Thanks to chee kwang bro, he have lunch with me and pick me to station. i manage to chat with him for awhile. he shares alot of his recent affair with me. this bro, thin already. burden add more ady... i hope i can help him... no... is i must help him. he is quite nice. knew that i cant make it... then offer to pick me at 2 hours later. haha... so nice. appreciate his helping. gods, my english getting poorer. got to read more ady. however, i do not have much time. time to die...
regarding to xenon bro, thank god. v still can be bro. coming friday will meet him and help him to take the luggage to u-height. ok...
recently lazy to wrote anything. therefore, the blog i neglected for sometimes ady. i feel very guilty for not to update my life oftenly. what if next time when i forgot those days momories and i do not wrote down here? aiks.... should write regularly one... u...
well... many things occurred. the ybp228e assignment dilemma, the ssignment result, study week, nelson come here for internship, exam week, birthday celebration and many more...
there are something that i need to highlight here... is the xenon frenship and birthday... hehe... finally xenon cannot be my bro ady. after eric, xenon is the 2nd case. cheahow, when will u finally eventually wake up?
birthday 23 years old ady... pls la... wake up abit. show ur mature, calm to ppl... haiz... dont always behave like kid.
the internship problem really settle off... finally close file but the consequences, i cant join the nemgrads which i dream to take it during my fyp. this leonard... i really tired of him... let dr.J settle for me. i din care. long time no write my blog ady. sorry, blog. many things have occurred lately. busy assignment... then busy nemgrads.... eat wit coursemates...
got one thingy really want to highlight here. is the attitude i use msn or ym... i cant too depend on those communication tools. pls... cheahow, stop it. y? because tired of say hi to somebody then he or she doesnt reply. very hurt me. chee kwang bro, xenon bro, even others i always want to connect wit dont bother me. haiz... luckily others like my couson nick, still got reply me. thanks for others also. cant mention their name one by one here. appreciate deeply to u all.
today i go gurney to meet wit wai sam. i get insulted at senq fourth floor there. wtf. i take brochure also cannot? aiyoo...
long time no c since UM convo. now, he becomes wealthy ady as he joins the etiqa company. cool. v chat awhile at the mcd there. then bb ady. thansk for ur lesson, wai sam. i will think over it.
finally i get offer from OMD. hurray. very happy. received the email from wey tyng. thanks to raymond. very happy at the initial time but got the problem....
still dont received any result from omd. i think no chance already... haiz
last saturday have wonderful time wit shaun, christ and chuen ling at qb mall. long time i dont go there ady. treat rm50... once in a blue moon, i so generous treat my coursemates for meal. haha... just finish one event of my senior's fyp project. so, how do u feel? well, its ok. during the event i heard the bad comment from my seniors to me, nikki and jenny. u two slut... manage to help 3rd year senior finish the fyp. CSR... yeah...
yest get to c my result. C!!! intro to management get C!!! wah...
english is indeed very very important... i just came back from mobile youth unconference. i came across many outstanding speaker and trendsetter. they all very brave, talkative, active... whereas me??? shy, coward... really feel myself inferior to others. another problem is the english... gosh, its very hard man. frankly speaking got some of the speaker, i cant hear what they want to deliver clearly. sorry to rhu yann... bsides that, i do feel that this unconference is abit not value to go... no goodies.... haha... anyway, this is the first times i went for unconference at kl. i do learn something about tat but not many....
i board parents car ride to kl yesterday... have a nice conversation wit family at car. thanks alot ya... bro, i cant sent u back this weekend. hope u bon voyage ya... bb.
finally settly my assignment. though my point is not as much as them but i have try my best. yeah... later go to move back to ipoh then board bus to kl... what a busy week. next week got two test... then got to settle two assignment. after that, prepare for exam then internship... hustle life is non-stop for me but i think is still ok for me. i can cope it. yeah!!!
arrive sai yee house ady. tmr bro go bk canada ady. haha... yeah!!! hope u dont so fast come back to malaysia ya... i lie alot to my parents. i got paid rm150 for the trip but i din go... haha...
feel grateful to b couson wit nicholas. he is damn nice. haha... v promised to travel together... maybe one day can fulfill the promise.
this morning i go listen the talks by tv3... its about tv3 broadcast journalist. haiz... my field is persuasive leh... waste. go to DUP and met wit the tutor... after tat, back to hostel take my resume submit to sunway group. hope i get chosen for interns at there.
night...
waste rm150!!! damn it... feel very regret for not going to trip at the beginning but now... nvmla. pass ady. dont know they all doing wat at there? haiz... next wednesday gonna skip class again to kl. interview at OMD and attend the mobile youth unconference. its a rare chance. thanks to rhu yann senior. this guy really give me big impact when he talks wit me at msn. thanks...
just now have meal wit xenon bro which i think is the last time. finally i story my biggest problem to him. i dont know whether he can accept me as his bro anot leh? maybe no more. nvmla.... wat he replies at the sms is quite negative. "OMG... haha." nvmla. thanks. still got chee kwang bro and ye juan bro.
ye juan bro this guy yesterday really caused me upset. the day before yesterday i knocked his door to return the digital camera and request for meal. he said he is not free but yesterday i saw him boarch bus wit shyan. sure go to eat ady. what la... said no time to eat wit me but got time to eat wit them. ok... i sms to him said out my stand. next time i wont ask u eat wit me again. two days before i feel myself like beggar requesting him eat wit me. what la... haiz.
seems leehon bro is not my bro... neither than wilbur... that two bro is my assumption i think. though wilbur got eat wit me at monday night but i feel v two no feeling to chat. haha... i dont like the way he works.... like machine whereas leehon bro... dont know what he busy of. dont reply me test and ask him out to eat, always no replies one.
finally nicholas couson finish the paper work ady. yeah... this weekend got to go kl again? dont want la...
thanks to nelson, kah ping, chee kwang, kean sam and others for still accepting me what im.
two days ago the ntv7 host came and delivered speech. i have learnt alot from that. yesterday i have experienced stay overnight at dataran merah to secure booth. scare... really scare. i dont know why i so scare, not dare to sleep. so what i do is read the readings for assignment and loiter around. this is the 1st time i stay overnight insomnia at dataran merah.
just came back from dewan banquet. first time i enter inside that room. its really grand specialise for VIP having their meal at there. i go there have my supper GLC Feast. Finally rhu yann senior retired from president as well as other seniors. hope next time i can be more active.
cny finishing very soon. how many % u give for this festival of 2010? well, i think i will give it 40%. y? partly because of assignment but most of the time i dont so happy as i dont like the condition, the people that i approac with. get questioned by uncle alfred by cgpa, get critics by aunt meiling said i no manner, stress out by mum, bro came back action to me...
eric wee... this problems cause me almost cry when i take a short "stalk" at his housing area. haiz... yet till now he doesnt peduli me. haha...
now what i busy is my assignment...... haha.... seems this semester is quite interesting... looking forward.
i no backup plan ady, feel very insecure... canada plan totally terminated. cheahow, ur future is what? how u gonna pass thru ur life? haiz... i really dont know. today, i went to jusco to gather wit my old frens. all seems very happy, cheerful... i wonder to know does they plan their future? i think time is very precious for me now... just now i make call to eric's mum, i tot eric went back to kl ady but instead. he at ipoh now. so? i think dont go his house since he is here... haha... maybe next year bah...
another one is pn.patricia. i date her 3 or 4pm. by the time i almost reached her house is about 3 and she wanna go out... haiz... maybe next time bah.
Today I must remember vividly inside my heart. Lots of confession, lots of advices pour to me. Finally I expose my confused problem to them. Let them to discuss, analyze, settle wit me. Thanks to ka yeng, ya shi and her bf, miao, pui see……. Thanks a lot. Its glad that i, chong chea how meet wit u all. They all really help me a lot. Seems CNY only this occasion is worth to be celebrate.
Quite long time dun write something at here. what to do? dont have mood and sometimes no time to write. recently many things pass thru. tonight ady 11 feb. eric birthday just pass thru. during his birthday, i go two companies request for interview. universal mccann and elite expo. both company i also cant get, such ashamed for me. since i come across eric workplace, i do sms him the day before 9 feb request to have lunch but that guy didnt reply me. fine, then at the 10feb i also got sms him but also not reply. fine... eric v, from now on... even i see u at street, for sure i will treat u transparent. luckily bridges pr still want accept me. i feel quite secure for that.
first time i and christ sleep at hotel heritage at ktm old station few days ago. rm50 per person... haha... okla, i would like to say thanks alot to aunt sai yee for offer me internship and help me pick my coursemates to lrt station. bsides that, thanks to nicholas tan for willing to share the shirt to me. so nice the two shirts. i hope i can get it but cheahow, dont be greedy.
later xenon bro come down ady. so prepare go to UM and meet him la.... night, cheahow. btw, i would like to say thanks to my several bros, ching kei, sk, xenon, ye juan, lee hon...... and tony. thanks for ur all cheers.
finally i can get back my laptop. rmr60 gone like that... haha... after come back from library, i feel not very well. body was hot and sweating alot then after get bk my laptop, i have panadol and start go to AB cafe. i feel very regret for consume that panadol. it cause me feel even worse than before. i feel want to vomit after have my dinner at there. that vomit feel really suffer me. xenon, che kwang where r u? can pick me back to my hostel to vomit? after step out from AB, i immediately walk in front of the shop, near the drain there try to vomit out but instead... wat i can do is walk to my hostel... feel dizzy, sweating.... haiz.
after lie on the bed, i feel much more better. how come every weekend i also not feeling well one? i also dont understand. thanks to xenon bro's sms and chee kwang bro for msn wit me. thanks for peter also who help me configure my laptop. so tat i can online. haha... night.
long time dont update at here? why? because busy of something. this semester got abit different. i change the course which need more time to focus. the tutorial every week also got work to do. aiksss. recently i practise sleep early. hoping that it can improve my hair growth and restore my internal organ condition. i hope it works.
thanks to kar kuan for jogging wit me early of the morning. my leg sometimes cant bear wit those cramp... haha... i know its hard way but i got to work it out because i dont want in future i got health problem. well, got anything to update wit? i think tats all.
oh yeah, internship is coming. so i start to find some company. many company that i start to focus on. bridgespr, omnicoms, universal mccann, foetus...... here are some funny scenario when i ask one of them, brigespr. at first, v do run smoothly. i attached my CV to him but dont attach my picture. when i submit my picture and mention the internship period... he doesnt reply me ady. haha... come on. i also saw ur company name at usm internship list. u should know that internship start at may.... and my face is not so yong shui only. hmmmpppp!!!
bsides that i do feel abit happy when foetus, universal mccann and omnicoms media group got replies me.... especially mr.AV managing director from omnicoms. thanks alot. i hope one of those company willing to accept me for the internship else.... got to depends on school.
thanks to vivi car, v do go new place to have lunch and dinner. for lunch v went to green lane.... then dinner v went to new place near the queensbay area there.
oh yeah, two days ago, friday evening i go to shop at gurney. i did a nice job. walk from ground floor till the top floor. at there, i do observe alot of new thingy. thanks for one salesperson who introduce the camera to me. i think i will buy that model which is manual compare to those compact. haha...
yesterday saturday 30/1 is the day when i go to support my bro, xenon badminton match. maybe the competitor is too weak. he wins the match quite easily. u have done a great job. due to i dont have laptop. i bore till gila... haha... so i call chee fei and kah ping, tony... chat till puas2nya. kah ping thanks ya. chat till hp no battery. im not the no.1 person but i can be the no.1 best fren. hahaha... luckily soon i will get back my laptop. thanks to fenrir but rm60 leh... i do attached some picture at here as i want to remember the memorial part of my life. at that time quite funny, at first i eat wit biha one but i saw him at the road there. pls eat wit me. pls... then he saves me from biha.... sorry, biha.
3rd week of lecture week. well, quite enjoy till now. the relationship wit coursemates still ok. nothing changes greatly. tuesday ate wit coursemates shaun, chris, tim, chuen ling and peggy at kfc, right after renovation. the surroundings is quite nice. after tat, go tesco extra to buy cake and some food. haha... siaw yin, happy birthday to u. i call out most of the members and they all also show their face at that time, left out chloe, tim and hui ling. others are at here. haha... if i were siaw yin, i sure will cry. so warm if members are celebrating wit me but last year i ruin it. haha... after taht, v all ciao. on the following day, i go to jog wit karkuan. omg... tiredsome. jog at 630 morning, the moisture is so cold. today evening i also go to jog without karkuan. i cant stand for the leg muscle pain. so, i only manage to jog two rounds. just come back yum cha wit shaun and lih ying. hope got those yumcha session at the following weeks and so on. wont stop. i saw atoi and nik at there also. khaleel. haha...
10 jan. once again xenon bro asked me accompany him to online at AB cafe. this time brought my laptop out to online. from 3pm sit till 9pm. cool... v got alot of conversation. thanks for ur compliment. i changing? haha... so surprised when i heard that. if i dont so emo, dont sensitive, im nice guy? thanks for ur praise. i now heading to that characteristic too. i wont forget today. the 2nd time v at ab cafe as this time v stay together almost 9 hours. chat... share our idea about the restaurant that v open at future. really hope that v can fulfill our dreams. right till now i also dont know whether i will stay here anot. so, cant make sure i gonna to make it out. haha... bro, if i graduate where i work? i answer, muar. haha... if i got this chance, i sure will stick wit u forever la.
finally u question to me whether u "hao lian"? haha... how should i answer? maybe those ppl who said u like that is because of jeolousy. they all envy on ur talent. but frankly speaking if u were my coursemates, i also will said u "hao lian" one. yup, i jealous u. haha... 2nd question, do u speak alot? well, i do agree. u spoke more often than me and sometimes ur word is quite firm, powerful. what i mean is u know what u want to speak and manage to talk fluently compare to me... haiz... sometimes ur word cant let me to interupt. i mean i cant enter ur conversation. u spoke quite firm. haha... but that is U. dont care too much on ppl said. voon min sheng is the outstanding and top one. haha...
got something quite cause me lol is when i play wit bibi and ice junior at msn there. hahaha.... lol.
finally katakana comes. quite hard to learn new word.
finally i met wit my 1st bro. accompany him online at AB cafe. wont feel any uncomfort when v do our own things at there. i read the novel whereas this gamer play game. luckily i got bring the book to there else i really will bring my laptop come here to online. bro, how r u? long time no c u properly ady. this time i can observe him quite long. u r gamer... dont feel tired de mar? 3 hours play none-stop. bro... i also dont know what to say about him. just u do take care urself. why my heart still got feel abit weird or sad when he chats wit his gf? haiz... i only dont know how to say. do i really got chemistry wit him or i just jealous, demand for the equal way that he treats for her gf? i dont know.
recently the way i behave at tgoy quite satisfied. i mean i still remain silent but i got indulge in activities like eating together... haha... hope my mood still normal when im wit them. got something really cause me dont understand. those members doesnt want me to join wit them eventhough the lecturer said maximum 5 ppl, they got 4. they also dont want me. haha... i dont know who is the one who doesnt want me but i will find out and ask them when i finish my degree. haha...
just now im argue wit rhu yann about posting the smoker picture to the internet. haha... quite interesting argument. thanks to some of my fren help... swee meng... thansk alot. calo, though i dont know what type of advertisement u want to share wit me but my lappy doesnt allow to do that so. thanks alot ya.
this is the 2nd week... i hope on the following week, i can get rid of my laziness and work for my best. cheahow, u can do that.
finally eventually eric bro cant stand my negative hot temper attitude. he scolds me at ym. at the end, v two end the frenship. well, i do upset and sad at the initial time but i know that this is the wise decision. i need to think back and remind myself to become a better man.
thanks to xenon bro, elaine, shaun, tony they all advise me. i must become a better man.
