31 dec and some new year resolution

well, new year pass already. carl, what is ur feel now? pass one year already. do u feel urself mature already? well, i cant sense i got grow up. previous year, i face alot of obstacles. after fire um chancelor, i always down then change to utar... read one semester at there then get offer to usm. leave utar gang and transfer school to usm. start entire studies again. become first year student again. carl, is it wat u want actually? haha... i also dont know. i just feel is glad to study at local uni again. local uni is totally different wit utar. local uni got way lot of activities compare to utar. so, appreciate it la.

then this year wat is ur target? stand straight, dont hunchback, keep fit, try not to consume any food after 8pm, dont always bluff... hehe... hope can make it.

well, carl. how u celebrate ur new year eve? actually the first part is quite dissappointed me because me and a group of ppl celebrate new year at in front of kfc. so vapid. haha... 14 ppl stand outside of kfc scream, yell... haha... got shaun, nelson, christ, jojo, khai yong, ye juan, daniel, tim, jasmine, chuen ling, peggy, lih ying, hui ling and me. i got chance to c the fireworks though only few second but im happy already. after that, the van arrive. v go to our 2nd round to celebrate 2009. v went bk to the previous cafe house. segrafredo... this time i start to drink already. haha... I drunk four bottle. if not mistaken. haha... this time i feel abit uncomfortable for me. haha... got abit dizzy. cant walk straight line. haha... during the time v back, i talk alot. why u react like that? because i want to create some noise, else whole van will become so silent. i know wat i talk one. i did that just to want whole van got abit feeling only. haha... is it too over? i dont know... let them to think over it.

carl, i do send sms and call alot of ppl to wish them. calo, ka yeng, sk, eric, mickey, kai loon, mum, jason, aunt yoke, chee yong, ching kei.... sms to alot ppl also. haha... though the feedbk is not quite satisfied me but nvm at least i got strength to do that. this year i must learn free my heart from hate, free my mind from worry, live simply, give more and expect less. i hope i can fulfill that. previous year, my heart is full of hatred, too materialistic. demand more than contribute. cant like that one. come on, have change this year, ok? haha... i know u can do it.