christ again???

today everything seems so smooth. concentrate on the class. read the notes given by lecturer... pass the pendrive to christ. all stuff seems went smoothly, have lunch wit daniel, tim n chloe. my life having changes after receive the sms from christ. he shoot me teruk2. christ, i dont transfer ur ugly picture to them. pls understand first. my intention is wrong at first. yes, i do take picture when u drunk and cried. my action is wrong but christ pls see the picture? did that picture got show ur face clearly? u node ur head so down, if i let other ppl c, i think they dont recognize that guy is u. i know man cried is very embarass. so wat? man are human too... somemore u are with us, tgoy members. the most close coursemates. why feel so paiseh. even my mum, peggy vommit de picture she also doesnt mind instead she is so sporting and laugh it out... y cant u?

this incident taught me tat i should behave more maturely... i shouldnt take that ugly picture especially u! after receive bombarding message from him, my mood suddenly get affected. i dont have mood to do everything. thanks to candy for msn wit me just now. thanks for xenon brother for sms me and cheer me up... haha... this brother very important to me... really important... i hope our friendship wont turn to between me and christ... yup, i dont want to lose u, i mean our friendship.

zhien choong yeye, ur advised caused me flow out the tears. its so long i never cried already. i should feel sorry for cause him to mad. his studies at UM so hectic still want to babysit me... i wont mention give up anymore... carl, u want to give up how many times only satisfied? im not young already. so i need to b responsible of wat i said n wat i did......... instead of complaining. think of wat i can do 2 improve this situation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all negative thing will b following u if u start thinking negative thing.... b positive n b proactive to d problem.... TT.