life....

two days ago the ntv7 host came and delivered speech. i have learnt alot from that. yesterday i have experienced stay overnight at dataran merah to secure booth. scare... really scare. i dont know why i so scare, not dare to sleep. so what i do is read the readings for assignment and loiter around. this is the 1st time i stay overnight insomnia at dataran merah.

just came back from dewan banquet. first time i enter inside that room. its really grand specialise for VIP having their meal at there. i go there have my supper GLC Feast. Finally rhu yann senior retired from president as well as other seniors. hope next time i can be more active.

cny finishing very soon. how many % u give for this festival of 2010? well, i think i will give it 40%. y? partly because of assignment but most of the time i dont so happy as i dont like the condition, the people that i approac with. get questioned by uncle alfred by cgpa, get critics by aunt meiling said i no manner, stress out by mum, bro came back action to me...

eric wee... this problems cause me almost cry when i take a short "stalk" at his housing area. haiz... yet till now he doesnt peduli me. haha...

now what i busy is my assignment...... haha.... seems this semester is quite interesting... looking forward.

seems very helpless.

i no backup plan ady, feel very insecure... canada plan totally terminated. cheahow, ur future is what? how u gonna pass thru ur life? haiz... i really dont know. today, i went to jusco to gather wit my old frens. all seems very happy, cheerful... i wonder to know does they plan their future? i think time is very precious for me now... just now i make call to eric's mum, i tot eric went back to kl ady but instead. he at ipoh now. so? i think dont go his house since he is here... haha... maybe next year bah...

another one is pn.patricia. i date her 3 or 4pm. by the time i almost reached her house is about 3 and she wanna go out... haiz... maybe next time bah.

cny 感想

Today I must remember vividly inside my heart. Lots of confession, lots of advices pour to me. Finally I expose my confused problem to them. Let them to discuss, analyze, settle wit me. Thanks to ka yeng, ya shi and her bf, miao, pui see……. Thanks a lot. Its glad that i, chong chea how meet wit u all. They all really help me a lot. Seems CNY only this occasion is worth to be celebrate.

interview is one kind of discipline and knowledge.

Quite long time dun write something at here. what to do? dont have mood and sometimes no time to write. recently many things pass thru. tonight ady 11 feb. eric birthday just pass thru. during his birthday, i go two companies request for interview. universal mccann and elite expo. both company i also cant get, such ashamed for me. since i come across eric workplace, i do sms him the day before 9 feb request to have lunch but that guy didnt reply me. fine, then at the 10feb i also got sms him but also not reply. fine... eric v, from now on... even i see u at street, for sure i will treat u transparent. luckily bridges pr still want accept me. i feel quite secure for that.

first time i and christ sleep at hotel heritage at ktm old station few days ago. rm50 per person... haha... okla, i would like to say thanks alot to aunt sai yee for offer me internship and help me pick my coursemates to lrt station. bsides that, thanks to nicholas tan for willing to share the shirt to me. so nice the two shirts. i hope i can get it but cheahow, dont be greedy.

later xenon bro come down ady. so prepare go to UM and meet him la.... night, cheahow. btw, i would like to say thanks to my several bros, ching kei, sk, xenon, ye juan, lee hon...... and tony. thanks for ur all cheers.