since our point of view is different. carl, u have to changed lo.

should i let him go? wat i mean is recently im close wit a friend. v do always sms together but after sometimes i found tat our direction is not same. haha... how to say leh? im the ppl who always scare of lonely, depend wit others. strictly to say tat i do depend wit all my brother. when i got problem, i will find for eric, kai yi, calo, ye juan, sin yi...... so i think i will find for him too. however due to our agenda is not same, he is hard let me to confide in. haha... why? because he is very busy. much more busy than all of the brothers. he strives himself too much.

for the result, he is same wit kai yi. however, kai yi wont so stress as him. wat is the point for u to stress? he said want to let ur parents to c. wat a reasonable reason. however, if im ur parents, i wont see u always in stress mode. haih... i prefer u get in 3.0 is enough than always aim for deanlist. haha... carl, u should know everybody must have their different road to go. so just let him be la.

so, let him go? erm... i think i will let him go at my heart if our point of view is not same la. wat i mean is just to b normal friend is enough. place u as my brother position is abit suffer for me la. hehe... the guy i mention is xenon, erm... haha...

wat happen within this week? newscaster come, argue wit xenon, presentation, xenon's abnormal behaviour.... sin yi helps.... haih... alot and alot.

recently quite busy. so i dont have time to post something right here. bt watever la as seldom ppl noe my blog. many of them cant even have glance on it. haha... carl, wat do u busy wit? this week wednesday, u have presentation on lkm400... so at the initial day of the week. i always meet wit our group member that is shaun, nelson and christopher. wait a minute, y shaun give me that topic? abit stubborn. he chooses the most easy one as i think la... historical part of m'sia. haiyoo... want to f him de... haih... overall, i manage to find the content tat i wish to say... thank to jimmy. ur slide help me alot. haha... then i edit it abit then it become my content to present. haha... thanks jimmy. so that time im the most early member to finish the slide show and the script. haha...

monday night i have tomyam wit sin yi at gee tomyam shop. thanks for help me check the spelling. thanks ur tie,,, sin yi... he shares his problem wit me... so i mai pretend to b listener. haha... thanks... this problem quite nice one.

so, wednesday i present in front. sorry, i wont hafal it as i think i cant hafal... haha... well, sorry to my teacher. i do practise alot at the bahasa paku there. thanks teacher for praise me. tuesday an wednesday i do have night class but that class is abit irrelevant for me.

Im very glad to have chance to c this senior. wat i mean senior is he works as newscaster at ntv7. his name is 刘子贤. he gives a buddha talk at usm there at tuesday night. so happy that he comes to usm. all student go to listen to him. i mean those who concern la. xenon gots go also. i hope he manage to pass this night wit something. haha... then tuesday night accompany them to prepare the presentation. seems christopher is having his problem over there. so 3 of us go to help him.

i love u all tgoy after listen the talk. haha... send those love message to all of us tgoy except vivienne. i scare her will think too much. so i dont send to them.

tuesday night something run wrong between me me and xenon. he brought his fren go to listen. well, strictly to say. that gal is normal for me. very normal. xenon, u like that kind of gal de? so, v start to discuss those topic. suddenly, his sms assault me. he wrote if i look gal appearance only decide want to woo anot then i wont find any gal in my future. haha... that message really cause me crazy. wat la u... say like that. so i start to bombard him bk... really disappointed wit him. ow dare he said like that? so depress at that time. send some hurtful message to him... haih... tat incident cause me lost abit mood to read the script tat i will present at wed. haih...

wednesday night something occurred jasmine accidentally fall down christ laptop. his eyes red and quite shocked when jasmine did that. looks like i got something to see lo. not only see, i have to do something to smooth the condition. haha... wat can u do?

wednesday thursday and fri i rush at the assignment...

thursday afternoon i did meet up wit sin yi at subaidah to return his tie to him, thanks for having meal wit me... thanks for recorrect my sentences on my 103 essay. then as token of appreciation, i accompany him go to sg2 print his stuff. then i quickly go to lib 2 to discuss the presentation... haha... thursday is busy day for me.

at night i manage to call sk, chat wit this brother alot and alot. thanks... then i accompany xenon to drink. he is too stress already. his action quite shocked me, i mean he goes to 7-11 buy alcoholic drink. how come like that one? brother, wats wrong wit u? suddenly change his identity, start to drink at the road there. he doesnt care ppl to recognize him. thanks for treating me the mineral water. he is way too stress ady. at first i just b silent at there. he told me his problems already. b the listener at first then start to give some advice him. comfort him.... his mindset should change ady. emphasize too much on the studies. his study enthusiasm cause him damn stress. his badminton and his maths nite stuff. cause him abit disappointed. brother, if like that come to communication night but he doesnt want to. haha... he shares alot wit me at tat night....

i listen fully at that night. i do have abit worry about my assignment but if i want to choose, of course i choose him la. haha... i rather chose get not good result at my assignment than i let him stress alone. but his action really surprised me.... brother, 3rd time u have ur alcoholic drink ady. for me, i will drink in happy mood. not sad mood only drink de. haha... brother, haih....

opps, sin yi saw me. he did sms me... i reply him but i send wrong to xenon. he knows i got stuff to do. so he stops the conversation. so, no choice i continue the assignment. haha... so sleepy. i do have some rest than continue....

yeah, i did finish my assignment at fri afternoon.... wat? sin yi offer himself to help me? wat la... so touch, he willings to help me check my spelling, sentence structure eventhough he gots exam at fri afternoon but i dont want to troublesome him. so i rather ask my roomie check for me than go to find him... next week is busy week for me. adwave week start very soon. so, carl as JE, work hard ya... something occurred between chris and shaun, jasmine. haih... they all so messy one. i hope dont involve me is enough.

today manage to attend the meeting and manage to share something wit CJ. haha... thanks. how come suddenly christ turn to me? haih... dont know why he did tat. i think got problem between him and jas, shaun. haha...
tonight i did some crazy stuff. accompany sally and christ to eat that 2kg ice-cream.... the ice-cream is so... so.... haih... crazy one. meet wit kah ping and his gf at khaleel fri night. haha... thanks for chat wit me...

thanks to xenon and xin yi brother.. thanks to gui song, kk also...

saturday morning take 11am bus go bk ipoh. ignore to xenon brother sms as i mention that i wont sms him anymore but when he sms me, i got the feeling want to reply him. due to my stubbornness, i dont reply... hehe... carl, u sure anot?

how come so many shirt and pants de? thanks to couson... thanks! went bk to kampar for awhile. quit disappointed as i only meet wit evonne and kent for awhile. haha... too bad. next time still want to come mar? i think no more. as they all forget me ady. haha... well... have nice weekend at hometown. bsides library, i stay at home all the time. parents quite happy for my sudden visit. haha... they cook many dishes for me. quite warm.

xenon, sorry... im not suppose to argue wit u just bcause of that two person case. sorry, tat time i really tot of want to break out wit u, wat i mean frenship because i tot that u r way busy than me n u mentioned that dont like to sms. that cause me abit shocked and sad because i do enjoy the sms wit u. so, force myself to angry u... write alot of those negative word to hurt u. yet he still worry me... walao... i feel quite ashame for my action. thats the most childish stuff i did this year.

morning have breakfast wit my parents then go to bus station ady. mum and dad still wait at there though the bus arrive, prove both of them really love me. i feel very warm... haha... daddy, mummy i love u. haha...

wat la, ye juan said want to have lunch wit me but he doesnt wake up. i arrive usm and eat alone. haha... chat wit my roomie. start to sms wit xenon.. sorry xenon... send sorry message for him. he is so kind-hearted, forgive me... feel quite touched and warmth that time. got this brother so nice. this guy even use his tactic to entertain me. hey, im not ur gf, ok? dont send those so romantic message to me...

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cause me feel warmth and touched pulak. haih... eyes got abit red when receive those message.s... this brother really take care of me. so i tell all my experience at this two days to him which i not tell to tgoy member. haha... so sorry, tgoy. u all r nice but hardly find one i can share all de. except for jojo brother, siaw yin and chuen ling la. xenon, erm... really nice to meet u and i promised u i wont emo and say hurt word to u again.

how r u? friday night u start to fall sick ady. now leh? ok mar? sorry, i should take care of u de as u are patient but this time u take care and pamper me pulak. haiyoo... so sorry.... but he never blame me instead still accept me... haih... really beh tahan his kindness. this 3 years or forever i also will treat him as my brother de.

dinner time i ate wit sin yi brother at gee tomyam. haha.... thanks alot for help me correct my BM bahasa error. im not as expert as smart as u. haha... he shares alot wit me. this brother feel not satisfy wit his result. actually i got lie u.... xin yi, sorry. about the dean list de. actually im not. haha... just make fun wit u nia.

carl's brother everyone also got standard one. eric v, xenon, gui song, xin yi, kk, kai yi, jaron keng, jojo, ye juan, kai loon, calo, averse, justin... all also so nice to me. haha... thanks alot.

very very hurt.

friday morning wake up quite early. read some stuff for the assignment, chat wit some brothers until 2pm then go out wit chuen ling, wash out the jasmine picture... quite funny and relax wit chuen ling. after tat, v two go to class. wat? got pop quiz 112? haha...quite fun actually as v guys copy and paste directly from the articles. ooo, its open book test.

as i told it doesnt open yet. why no ppl believe me leh? cant have the tomyam already. watever la. after tat have experienced alot of stuff at the mkf rehearsal there... stay at the dtsp technical room there... so many controller... experienced alot... lightning, audio..... haha... carl, u untung alot as got chance to see they all perform...

jasmine birthday... surprising party again at bakti... sorry for late. i saw ye juan at there also. during tat time i observe vv took out the key chain present by her secret admirer. is it her future bf? after chat wit ye juan brother for one hour i only realise that was his bf... so hurt at tat time. haha... mum is so sporting. i really admire her so much.

xenon, this brother really dont know how to communicate wit him... how to say? got very strong will want to sms him but cant as he wants to study. so i think better dont use sms way to communicate wit him. haha... so xenon brother, u take care, ok?

suddenly got strong will to go bk home. tmw go bk lo, how about the mkf night? u are the helper is it? well, basically my duty is settle. so no need to worry. haha...

get scolded by her...

pn.wang class.... she asks av one about the newspaper issue. haiyoo... 112 class, i realy want to punch that lecturer, he talks alot of crap. not teaching also. wat la... have lunch at bali2. saw him again. take bk the pendrive. then v guys go to mcD pick picture. jas keep call us.... chuen ling this gal very fun... haha...

after tat, i went to my school to find prof. ramli... haha.. thanks. my idea and contect by. go bk lo. no time to rest.... now i only know that feeling is wat.... so exhausted. i cant rest without bathing cause my bed dirty lah. so i only have some nap at the table... around 10 min like that, haha,,, thanks for my roomie for willing to eat wit me. thanks.... WUS quiz at the class.... so funny.

then v guys go khaleel. so long never step to this place to have supper.... wat? missunderstood? haha... i hope no. suddenly get scolded by vivi seriously. no mood to have supper already. finally i know y... is my fault by return the digicam to ye juan without delete the picture at there. i call him and ask but he deny... is it xenon? i also dont know. thanks to calo, jojo cheers.... haha...

xenon, not ur fault, ok? last sms to u since u dont like to sms... have great time wit u. really... haha... bb. take care.

wednesday,,, wat shu wen admit to hospital?

another day, wednesday. hey, wke up quite early.... feel abit dizzy as rest abit late yesterday. haha... BM class, thanks for candy help offer her digital dictionary for me. then go to have lunch wit them at subaidah... first time met wit management vivienne. her style is same is comm school vivi, taller than comm viv... haha... nice to meet u. lih ying performance very nice but xenon, chuen ling and the rest cant come because chuen ling wants to buy photo album for jasmine birthday. haha... finally my idea get used. soft toy? haha... she likes it but compare to my idea, which one last long? hahah... of course is my idea la. thanks to nelson by... he so big influence. haha... shaun, u are lose... haha...

after listen finish, bk home... rest awhile then go to 103. listen very concentrate. eat at bali2, chicken chop... haha... rm6.5. finish just like that. haih... go bk home and do hoemwork... carmen, how r u? i met this beauty at bus... haha... chat wit her alot. xenon, y cant continue sms wit me leh? haih... that time damn sad again. thanks for chee oh n jason brother chat wit me. i let them to c my blog. after they knew my problem, they all got confide me. thanks, so warm...

shu wen operation, appendicitis? wat? so surprised. manage to help her to do the profail enterpreneur. haha... how come suddenly so helpful? haha... thanks to wesley, he willing to help me. thanks to xenon brother also... but u are too far. no need la. hehe... tats all.

help, my hp out of limit......

wat? cant call out and sms out? wats my hp problem ar? haih... like that so troublesome. i cant sms to xenon, ye juan and others leh. yesterday morning y anson brother will come to sit wit me de? haha... so surprise!!! but is my hope when i saw him. hope he will sit wit me. ask him about the moving out from usm issue. he doesnt agree. gove me some reason. i by it. haha... thanks. gui song brother, thanks... thanks for the newspaper that u give me? but how come so less de? i need to say thanks to Tim too. he lends his hp for me to sms... after that, got class got to rush to pbt... feel damn sleepy at there. haha...

after that, go out eat wit them... nearly forget to photostat the notes, so quickly run to photostat shop to do it. haha... on the way bk, i saw him... xenon. walao, long pants wit slipper? omg. averse brother told me not to do that again at campus when i was at utar. haha... xenon, cant do like that de. very very not pro indeed. hmm... return my pendrive. i got to give christ latest picture to him also wor. so, i walk around at that area. where he goes? thanks to siak fong senior offer her hp to me call him where is him... thanks. no phone is like that de. destiny, i saw him at there already. resume my lunch wit them... after that, go bk to library lo... haha...

damn sleepy at library. omg, times is near and i forget to get the photostat... quickly ran bk to take then attend the class. i cant understand wat she taught... thansk to TIM again by offer his phone for me to ask eric v help. thanks to JOJO also by offer his phone ask xenon help. eric said the maxis center close already. so have to wait tmw. he is so willing to help me... really brothers... then eat wit them at bali2... dinner time. walk to tesco extra to fill in the money. after tat, i cant expect thisi guy gui song brother will help me fill money. rm56... so nice. very touched tat time. this brother...... haih. so warm when write this. let me feel how warm they was.

study till late night. carl, u should feel very touched. xenon call when i write single word "help" to him... he quite worried me and say next time dont write single word to him... haha... heart feel very warm when i think how nice my brothers was. offer their phone to me, calls me and even go to help me pay. walao... damn touched.

ye juan brother, thanks for accompany me to chat at night. this guy really nice, he knows i got problem and willing to chat wit eme though he gots assignemnt to do...

so lets forget those sad stuff instead should very happy because got them... waiting me and offer help... thanks to TIM, JOJO, ERIC, XENON, YE JUAN and GUI SONG.

christ again???

today everything seems so smooth. concentrate on the class. read the notes given by lecturer... pass the pendrive to christ. all stuff seems went smoothly, have lunch wit daniel, tim n chloe. my life having changes after receive the sms from christ. he shoot me teruk2. christ, i dont transfer ur ugly picture to them. pls understand first. my intention is wrong at first. yes, i do take picture when u drunk and cried. my action is wrong but christ pls see the picture? did that picture got show ur face clearly? u node ur head so down, if i let other ppl c, i think they dont recognize that guy is u. i know man cried is very embarass. so wat? man are human too... somemore u are with us, tgoy members. the most close coursemates. why feel so paiseh. even my mum, peggy vommit de picture she also doesnt mind instead she is so sporting and laugh it out... y cant u?

this incident taught me tat i should behave more maturely... i shouldnt take that ugly picture especially u! after receive bombarding message from him, my mood suddenly get affected. i dont have mood to do everything. thanks to candy for msn wit me just now. thanks for xenon brother for sms me and cheer me up... haha... this brother very important to me... really important... i hope our friendship wont turn to between me and christ... yup, i dont want to lose u, i mean our friendship.

zhien choong yeye, ur advised caused me flow out the tears. its so long i never cried already. i should feel sorry for cause him to mad. his studies at UM so hectic still want to babysit me... i wont mention give up anymore... carl, u want to give up how many times only satisfied? im not young already. so i need to b responsible of wat i said n wat i did......... instead of complaining. think of wat i can do 2 improve this situation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all negative thing will b following u if u start thinking negative thing.... b positive n b proactive to d problem.... TT.

ye juan, u must work hard...

feel so warm wit him now... wat i said is ye juan brother... accompany him to study. he is doing his assignment whilst im reading newspaper to do the analysis. haha... talk so much alot wit him. ye juan, quite sad he doesnt join the "virgin party" (he names it just now). haha... tat time i can introduce xenon brother to u mar. haha... xenon, ye juan is same wit u de. i knew him since im at aman. know him during photo session at DUP there. haha... xenon, i know u at the DTSP dont know what ceramah liao. that time v know qi fang de. haha...

ye juan, how r u? dark circle quite obvious... must b overnight so often this week already. hbp course is like that de. so u tahan ar... haha... hope u wont change ur course. quite sayang for me if u extend one more year. basically ur course also got abit related wit architecture course de. haih. if u like that, that means i graduate one year earlier than u lo? haih... brother, hmm... must take care ya... quite enjoy the night wit him at aman... chat alot...

eat wit u again? haha...

dinner wit xenon... 2nd time already. 1st time was at super tanker. this time he uses his bike to pick me up... haha... brother, must lock the bike ya as ur motor quite new. i think i have done my job already. i mean introduce him my coursemates. create one new atmosphere for him, let him to experience the wild surroundings at lounge and clubbing. haha... brother, should feel very relax right? hehe... v do chat alot at the dinner restaurant at the pasar malam there. brother, hope u dont mind when i expose my real personality to u. im the one who cant lose... easy to jealous... haha... same like u at f5? how is it? haha... he is quite smart. much more smarter than everyone at tgoy... include me also... i wonder how he likes to read books. haih... in future, this guy will success as lecturer de. haha... luckily u not my coursemates, if not i will boycott u. ask hui ling to kill u at the academic... haha...

another is i think i dont move out from usm to rent house together wit jasmine, chuen ling, christ and shaun. tell that to xenon, y? i dont want end out argument. i c them at morning, night also want to c them? haih... cant stand. somemore im weirdy type of ppl. dont easily get social wit ppl de. haha... thanks to ye juan picks me to tesco extra. i really need to buy that. not dry yet my shirt. haha... thanks xenon.



at night i only realised got CINR fm.... so funny when i hear those DJ's sound. haha... candy and christ work background de. haha... haha..

single party

hmm... happy valentine... yesterday morning went to watch piano resital. carl, how come the performance is so so de...? i think i dont like to watch solo, u like to watch orchestra right? combination of music better than one type of music. receive one nonsense bullshit sms from someone. i dont want to state the sender... wat i want to say is i wont throw another brother away because of that. somemore, he is far more important than u... hehe... after that, go to tekun to have lunch wit xin yi brother. quite enjoy that moment wit him. hope can treasure our friendship more. then went to lounge and clubbing. xenon brother, y dont want to stay at tekun wait nelson to pick leh? instead want come to aman? scare mar? watever la, he comes already. haha... i introduce him to jasmine, christ, shaun and chuen ling at aman bus stop. thanks, tgoy. u all help me alot to induce xenon brother, enlighten his mind. let him experience the stuff that he doesnt have b4.

van coming. all went to eat... dont know where is the shop name already but can know that it is near to the steambot place that v celebrate wit jojo... haha... xenon, dont feel paiseh when have dinner wit david, shaun and me. haha... after that, start to go lounge already. david so funny when he helps us close the van door. "lets start work..." haha... so funny that time... during car, i always get bombard get teased by they all... xenon, now u know wat the character i play at my gang? haha... at first v did some survey about all the pub. mois. soho, segafredo, ss... haha... at first v went to segafredo... dont have the compromise... xenon, how r u? ok mar? got feel paiseh mar? this brother is quite silent leh instead v so crazy. chat wit vivienne, pinni, chuen ling.... gossip... jasmine come la. sit so far for wat? haha... after v continue our conversation.... haha...

then v went to soho... yahoo... so nice. the music is very strong. got two floor actually. groundfloor is more wild, 1st floor is 70-80s disco... haha... always go up and down... go up to take care of the belonging... go down to dance awhile. then go ups and downs... haha.. so nice. xenon, still ok mar? got feel paiseh mar? during the party, vivi and christ is drunk. that guy quite worry him. he dance solo at there. wat i mean solo is our group all also at upstair except that mystery couple. he stills dance alone at the dance floor there... haih... after that, he even cried. haih... vivienne leh? haiyoo, that gal even worse... play too high liao lo... both of them try to vommit. but cant... haih...

got to be babysitter... buy ice lemon tea and sour plum to them lo. haih... but i cant bring that inside. luckily that couple is at there... so put at there lo. wat la u two, open and drink? its for that two drunk fish de. haha... then v go bk lo. xenon, ok mar? 70%? haha... hope u have nice days.

i will become more better.

dont know wat to write... kinda sleepy as now is 245am already. tuesday same like usual day, i went to BI class. then v did something special, that is went to BJ complex. haha... how come? because yesterday car still at there. so, can use this advantage to go BJ. first time eat at the restaurant there, outside of sg2, food quite nice.

shop for awhile then go bk already. thanks, nelson for pick me bk to my hostel. after that, go to 111 lecture. walao, so many notes to copy. haha... nelson cant go for the Digiman. so, v accompany him to have dinner. the others eat light food then v stay bali2 for awhile and went to lib 2. i cant go in so i stay at outside of lib. suddenly got noise come out from the drain, wat is that? wah, i saw one creature that can seen at zoo, seldom can observe at my local surroundings. haha... so good luck.

have nice dinner at pizza hut. rm5 is valueable. v crazy among each other. haha.. so nice. got abit interested to join digi embassador.

got call to eric and evonne and wish both of them happy birthday. haha... thanks to xenon for ur care. he sms me on the way v go bali2. at first, i dont want reply him de. i do angry him as he dont sms me instantly when i need him but i can false him as he switch off his pohne when he rest. haha... keep on sms. he do promised me that during my birthday. he will come to celebrate wit me. haha... thanks. thanks to sin yi sms. haha...

i confess already but fail.....

this few days alot of incidents occurred. i join the hst steambot party. quite nice at there. its at the 14th night of cny. then after tat at the 15th of cny, i have lunch wit xenon, 1st time saw him after cny, chat alot at the restaurant. he brought me to super tanker. thanks for share ur love experience wit me. xenon brother expose his self-disclosure alot to me. wat i can said is really thanks and i hope this brother can remain close bond wit me until u dont want lo... after tat, i went to kek lok si with tgoy member at the 15th of cny, confess to a gal during that time. get rejected twice at tat day. so hurt at tat day.

quite fun when all of us pack at one kancil whereas those "suspected" couple sit at the proton iswara. both of them so nice... haha.. v 5 ppl so stuffy under one car. somemore the car will suddenly mati one. damn exciting. haha... bside that v also walk many many rounds at the penang. lost at penang. thanks to tat two tour guide. vivi and noel... haha.. but its worth as v can c time square, komdar, gurney.... haha... before v went to kek lok si, v have nice lunch at jelutong. the place wher last time chee oh brother brought me and shaun go there. at tat time, due to all the romantic and love story taought by xenon. i start to treat vivienne very nice compare to other tgoy member. its so obvious that everybody can feel it. i damn stupid at that time. haha...

take alot of picture at there... so nice the view. at that time, i confess to her and get rejected twice. so depress. thanks to xenon, ye juan, jason, gui song, daniel chong, nicholas, kk, chee fei, jaron....... especially to ye juan and xenon. at first i quite angry to xenon as he switch off his hp. i cant contact him when i so sad and want to cry out... but nvmla... i didnt cry out also... thanks to ye juan and jason brother for sms me at night. haha... u guys are very nice.

xenon, hope u are getting better lo...

just finish the jualan expo... haha... was quite fun, feel quite proud to my teammate. whole process is run smoothly. one person gain rm10 for the profit. quite fun actually but dont know why, i still tend to be serious. haha... how come cant see xenon brother de? i got inform him that i will open stall at there de wor. haih... thanks to vance, jason and shin yen come and support us. haha... thanks lo.

xenon brother, dont so dissappointed on ur love. u must b brave and courageous like last time ar. u just fail 3th time nia, i never fall in love once b4. so u are better than me already. dont so tired of that, can? u are man. dont so easily give up. and b rational abit. u just know her one sem, not yet date wit her. so sad for wat leh? haih... this brother quite worry him leh. maybe i dont fall in love b4, dont know ur condition... but i hope u are wake up soon. dont trap in this event anymore, ok? haha... this coming monday, i hope u can join us go to kek lok si lo... haha... know all my friends... wild together...

yes, i just want to b more silent and listen nia. how come u all said im weird leh? hehe... this few days i listen alot but all also crap... i mean at the tgoy group la... haih.... dont know pn.patricia said is true anot... listen... hehe... anyway, will keep silent and think more...

juan brother, dont sad anymore la. if i wealth enough, i will buy new one for u but u are much more wealthy than me so u buy urself la.

recently quite busy......

wat should i feel? silent... lonely? nope, im not lonely. just silent... haha... very different from previous character, haha... tend to be listen more and talk less. thats real me? yup, back to original already. calm down always... today quite tired. actually not so tired la. just from school of arts walk to chancelori to get my slip only... not so tired. just sweating quite alot only. haha...

erm... sorry for them who have expo today. i mean those friend that i know la. sorry to daniel, cant help u to buy the stuff at there. haha... those are not so useful for my current situation. thats why i cant help u. during the jualan, i help my tgoy member siaw yin to buy the multi purpose clip. i help vivienne and jojo to buy also as both of them do not wit me now. so bug for them 1st. hehe... too busybody already. hehe.. wat? u simply buy things again. rm5 for one handphone strings? haha... hope ur decision is correct lo.

this cny feel....

year one sem two semester break over already. so carl, wat did u learn along this break? nothing... haha... chinese new year celebration ok? well, no so much different compare to previous years. hmm... quite free and bore actually. i mean for the beginning of cny... i enjoy alot of food and cny's cookies. this year cny my ang pau much more compare to last year. i think la... thanks to uncle from Canada... the exchanging currency cause the amount of money become so many... haha...

then this cny quite special is got primary school gathering. seems all primary classmates enjoy their studies. most of them is still studying. only chui ling is working and she is quite wealthy... then got something special is some of my hometown gang come my house to gathering. thanks to mum for give rm5 ang pau to them. haha... another special event is v guys go pn.patricia to gathering. haha... this cny i went to wai king's house, kai loon's house, stella's house and miao's house to gathering. haha...

of course i got meeting wit eric brother la... though quite short, ate dinner wit him at the 4th day of cny at the tong shui street. haha... he gives some advice to me about the anson's senior issue. add in more. thanks, eric. he exchange the christmas present wit me... its wealthy cat cup... so cute...

got yum cha at outside.... with ka yeng, miao and chun hoe. haha... this is the usual event that will do during cny... haha....

thanks to xenon brother also. sorry i always sms u and disturb u... i mean keep asking his condition wher is him now, doing wat etc... haha... sorry...

bsides that, i also want to thanks to ppl who sms christmas wishes to me... got alot of them such as ching kei, darrean, siaw yin, christopher, choon wai, chuen ling, justin, shaun, jasmine, han yan, kar kuan, wai loon, kai hong, jaron, fariza, nelson loh, sister yen, sk, kok kiong, peggy, cp, hui sin, seng aik, jeffrey chan, kai yi, jojo, yao yao, jia wei, ka yeng, kean sam, gui song, yin seng, xing ren, ye juan, gan, canday, vivienne, ya shi, jeen hong and steven. thanks to u all la.

besides that thanks to jia wei and jeffrey chan who help me fix my lappy. thanks. haha... happy cny to all of u...