redo my assignment???

just now really shocked. my heart stop pumping already when i see the post post by tim. the content is quite the same. got the similarity. this time my tears rolled at the eye, feel very nervous and scare. god, i work quite hard at this assignment. pls! pls! let me get thru. thanks to shu wen, she helps me check. though the answer given by her is not clear but i also want to thanks her. i msn to leader,daniel. he doesnt reply me. i mean he doesnt give the reply instantly. thanks shu wen. u r my good fren. i will cherish our frenship since u treat me not bad de. pass the quiz to me, thanks alot. really thanks alot.

coursemates around me wher i can lean on become less and less. i got jojo, siaw yin, eunice's group, li ping, phay theng only. others i cant depend so much. y u said like that? not close enough to share my homework wit them. haha... thats why, cheahow poor relationship, 人缘差. just now daniel reply me, he says first come first serve. i know but daniel, tats why v send topics to u. let u c our topics whether is good anot. haiz... he causes me feel want to cry... this time really feel sad and helpless. do i need to read the articles again? well, i dont know. let god decide for me. inside our both content, i found out really not same. mine one focus on studies, the course. whereas, tim's assignment focus on the discrimination.

cheahow, 就算跌到了又有什么关系呢？再站起来就好了。跌倒时顺便看一看天空，浩然的蓝空又在微笑着。from<一公升的眼泪>

god, pls kill me.

thanks to janice... is eunice. thanks. i quite admire her. i mean she always look very top. i mean high confidence. always look no problem. maybe she is reading my blog now. hey, gal. im not purposely to praise u ya. haha... thanks for ur advise. life simplier. happy is the most important. else i will stray. yup, u r very accurate.

soon will go bk to uni. wat is ur feel chea how? well, i think i really will die once i step into uni. it seems my preparation for the assignment not yet prepare enough. haha... all the assignment come together... god, pls kill me.

busy holiday...

this time i really died. i got alot of work to do. really faint lo. i hope this holiday i got time to cope some of them. mana tau, till now cant settle. i got many assignment to do. first time i feel helpless suddenly.

suddenly get know of the quiz how come change date ady? or i so stupid, lack of alertness? haiz... thanks to jasmine and lih ying post at the facebook. else, i get zero marks ady. thanks to both of them complain the heavy work load at the fb there. thanks...

later got to start to work hard ady. T-T... advertising assignment, literature review and permasalahan kajian, two accountings quiz, pnwang essay tat post at the internet......... i dont want ar.....

bore...

Bore... Really bore. Gather wit last time secondary school fren, dalmit n krishnan. Long time no c them. I tot they ll talk sth nutritious. Yet they talk about gals. whole communication talk about how to court gal, swt...

Thx to rhu yann senior. he gives some offer to me hw to show my expression to them. Bore... Long time no c them for long time already. Haiz... Time pass so fast. I hope can go bk hm...

Xenon.bro, suddenly say hi to me. When i intend to chat wit him... No response... Haiz.

just now wit che kwang bro

today quite weird. my stomach dont know why can get use of the emptiness. i mean i dont consume any food yet it still dont fgive any response to me. haha... dont u scare of infected gastric? haha... today lazy go out to eat. so, torture my stomach. sorry.

ryu yann senior, i think got to stop msn wit him. i mean reduce the frequency to disturb him. haha... y? i got bit worry my passion will scare him off.

cant stand of the disire to enjoy the kfc at outside sg.2. so got to walk to there subsequently go to lib 2 to get the info on the pnwang assignment. however, the library closed. why u close? this time i die. the return of the book is this coming week but im at ipoh. how? i hope will open tonight but tonight i got to go wit che kwang bro. i saw wilbur brother at the bus stop. he doesnt greet me again. well, no comment.

start to go the temple ady. this time is the first time he picks me go so far by motor. 1st time got ppl pick me go out of usm so far by motorbike. good memory. when he ride across the slope, i feel quite shy. sorry, im too heavy ady. really sorry. thanks for pick me there. i got chance to learn the practical way to pray. i hate to do the practical part but i got to get use of it.

thanks to che kwang bro bring me here. quite enjoy the moment wit him. he quite care, though quite little moment v two together but thanks to u. haha... this was the 1st time i caught in the rain when ride motorbike. 1st time at usm. i hate this when at ipoh. how bout ur feel? happy... as wit che kwang brother mar. got somebody accompany me. of course feel happy la. somemore my uni life need some excited moment like ryu hann senior said. haha... thanks, i wont forget this moment wit u. chinese calender 1st of august. haha...

yesterday wit wilbur.

violin class is getting tougher and tougher. haiz... sir, dont know y start to emo wit me ady. i mean he sets his expectation to me ady.

thanks to kah mun, help me take something back to ipoh. thanks to kean lin who accompany me eat dinner last night. so surprise that whole block of ivory black out. so, i enjoy the moment wit kean lin at istimewa without any strong lights. however, the food is too slow. tats y kean lin always complain.

finally yesterday i got chance to chat wit wilbur brother. this brother is kinda funny and abit careless this time. he doesnt check whether his hostel's cafe got opened anot yet ask me to go there. when i found out it doesnt open, i feel quite funny. im not upset or wat, just feel funny. v two discuss a lot, self-exposure alot. he shares wit me his problem as well as me too. do i changed? haha... he also can feel that.

one thingy quite touched me is he said want to find out those ppl who cause me change and beat him/her. haha... well, i also dont know who is the culprit but i think right now im ok wit myself.

this week thingy

this one got one thing that i quite happy. tat is i offer my help to celine and pinni on the shot. i feel so happy that i can act. haha... why u so eager to do that? got two reason. 1 is because last time they all got shot, i mean coursemate they all. 2 is i want to do something special. i mean extraordinary, dont want always life at the normal life. want to try something different. hahaha...

how about ur relationship wit ur brothers? xenon wants to meet wit me at last monday but being rejected by me. sunday night the moment he sms wit me, im very excited and happy one. haha... so y u rejected him? is it because he wants to share his company, Great Eastern's policy to u? well, i think no. because i dont know how to face him and i dont want to argue wit him again. so just rejected. bsides tat, i also feel myself so weak. y is me always sms him and ask him out leh? har? haha... dont know la.

ye juan brother ar? haha... as smooth as usual. wilbur bro? no comment. he is always no news one. haha... eric? this brother is busy. dont want to disturb him. che kwang brother? well, im looking forward to the hang out wit him. haha...

yesterday i went to 1st year communication class to present GREEN LUNG. so sucks on the public presentation. haiz... carl, u r doing unethical thingy right? go to get all the communication from dr.zin's email, send to all of them to promote USM freeze? haha... but im glad tat got ppl know.