dont give up.

finally settly my assignment. though my point is not as much as them but i have try my best. yeah... later go to move back to ipoh then board bus to kl... what a busy week. next week got two test... then got to settle two assignment. after that, prepare for exam then internship... hustle life is non-stop for me but i think is still ok for me. i can cope it. yeah!!!

at kl now...

arrive sai yee house ady. tmr bro go bk canada ady. haha... yeah!!! hope u dont so fast come back to malaysia ya... i lie alot to my parents. i got paid rm150 for the trip but i din go... haha...

feel grateful to b couson wit nicholas. he is damn nice. haha... v promised to travel together... maybe one day can fulfill the promise.

this morning i go listen the talks by tv3... its about tv3 broadcast journalist. haiz... my field is persuasive leh... waste. go to DUP and met wit the tutor... after tat, back to hostel take my resume submit to sunway group. hope i get chosen for interns at there.

night...

thanks....

waste rm150!!! damn it... feel very regret for not going to trip at the beginning but now... nvmla. pass ady. dont know they all doing wat at there? haiz... next wednesday gonna skip class again to kl. interview at OMD and attend the mobile youth unconference. its a rare chance. thanks to rhu yann senior. this guy really give me big impact when he talks wit me at msn. thanks...

just now have meal wit xenon bro which i think is the last time. finally i story my biggest problem to him. i dont know whether he can accept me as his bro anot leh? maybe no more. nvmla.... wat he replies at the sms is quite negative. "OMG... haha." nvmla. thanks. still got chee kwang bro and ye juan bro.

ye juan bro this guy yesterday really caused me upset. the day before yesterday i knocked his door to return the digital camera and request for meal. he said he is not free but yesterday i saw him boarch bus wit shyan. sure go to eat ady. what la... said no time to eat wit me but got time to eat wit them. ok... i sms to him said out my stand. next time i wont ask u eat wit me again. two days before i feel myself like beggar requesting him eat wit me. what la... haiz.

seems leehon bro is not my bro... neither than wilbur... that two bro is my assumption i think. though wilbur got eat wit me at monday night but i feel v two no feeling to chat. haha... i dont like the way he works.... like machine whereas leehon bro... dont know what he busy of. dont reply me test and ask him out to eat, always no replies one.

finally nicholas couson finish the paper work ady. yeah... this weekend got to go kl again? dont want la...

thanks to nelson, kah ping, chee kwang, kean sam and others for still accepting me what im.

life....

two days ago the ntv7 host came and delivered speech. i have learnt alot from that. yesterday i have experienced stay overnight at dataran merah to secure booth. scare... really scare. i dont know why i so scare, not dare to sleep. so what i do is read the readings for assignment and loiter around. this is the 1st time i stay overnight insomnia at dataran merah.

just came back from dewan banquet. first time i enter inside that room. its really grand specialise for VIP having their meal at there. i go there have my supper GLC Feast. Finally rhu yann senior retired from president as well as other seniors. hope next time i can be more active.

cny finishing very soon. how many % u give for this festival of 2010? well, i think i will give it 40%. y? partly because of assignment but most of the time i dont so happy as i dont like the condition, the people that i approac with. get questioned by uncle alfred by cgpa, get critics by aunt meiling said i no manner, stress out by mum, bro came back action to me...

eric wee... this problems cause me almost cry when i take a short "stalk" at his housing area. haiz... yet till now he doesnt peduli me. haha...

now what i busy is my assignment...... haha.... seems this semester is quite interesting... looking forward.

seems very helpless.

i no backup plan ady, feel very insecure... canada plan totally terminated. cheahow, ur future is what? how u gonna pass thru ur life? haiz... i really dont know. today, i went to jusco to gather wit my old frens. all seems very happy, cheerful... i wonder to know does they plan their future? i think time is very precious for me now... just now i make call to eric's mum, i tot eric went back to kl ady but instead. he at ipoh now. so? i think dont go his house since he is here... haha... maybe next year bah...

another one is pn.patricia. i date her 3 or 4pm. by the time i almost reached her house is about 3 and she wanna go out... haiz... maybe next time bah.

cny 感想

Today I must remember vividly inside my heart. Lots of confession, lots of advices pour to me. Finally I expose my confused problem to them. Let them to discuss, analyze, settle wit me. Thanks to ka yeng, ya shi and her bf, miao, pui see……. Thanks a lot. Its glad that i, chong chea how meet wit u all. They all really help me a lot. Seems CNY only this occasion is worth to be celebrate.

interview is one kind of discipline and knowledge.

Quite long time dun write something at here. what to do? dont have mood and sometimes no time to write. recently many things pass thru. tonight ady 11 feb. eric birthday just pass thru. during his birthday, i go two companies request for interview. universal mccann and elite expo. both company i also cant get, such ashamed for me. since i come across eric workplace, i do sms him the day before 9 feb request to have lunch but that guy didnt reply me. fine, then at the 10feb i also got sms him but also not reply. fine... eric v, from now on... even i see u at street, for sure i will treat u transparent. luckily bridges pr still want accept me. i feel quite secure for that.

first time i and christ sleep at hotel heritage at ktm old station few days ago. rm50 per person... haha... okla, i would like to say thanks alot to aunt sai yee for offer me internship and help me pick my coursemates to lrt station. bsides that, thanks to nicholas tan for willing to share the shirt to me. so nice the two shirts. i hope i can get it but cheahow, dont be greedy.

later xenon bro come down ady. so prepare go to UM and meet him la.... night, cheahow. btw, i would like to say thanks to my several bros, ching kei, sk, xenon, ye juan, lee hon...... and tony. thanks for ur all cheers.