Tired but no matter how tired Im. I also need to write my feeling at here as next week same day, today I will at penang already. So I would like to use this opportunity to say thanks to ppl who keep on cheer me up. 1st of all, of course my parents that I would like to say thanks to. Though I caused them very hurt pain but they still not give up me. Thanks to them. Finally both of u can relief already. Thanks to mum and dad always pray to GOD and ask for GOD give 2nd chance to me. Finally both of ur wish are fulfilled. Ur son now can get in usm already. Somemore is the communication course. The most well-known communication school at IPTA.
2nd I would like to say thanks is to my friends who cheer me up during the time I fall down. There are my brothers. I got a lot of brothers who lend their shoulder to me when I brace hard circumstances. Sk, ryan, kai yi, eric, chee yeong, ching kei, jaron, averse, justin…… those brothers save my life. After I quit from um, they all quite worry me except for averse and justin as I noe them at another uni.
Sk always sms to me, let me to think over. He always persuade me to think over. However, my stubbornness cant make it thus caused him quite sad. Ryan, this brother persuade me during the period that I am fall down during I come back from UM. He uses a lot of motivation and some theory to explain. No need to fell sad, must optimistic. He scolded me when I think of end my life. This guy really caused me feel touched when I fall down seriously. Kai yi, this brother uses his analysis thinking to talk to me. He explains the pros and cons that I leave UM. He is very concern me, during that sad time. He always send sms me. Tell me don’t cry. Must look forward, don’t try to commit suicide. I owe him a lot and a lot.
Eric, this guy is the only one people who support me to leave UM. I wonder why he thinks like that. Wat he did during that moment is take me out from UM to eat good things wit me. He noe im sad thus he brings me to murni and wei shi jie at pj. He brings me pasar malam. Let my heart relief. Free my mind set. I’m so touched during that time. He always talks to me when I out wit him. He always awake me from sadness. However, this guy now got little frustrate wit me. He doesn’t make friend wit me as he noes I got a lot of problem. Sorry. Our friendship end here already but I still want to say thanks to u.
Chee yeong, ching kei and jaron brothers this three guys are good. They let me to stay at huo shi tuan when I decided to leave UM. That time I have already leave UM. I come back is to settle the things. Sk worry that I do not have accommodation so he takes me to stay at huo shi tuan. During that moment even though I do not noe them but they all treat me as his brother. Good! Right until now I also got in contact wit them. I always merajuk wit them de especially chee yeong brother because he can tahan my rajukness. Haha… jaron, this guy is quite tough also. ching kei at penang now. I think I will c him at this 3 years at penang. Hehe…
Now, lets talk the utar incident. Averse brother is very kind to everyone include me. I forget the 1st word I talk to him already. When do I chat wit him de? I also forget already. Haha… same wit justin brother but I noe both of them also don’t know de. So nevermind, the most important things is v got heart to continue this friendship after I leave them. Averse brother, this guy is teach his lesson to me. He teaches me the way to life. He teaches me a lot of things, from outside to inside. Outside is the hairstyle, the fragrance, the dressing. Inside is the heart, the feeling…… and a lot. I wonder to noe how can he born so mature? We just different 4 days only. He is way too mature than me. Got two times he is angry wit me de. During the time, I guess his thinking and wrong and the 1st word he scolds me is jibai. Haha… then 2nd time is yesterday when I ask his privacy, he comes up the word again. Got one time I really touched de is during I present pengajian Malaysia. I ask him to lend his tie to me. Immediate he says yes. Oh yeah, at that moment our relationship start to build. Hehe… thanks to averse caused me look so sharp but the presentation is sucks. Quite nice to hear that he will miss me when I leave. He gives a lot of advice to me when he noes that I will leave. Really touched at that moment. He says my weakness and my strength to me. He even share wit me his point of view. Really thanks ar.
Then, lets talk another guy justin. This guy I seldom talk to him at y1s1. V noe each other from Evan and priya sister. I got go out eat wit him at several times. I think less than 4 times. He is another leng zai PR students bsides averse. He is same trendy as averse. Our relationship start to develop from this sem I think. I group wit him therefore got a lot of topic to discuss with. I can found the hardworking guys at PR3. He is more concern on assignment compare than other guy. Justin is more pure than me, I more he is more 赤子之心 than me. He tries to knock out from the fearful of presentation. I can notice that. U sure can do it de, brother. In terms of moral and those, I seldom talk to him compare to averse. Don’t know why leh? Hehe… I noe he is trying to hold me at here. In front of ppl, he will says I support ur decision but in his heart, he is sad de. Same as averse but averse doesn’t speak it up to hold me de. Hehe… justin this characteristic is same wit me. Got one value I want to learn from this guy, he really like to help people. Thanks to justin, he sings twice song to me and he even create the farewell message to me.
That’s all I want to say thanks to the brothers. Bsides them got some senior also that I wish to say thanks to. Woo ken, ricky, zhien choong, dillon and swee ming senpai. Those seniors offer alof of advice to me. Really say thanks to them.
next will write gals. hehe...
