Saturday, January 24, 2009

cny coming soon...

erm... bk to hometown already. dont have the mood to celebrate the cny. y leh? i also dont know why... maybe cant adapt to the surroundings yet. so many cars and crowded. today went to jusco buy one red colour shirt because need to wear at it 15th day of cny. haha... so mai buy lo. carl, dont simply spend.

Friday, January 23, 2009

back to hometown already.

xenon, u cause me quite tired in order to send u bk leh. i mean accompany him during he takes student cap bk. haha... the accesories will let u c it after cny. happy cny ya!!! thanks to anson, he teaches me alot. its nice to talk wit him. now i only know how minor i was in media industry. how suck my social skills. thanks for wake me up.

sorry, cant watch the film wit u guys as i need to help my roomie install the antivirus software and i want to teman yejuan in doing his assignment. sorry to my roommate, cause his lappy kena virus already. so need to install antivirus software.

finally i can get bk my lappy. i quite happy that i stil can use bk my xp. i mean i can open my lappy already. if i can read chinese character at the lappy, more nice. on the way chat wit him, i receive jasmine call. her response on the email stuff. open loudspeaker, let jojo to listen it also.

then go to attend the class. quite lazy, no mood to listen to the lecturer. haha... play the aeroplane chess wit lih ying, shaun and siaw yin. during the class, all snack pass around. omg! seems cny coming already. mashmellow, crackers...... so nice. my mum even write love sign at the mashmellow to his 3 bf. so funny.

now bk to ipoh already. wat is ur feel? dont know, c how then. happy cny... XOXO, carl.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

sad day.

feel quite hurt today. wat i means is during the 112 tutorial class when i observe my friend action. the email address need only the leader to put it one. i hear it clearly but the leader said all member must put... then i talk to her that to reconfirm wit the lecturer yet she doesnt did that and still said all member must put. i really cant understand. i think during tat time i should go to ask. so that can cause the leader to shut up.

then got the feeling that another team member doesnt like i group in that group. haih... dont know why leh... i think is either i got problem or the member got problem. dont know why leh...

ask to yejuan and hui ling. whether what should i do if i face like that, hui ling said sometimes should learn give and take. so thatm harmonious surrounding can exist. then yejuan said its too minimize the things. sometimes must act properly.... calm down so that dont bother someone else. haha... thanks for u two advice. damn, i not yet receive the accesories. xenon brother will bk soon, dont know how already. haha... 112 got assignment? for me i think holiday sure got homework one. its normal. so carl no need to overact. haha... Jojo said know use another perspective to c the incident. more critical already. haha.... actually should feel lucky compare to other courses such as pharmacy, hbp, computer sc, sc courses, management...

finally my part settle already. i mean the ykt111 today. yesterday i slept at 5am in order to rush it. but the outcome still not satisfy, hope next time will be better. mickey, ur application i help u ask already. u need to do some homework leh. think properly. still got 3 choices.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

wats going on today?

hmm... yesterday have nice dinner wit them. many of my close coursemates also present. where is my mum? she absent leh. hehe... then go to mcD. they all write jojo birthday wishes at balloon there. haha... so cute. then ask jojo to bring bk usm. on the way, he so embarassed. i help him during the bus lo. haha... after that discussion on mkf. because i dont have lappy, nothing i can do. only see they all do that. haih... so cham. helpless, no one can help me. my roomie helps me alot already. during the period i do not have laptop, he offers his lappy to me. so touched. thanks, keen li. haha...

suddenly emo after bk from mkf night, thanks to xenon. sms wit him alot. haha... settle my 111 till midnight. good night, carl. at the following day, quite mad during bm class. haih... tolerate is most important, dont b mad. different ppl got their own perspective on the work de. so no need to be the person who must get use of my idea de. haha... then i join the tongue contest wit them. Tim, hui ling and jasmine. finally hui ling b the winner. im the 1st runner then jasmine is the 2nd runner. haha... so nice. actually i also dont know wat i speak, just xxxxxx then can already. haha... i met wit edwin at the foyer there. long time no chat wit him already. haha...

jojo said my lappy will get today. dont know when leh? haha... later go to eat stembot wit them lo. haha...

Monday, January 19, 2009

happy birthday jason and my normal life.

this few days many things had happened. how to say? quite dramatic. friend bk wit christopher. then pass my school life normally. listen to lecturer talk crap(some of them). quite normal life.

but got one things that i do not understand. how come jasmine said i intend to break tgoy leh? wat is the reason i did that? i dont have any idea at tat. i ask same question to shaun and surprisingly he also feels the same as jasmine. come on, carl. just u do not join them to have supper to have meal. i did not do any bad behind them... haha...

thanks to mum and hui ling concern. both of them really feel that im not myself already. why they all feel like that leh? i just want to b silent then my action cause them worry already. haha... thanks anyway.

finally i meet wit jason, is his birthday today. how r u, jason? after brace ur teeth, u still ok mar? hope he will allright. add oil, jason. tonigt have discussion BM at the foyer there. quite enjoy the precious moment wit all of my brothers. dont know 2nd year v still can gather and study like that anot leh? haha... on the way bk to hostel, fire drill. thus, shaun and i went to IK's canteen. ye juan brother said ok already. then v two return but in shortwhile. the ring rang again, so no choice, v have to remove to ik bus stop. at there, v chat somewhile. i never talk gals topic wit him b4. which type of gals u like? haha... after tat, i heard tekun rang. is it fire drill? i call nelson, he at room. dont go out. haha... naughty.

ots quite early now, i have to rest. nite, carl.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

xenon, thanks. ye juan also... christ happy birthday.

today quite busy for me. wake up quite early at the morning. y? got to go xenon brother badminton match. he fight wit fajar today... hope he can score la after get defeated yesterday by my hostel. haha... luckily got yellow bus for me to stadium right after i wait at the bus stop there. if not, i sure will miss the badminton match. xenon team get defeated by fajar harapan. oh no... he must be quite sad. lost to two hostel already, cant enter to semi final i think...

today eat lunch quite late. wait to ye juan brother wake up then wait him to prepare. im not assault him la just write out la. he is quite friend wit me, i wont mind to wait him de. haha... then v two guys walk long way to tesco there. he wants to withdraw money. then v ate at pekaka... luckily i went behind the street to find another option. if not, sure ate at bali2 again. haha... after that, thanks to ye juan brother, he helps me to choose my new accesories. haha...

after that, some nonsense things happen. i call to esther to c whether she frees to help me anot... i call her at evening 5 something. she pick up my call then after that she put it off. why like that one? then i leave some message at her msn as she appear online about help me de. then she uses faulty word reply me. omg. im not do something wrong. y she did like that. totally unbelieveable. nevermind.

thanks to xenon brother, he willing to empty his slot accompany me to walk night market. during that time, i got time to noe whether he is sad anot... haha... this guy really good taste. i mean he is good in pick quality and matches things. thanks lo... he accompany me go to pick my accesories also. thanks xenon. u are very nice brother.

during the way to teco, v met wit yejuan, shyan, esther they all. omg, he didnt tell me he wit them. haha.. nvm. xenon this brother, he gots abit sad even got feel cry after lose to fajar but i noe u are tough one. thanks for accompany go buy the accesories. really thanks!!! then i got chance to shop at tesco wit him also. haha... first time shop wit him at tesco and nightmarket. first time help me to pick accesories... talk seems i fall in love wit him like that... haha... nola, u all dont think negatively. me and eric, jaron also did like that la. even shop more places than xenon brother la. haha...

after shop at tesco walk bk to usm by the other way. got him to chat wit so wont feel tired. this afternoon quite tired because ye juan brother cant stand wit the sunburn. so v walk quite fast. then i ate alone at the tomyam house there as xenon quite tired liao after the match. then walk bk lo, after that i go chat wit juan. that time only realise the nonsense things. omg. wtf hahaha... seems like ye juan helps her more than me. haha... got abit dissappointed...

stay around 10 min at there, i have to rush to bakti to countdw birthday wit christopher. im the most early bird. haha... i sms to sally, ask her to come lo... v did some surprise things to him. he gots abit touched. haha... whose plan is this? cause him touch already. haha... after that, take picture and did some traditional things. he suggests to go khaleel and go bk room to take his bag. so i wait him at the staircase there, got to explain why i cant make it today go bukit bendera. haha... then after that, hug him and explain. once again, he quite touched... siaw yin or chuen ling said to me de. then everyone also hug lo... haha...

sorry i cant go khaleel as i dont have the mood to go there. quite tired today also la. haha... manage to inform candy they all bout the plan at thursday. hope will be more fun.... because is jojo birthday. i wish that sally can go bk to our tgoy team. persuade her to join the celebration. hope christ will mature... haha... as he like la, this cant be force one.

forgot to say on the way to market, i manage to call sk. he also gots feel tat i quite silent already. its good sign for me, work hard, mr.carl...

Friday, January 16, 2009

congratulations to xenon.......Thanks to ye juan brother

just have my taught lesson and adviced from ye juan brother. he gives me some useful advice to handle this issue. during this issue, maybe i wrong already. im 22 years old soon, still want to directly said i hate xxx directly at the internet. he taught me if i hate somebody, dont show at ur face there. he said v as MAN should forget the anger faster and always calm down. this is wat MAN do it. thanks ye juan.

today i got chance to observe xenon plays badminton. he is quite tough and man when he sports. haha... the gang sat behind me address him as lee chong wei... he gots chong wei eyes, body shape and face. quite handsome when he plays badminton. congratulations, u have won AD but finally tekun also lose to AD. tmw 1030am gots match, so i go to support him again la. wait a minute, how bout bukit bendera? sorry to christopher, i cant celebrate birthday wit u. i mention to here, he also cant see de la. later i sms him. haha... happy 21st birthday, christopher. btw, his birthday at sunday la. saturday just accompany him go out only. haha... so maybe saturday night i go to join his celebration leh.

today jason brace his teeth. how is he now? quite worry him after i listened to the pharmacys shared her experience to me yesterday. haha...

Thursday, January 15, 2009

senior, take care leh... work hard, xenon.

finally tat guy saw my blog... right until now i also feel that wat i write is correct. he doesnt talk to me is his own business. 21 soon already still behave like that. haha... myob la, carl. ur attitude still not change yet. haha... but wat u write is fact. haha... so no need to scare de.

actually this weekend is very free one. just because dont have the mood to go batu feringgi so i dont go. bsides me, there are some ppl who cant go also. got ppl accompany me leh... haha...

today quite tired, go shopping wi jojo brother at QB mall. haha... v two guys wait at bus station for about one hours. he buys alot of shirt. jefferson, giordana n everlast. cool man, his taste is quite good. thanks to the watson pharmacys, she offers some advice to me on bracing teeth issue. i feel quite pity and worry to my senior that will go the operation soon. i do buy some of the bracing teeth recovery stuff. brace teeth is quite tedious. i hope he can gone thru this 3 or 4 years without any obstaclels.

after bk from QB mall, i have to rest awhile at my hostel then bring my music stuff go to find my belove violin teacher to teach me violin. long time no c him already. do miss him alot. hehe... then after tat, put senior birthday present to his house secretly. then rush to dtsp to have quiz. sit wit vivienne at that time. haha... quite enjoy actually. thanks to candy who pick me bk. carl, u eat alot during supper leh.

after tat, have supper wit xenon brother... wat i mean is i observe he eat supper nia as just now i have already. xenon, hmm... later badminton match, i will go support u de. haha... u play hard ok? that time, i only observe that christ changed his msn title. he already know... but i cant do much things.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

hmm... i hate that ppl...

today also quite busy day for me. first time went to persuasive lab to do my stuff. cool man, at there i can print watever things that i want for FOC. haha... attend BM class at 10am. manage to wake up... so tired. of course la, yesterday night sleep at 3am something... sure exhausted.

carl, the BM is kinda hard leh after attend the class. sms to jason during the class. after the class finish, go to the adwave stall there. got some competition there. i manage to get in the top 10 , just speak the maxis text. haha... i also get free maxis handphone porch, so cute.

today i eat lunch wit jojo brother. v two eat at double star, chicken rice. i pass my lappy to him. hope he can helps me to settle it. then went to persuasive lab. after tat, go to dewan budaya support noel brother but he already finish. haha...

sit together wit them at the bird cage there. i found out that christopher mouth really mean. wat i mean is he talks the things without think properly like last time i did. even last time i also better than him as i wont stab ppl directly. even indirectly i also very rare to did it. haih... y he like that one ar? i cant understand. wat i can do is just remain silence. myob, carl. haha... u are not also very good leh, still want to talk bad ppl things. haha... so think more and talk less, ok?

after the class, i went bk to my hostel quickly as i got date wit jason. i think is because i sms to jason. then he comes to me. haha... thanks, jason. he so nice. jason, i just joke wit u. u no need to treat me meal at lida de... haha... i have thought of wat kind of present i will give to u. thanks to siaw yin for the idea. haha... this fri he is doing the stuff already. so, should buy that things faster b4 he did that...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

celebrate siaw yin birthday... my lappy... haih.

alone at khaleel there... haha.. now nearly 3am already. carl, wat do u do at here? quite busy wit uploading friendster picture. so lame... just now having birthday celebration wit siaw yin sister and help kkf to edit the booklet. tmw will b quite busy day for me. so rest early, ok?

my lappy infected virus yesterday i think. so login to windows, wats the problem actually? i dont know. but i would like to say thanks to several friends that help me to solve this problem. jojo, kk, daniel, eric, jing senior, owen, xenon, seng aik, xin yi and those who i forget to say thanks wit. haha...

thanks my roomate especially as he offers his lappy to him. really thanks alot.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

thanks to xenon and wilbur...

today quite busy day for me. just came bk from the so call lunch and gathering to discusss tmw activities... one of our tgoy member, siaw yin birthday. the gathering was very happy and nice because my "mum" peggy present. she talks alot and act alot at there. haha... thanks to mum cookies. haha... pretty nice actually. haha...

beside that, today class quite fun. is fun because i got receive many of info. thanks to wilbur for lend me the tie. quite handsome after wear it. haha...

Friday, January 9, 2009

nice friday, play games... haha...

this dawn really have nice time wit my school of coursemates. v all went to attend school together, play truant together (dont practise it). haha... thats the uni life. for those who may concern, i would like to say sorry. why? because i late to dinner as i accompany jojo, chuen ling n vivienne to fix vivi ptptn stuff and some computer errors.

tonight v all went to khaleel to have supper. got quite alot of them, got jasmine, christopher, shaun, chuen ling, nelson, tim, daniel, lih ying, candy, jeffrey, christine and me. v eat supper happily. candy cause me always smile sadly. haha.. 2nd time i did tat when i was at usm. haha... so funny. then, v have nice truth or dare at the palapes there. this time v self-disclosure myself again. v did that at the lantern festival last sem. at last year oktober i think then this time is at jan. so fast v did that again. haha... nice...

this cause me know more my coursemates. v plan to go out to either bukit merah or batu ferringgi leh. so nice. haha... v met some difficulties at the happy moment. jabatan keselamatan guard question us... quite worry that time. haha... after dismiss, i chat wit them alot at jln. aman on the way v went bk just now. gossip again. haha... after that, one surprise accident happened and i screamed loudly. haha... thanks to candy, chat wit me alot. u are my sister. haha... G9, carl.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

finally this sem i can meet him already. optimistic carl... haha...

erm... start to bc soon. join the ADWAVE and the kungfu nite publisher member. so i think u should allocate ur time properly. dont neglect ur studies, ok? haha... finally i can saw him already. the guys that i quite miss him during holiday and cause me quite nervous during first week of year one sem two because i cant meet him at first week. he appeared when i have my english class at monday. haha... come on, dont said i fall in love wit him, ok? he is just my helpful senior, quite georgous and cute. haha... want to hug him actually but cant as my action will scare him. haha... how r u? holiday pass it happily? nvm, those question i can ask him soon when i have lunch wit him. he promised to treat me lunch. haha...

again, this week is busy week for me. i got some readings to be settle then the 111 tutorial cause me quite worry. due to that task, i ask alot of coursemates to here me. thanks for those who willing to help, my tgoy member, lih ying, daniel, tim and my mum.

i really cant stand for those who always in stress mode. on my eyesight, i now can notice who is like tat already. they all spoiled my mood actually. always say sei loh, sei loh... i dont understand... i not yet read.... wat a bullshit word. it cause me want to vommit when i heard that. haih... dont know why they all so nervous for wat? can score A's when v feel nervous? haih... dont know la, anyway is their lifestyle when they did that. myob, carl. haha... u noe who am I.... I'm optimisiic carl... haha...

Sunday, January 4, 2009

xenon... the passage is very hard.

Tonight having dinner wit Xenon and Shaun. I introduce this guys to Shaun brother, hoping that he can click wit us. During the dinner, v met wit vivi, chuen ling, chloe and one Malays coursemates. Introduce them to Xenon also. His course do not have gang like us. Too bad, try my best to introduce to all of my TGOY’s member. Omg, ykt 111 reference is confused me. Too many bombastic word which cause me abit dizzy. It causes me refresh bk during when I was at UM. I read those computer reference books. It can cause me feel so helpless. So, I call jasmine, send message to Christ, Shaun and Siaw Yin they all to ask. Is it so hard? Luckily they all say yes, some of them haven’t read yet. Haha… I feel abit secure already. Well, its hard for me to read so high bombastic word. I online at canteen, Shaun brother come to refill his water. So, v can have some talks at there. I do help him to download some songs.

Carl, y don’t u go to exercise today? Haha… start to become lazy already. Wat is ur new year resolution? Haih… cant like that one. Carl, recently u have spend a lot on ur food. So, please take note ya… haha…

Saturday, January 3, 2009

31 dec and some new year resolution

well, new year pass already. carl, what is ur feel now? pass one year already. do u feel urself mature already? well, i cant sense i got grow up. previous year, i face alot of obstacles. after fire um chancelor, i always down then change to utar... read one semester at there then get offer to usm. leave utar gang and transfer school to usm. start entire studies again. become first year student again. carl, is it wat u want actually? haha... i also dont know. i just feel is glad to study at local uni again. local uni is totally different wit utar. local uni got way lot of activities compare to utar. so, appreciate it la.

then this year wat is ur target? stand straight, dont hunchback, keep fit, try not to consume any food after 8pm, dont always bluff... hehe... hope can make it.

well, carl. how u celebrate ur new year eve? actually the first part is quite dissappointed me because me and a group of ppl celebrate new year at in front of kfc. so vapid. haha... 14 ppl stand outside of kfc scream, yell... haha... got shaun, nelson, christ, jojo, khai yong, ye juan, daniel, tim, jasmine, chuen ling, peggy, lih ying, hui ling and me. i got chance to c the fireworks though only few second but im happy already. after that, the van arrive. v go to our 2nd round to celebrate 2009. v went bk to the previous cafe house. segrafredo... this time i start to drink already. haha... I drunk four bottle. if not mistaken. haha... this time i feel abit uncomfortable for me. haha... got abit dizzy. cant walk straight line. haha... during the time v back, i talk alot. why u react like that? because i want to create some noise, else whole van will become so silent. i know wat i talk one. i did that just to want whole van got abit feeling only. haha... is it too over? i dont know... let them to think over it.

carl, i do send sms and call alot of ppl to wish them. calo, ka yeng, sk, eric, mickey, kai loon, mum, jason, aunt yoke, chee yong, ching kei.... sms to alot ppl also. haha... though the feedbk is not quite satisfied me but nvm at least i got strength to do that. this year i must learn free my heart from hate, free my mind from worry, live simply, give more and expect less. i hope i can fulfill that. previous year, my heart is full of hatred, too materialistic. demand more than contribute. cant like that one. come on, have change this year, ok? haha... i know u can do it.