my parents

i know they two very love me... but i dont know why everytime when i at uni, i also lazy to go back. dont have the mood to go bk home... sorry. when i recalled back the way i treat them, i feel very guilty and shameful to myself. my parents r very superb sayang me. in return, i always let them down. sorry, daddy mummy. im not good son.

today dad wakes me up. eat breakfast together. suddenly my aunt appeared... aunt sue, long time no c. how r u? she hugs me from back. luckily i got bath else smelly, give her bad impression. throw me this question again. haha... aunt, u cause me confused again. i will go once i graduate... she replied u plan to work back at malaysia? what for u want that degree? haha... then she talks about the eyesight problem. "u dare to undergo lasik?" when she heards about rm5k, change topic ady... haha...

today dad is very sayang me. cannot said very sayang. he sayang me all the days de. pick me to lunch then train me to drive along the road. dad, thanks... i wont let u down while i drive along the road. but im still scare.

insomnia...

Having insomnia. How come like that one? Is it u thinking how to give surprised to xenon bro? or is it u too eager want him to come over then? Plan exclusive activities to him? Haha… cheahow, this wont happened at ur life. So, don’t think about that, ok? Go back to rest. Ok?

One things, do u really want to drive car to penang? Don’t u scare? Don’t you worry that the car get crashed or u having accident? Choi, touch wood, pls… Haha… OK, go back to rest, pls…. Night.

first time this xenon bro knows my room...

feel very very extra glad when know that this bro places me in the 1st rank at usm. haha... today pass very meaningless. haha... dont even flip a page of books. cool man. cheahow, right till now what have u been done? well, im not fully utilised my times. i din grab it and let it pass away... sigh.

teong hoong bro, ur paper ok mar? haha... got abit unhappy tat he said not ok... haha... wish u, get do in the paper next week la... haha...

xenon bro at first want to date me for supper... at the end he gots to deal wit something. therefore rejected me. feel abit dissappointed, not angry. luckily i got my own party, date wit ice and yiling juniors. else, haha... dont know wat to do ady. when reach almost 11pm, i received sms from this bro, want to get drama from me? haha... how come at a sudden time, he will sms me? arent this bro get it from his gf? feel abit shy when he knows my room at where. cool man. how can u know it? it doesnt show my picture at there. well, he knows my slipper. aiyoo... "u open ur room urself..." i no eyes to watch ady. hey, take me to tekun there. ok? how come u so free now can have lunch wit me tmr? haha... argue abit wit him about previous times when i asked him out, he rejected me.

when he starts his motor... i found out that groups of ppl sat at the bus stop there. is him? ye juan bro? haha... i dont know.. but i think is him. nvm, he doesnt greet wit me is his own right. wat can i do? nothing la. i long time dont c him since last time i wrote love letter to xenon bro, that time i need ppl use stapler... i think around one month already. haha.. nvmla. actually around the brothers, he is consider good ady. haha... compare to that wilbur bro. no eyes to c. haha...

finally i fulfilled my dream. got one brother pick me to across that bridge. feel really really happy at that time. this is my dream lai de... can fulfilled already. haha...

ice come out... yi ling, come out... haha... ice doesnt show up... chat wit yi ling... share my point of view to her regarding to her problem. yi ling, cheer up lo. dont follow my past, ok? hahaha... sms to che kwang bro, ask him out. i tot he wont reply my sms one. finally he also shown out. follow back to his room. dont know why leh? maybe i think too much. he wants to halau me... when clock almost reach 1pm but then he said to me before, his sleeping hours is around that time. ok... sorry. this bro is indifferent wit xenon bro. how to say? he plans to send me back to hostel by his bike but i refuse. after refuse, i feel paiseh pulak because he said im guest... quite touched... haha... finally he also escort me back to lobby there. haha... i dont know how to go bk la... lost again like yesterday... haha...

2nd time stay at xenon bro's room so long.

seng aik, u r so "nice". last time said allow me to get gossip gals but now... due to sleepy, rejected me? fine.... ok.... ye juan bro, ok... its ok u dont pass me ur external... haha... fine... haha....

just come back from xenon room 1.5 hours ago. well, the 2nd time i wit him but this time i do feel guilty. y? because his exam not yet finish. well, sorry. i shouldnt enter ur room. v do chat alot. ask him about the chocolate, the insurances issue... v start to debate about alot of things. he shares his family background wit me. thanks... really thanks. got something quite make me shocked de is u, still kept all my "love" letter and u willing to take care of me when i said i got infected those very very cronic disease. haha... thanks alot ya. got alot alot of things v do share together just now, dog issue... my interpersonality issue... alot. i do feel very happy but when i saw i disturbed u, feel quite guilty. cheahow, dont be too greedy ya. haha...

i do want to sleep here but exam... so better i leave. i tot he wants to halau me one yet he allows me to stay quite late... haha... thanks. bro... i expose to u about my real personality, i hope really hope u dont mind. i mean the perception which u develope at ur mindset about me dont get deducted... haha... thanks for ur compliment, im more sensative then women. haha...

in future, i do hope i can stay at ur hometown and work... but i also dont know my way is wat. really dont know.

finish one more paper, leave one.

finally got some time to write back my blog ady. haha... does it consider blog? u lock it already wor. haha... finished 1 more paper. technology communication. this paper when i start to do it... i feel very sleepy. it must be the effect of overnight. what i have memorised, i wrote out ady. personally i felt this paper got abit difficult as i dont prepare it well. too many things to remember. well, what have done cant redo again. so... pass it la.

have lunch wit tgoy members. after tat, rest time. late go to swim... nvm, have meal wit them. really enjoy the moment wit them. 2nd time I went to that café again after wit kok members. Haha… wah, u 3 eat durians…? Yee… go back to tim house again. v all having fun at there, relax... haha... how come jasmine doesnt sms me invite me geh? haha... no comment. i wont go if she doesnt invite me... hehehe... v all watch resident evil 3 together... i pick randomly then v all watch together... certain part i react too exaggerated. well, its nature for me but for them a big guy... haha...

how come u call me, mr.xenon? okok... i will end this and go find u but he stops me... ok then. wait till v settle then only go find u ok? by the time v escort lih ying goes back. this bro dont need me ady. haha... well, its ok for me.

tmr 2012 at queensbay... cool. looking forward.

some updates from me.

just finished 2 papers, still got 3 more left. 1 lesson that i learned from today paper is i should read the instruction given first. should flip thru all the pages of paper first. due to my kelailaian, i cant answer another question which shown at the last page there... haha... quite funny...

recently my life quite disrupted. always rest quite late. i would like to say thanks to kean sam. he is the one who accompany me to study. without him, i cant imagine how i passed my study week. without his guidance, i think i wont study efficiently. thanks ya.

thanks to teong hoong bro. he is the one who ate wit me bsides kean sam. thanks ya. i cant believed this bro really fulfilled his promised. i tot u wont considered my suggestion but in fact, he does. he brought me to pekaka there, that shop i went before last year during lantern festival with tgoy. thanks alot. i swear i will workhard to cherish our brothership. thanks alot...

tgoy are going to Dao buffet and batu ferringgi enjoy the banana boat and others water sport. well, how about u, CH? which one u prefer? well, i really do not know.

xenon bro, u caused me worried. haha... thanks to all who helped me at study week...

feel warmth when received ur sms, xenon bro. last fri, this bro told me he infected red eyes disease. so, he cant c me. quite worried hin so i offer myself go to visit him. at first, he doesnt allowed but after several sms bombarded him. finally, he permits. haha... pack the things there, small goodies bag that got chocolate, hometown cookies, receipt and letter... haha... his room at 4-21? haha... one day before mine. arrived, open the doors. wah, so handsome... with sunglasses. i really eager to enter his room but cannot. timing not good, got to exam. so, walk back.

on the way back, received sms caused me quite shocked and touched... "Thk a lot. bro... o nv tink that u walk hr so far jz to deliver the warmer present to support me. Very touching bro. 19 of nov i wil try my best to c u. On my cming birthday, as long as u giv me a sincere n warmest wish jiu ok le. I wont 4get wat u did to me during my uni life. as long as i rmb usm, i ate chocolate, i wear watch, i will rmber u... 422..."

haha... thanks alot too, mr.xenon. if u were gal, sure i will chase for u but u r not. so, brothers forever. study week end today.... so, have u prepared? haha... thanks to kean sam, kean lin bro. kean sam, thanks for accompany me at the study room to study. kean lin offer me rm5 to have meal. as well as kean sam, lend me rm5 to get the pnwang notes from candy. candy, thanks for photostat to me ya.