today, my grades shown up

get A- for my assignment, A- for my presentation. overall is A- also. hehe... here got two kesalahan. presentation if jasmine can talk faster abit then the prof. ramli wont claim that v use too long time to present. however, now its not the time to bangkitkan this issue. carl, u just happy and satisfied wat u get now, ok?

today late again to the class. wat la... hehe... third time i cant wake up. hehe... luckily manage to go there. when prof. famli shown up the result. i got feel abit nervous. my heart got bump abit faster. i c that my name shown up... hehe... chong chea how. walao, so relax. tat time i scare prof will show my hasil out... if suddenly he found tat im not qualify then how leh? luckily he cant show it up... but i got feel abit kecewa after tat because of the egoness... hehe...

after tat, carl today ponteng class. wah! so geng! first time ponteng class this sem. lsp 403. hehe... eat lunch wit tat two chicken and shaun. then go bk liao. after tat, go to present WUS wit them... hehe... how come i and shaun wear tie whereas christ and nelson dont wear? ooo... its contrast. hehe... then after tat, v all have high tea at subaidah. poor carl, they said at lib2 initially. because i got to go pusat computer... i go there late. haih... they change the venue to subaidah witout inform me earlier... cause me go lib2... wat la...

after tat, swim wit shaun... v have dinner at damai. at tat moment, i heard xenon brother fall sick... feel abit worry and bitter at my heart. haih... how come this brother so weak one? haih... he said sorry for not chat wit me... haih... wat should i do now? forgive him la... wat can u do? nothing to right? bsides forgive and send those concern words to him.

xin yi this brother... i really dont know how to mention this brother. superb nice. haih...

thanks to ye juan brother for let me play wit him at his room. hehe... thanks ya. v go out at wednesday ya... hehe...

wen yu? ok? i dont think so.... neutral la...

just now i go watch the wen yu performace. the performance is so so only... wat is the most interesting is the slide show, the animation, graphic tat they shown out. so nice! i wish to learn tat also... hehe... xin yi brother, daniel, candy, jeffrey and christine performance is quite interesting. wait a minute, is it interesting? i also dont know how to describe. i just treat it as performance. neutral... but i got abit kagum wit their hardwork. jojo and jeffrey dance hip-hop also nice. jojo, this time i really feel that u can dance...

christopher got abit argue wit the two audience sit in front of us. dont know whose is correct or wrogn leh. he is very easy get driven by high mood. therefore, always scream... thats the problem. bsides tat, he said the couple in front block him to watch the performance. haih... tats the reason cause the argue arisen. haih....

xin yi comes to hug me when finished the show. he is so excited and happy. congratulation... weeks of practised, u finally work it well. brother, u can rest well ady. can feel tat he really happy when he comes to hug me. hehe... u have done something different for ur uni life. hehe...

after tat, v all go to khaleel to lim teh. saw xin yi they all... he will come to my school night to perform? good!!! introduce to all of my buddies. hehe...

all put in one date... sorry, lazy to write.

carl, congratulations. finally settle the SHE thingy. so the presentation let them to decide ady. pass the job to them.

xin yi brother really so nice. last friday i cant contact him. so i left message to him mentioned tat dont ever switch off the phone. set the silent mode if go rest... he said sorry and will change. then yesterday night i call him, he really set on the silent mode instead of switch off the phone. carl, u r really should b grateful knowing him. hehe... so touch that time. when i think back now. i also grin... hehe... xin yi, i dont lost this brother.

carl, did u do something wrong for ur beloved parents? well, depend on the perception of ppl. dont go bk to clean the graveyard and reason is tired, lazy... is this correct? then bought ticket bk due to the temptation of the car. is this correct? after know tat the car i cant drive to usm? immediately refuse to go bk. reason is i got class replacement. carl, u so materialistic and realistic. haih... wat to do? if i go bk, i will clean the graveyard. most probably get scold by mum again. so tired and meaningless. so, i decide dont go bk. stay at usm better.

i discuss this issue wit ye juan, john, eric and xin yi... they all also feel tat i did something wrong. haih... especially xin yi, he sms me to think again. john feels tat he is guilty by contribute that reason to me.

aman carnival... hehe... got lot of food to eat. i eat supper wit ye juan and john at friday night. hehe... carl, watch out ur expenses. this week i go khaleel twice wit them. finish the WUS go once. then yesterday night go once. haha... among them, i think im the most silent one. how come like that one? haih... now i really not so active at the group... wat i mean is i dont know many things among them. wat is the most current things im not so fast to get know ady. hehe...

wat? i cant online? cant use wifi ady. haih... so sad... haih...

xenon brother ar? hmm.... let the brothership cool down as justin, averse they all la. this brother i dont know how to communicate wit him. how to say? just feel i and him cant link together one. two different world. hehe... wat i demand from him is too much then he can supply to me. so better dont demand better. no need to meet, no sms until no connection at all. if the ending is tat, i also wont feel sad as at least i got work hard for it.

go to QB mall at 3am something? haha... crazy..

bz... how come like tat one? becsuse of SHE stuff... group wit those malays gals is quite fun actually. thanks to mastura. she picks me and umi go to QB mall at monday night. first time i go there at night. v take away food from sg 2 mcD then drive car to there. it was already 3am... QB mall there quite windy and nice, alot of malays gather at there. hehe... i tot of pick to xin yi, xenon brother there if i got transport. hehe... i talked alot to them. hehe... first time i coorperate to all malays at USM. quite fun actually. hehe...

i done some ridiculous thing to xin yi. because i want him to shave so i kept my beard and moustache grew for some days... and then i let him c how untidy if let it grow. hehe... so silly im.

just come bk from gurney... thanks to xin yi brother.

yesterday night go gurney wit them... carl, u buy one big novel and the donuts. y suddenly got the mood to buy tat? because of 20% and the donuts is my roomie share wit me yesterday. so as a token of appreciation, i buy back to him. then how bout the others 5? share wit tony, john, shaun and brother xin yi. he gets two. hehe... actually i plan to give xenon brother de but this guy doesnt switch on his phone... so u cant get it... xin yi brother mentioned tat im the most closed guy at usm... so touch to hear that. very happy and surprised. how come until now u havent found ur close fren? well, thanks for let me b ur brother... hehe... talk english wit him, realised tat my english is sucks!!! haha...

after stay around 30 min, i go bk... xin yi brother seems want me to stay there.... he goes to bath but i not yet bath leh. after go bk from gurney, i go to find u ady. hehe... ur body is very fair and muscle... hehe...

thanks to kai yi... how come the accesories so cheap? hehe... i will buy alot of stock from him... hehe... he goes at tuesday, how come in advance ady? hehe... good night, today is 22 march. still got one month ya.

tuesday night...

well. today late again to class. luckily it was not listening test. if not, sure fail ady. however, got some student also late. nelson, siaw yin, hui ling and one senior. so got ppl accompany me. hehe..

today quite bz. after the class, rush to print the stuff then go to photostat the BM articles, return to the boxes there. then go bakti wait wilbur to come. hehe... this brother too kind for me ady. he wants to treat me for lunch but i refuse. y? i dont know the intention y he wants to treat me? is it because i told him my family fiancial crisis problem then caused him feel pitty then treat me or is it because i help him to print out the printed job ads and purposely come to bakti to meet him then pass the tie, printed ads to him??? haih... tat time i really dont understand him. he is too kind for me ady. i feel quite warm and touched by his reaction. hehe...

i express my feel to him about this morning lsp403 cases. all also very smart and can talk fluently except me. he offers his advice to me. at first, i didnt by heart de but his response quite make me feel stress. at the end, he caused me more stressful. y? because he is too klnd until offer his slot for me to teach me english. wat la.... i dont know how to give feedback to u. tats why i shocked n dont know how to do...

after go back, i do receive some message from him. he is so care of my feeling. haih... brother, the tgi friday i cheat u only. i wont get to have meal wit u at there... if AA is ok but i wont let u treat me de. hehehe... tmw got exam BM ady. carl, u prepare ady? tonight i quit busy wit SHE stuff. all gather at ik to create survey form for my coursemate to fill in... hehe... can see the corporate job... thanks my groupmates. during tat time, i got chance to enjoy the cookies brought by my groupmate, Umi. thanks ya. i do steal some sweets from mastura. hehe... naughty boy.

well. i would like to say thanks to the coursemates who help me to find all the concept of 111 then print it. thanks to malays coursemates. thanks ya...

today wat happen?

today woke up late. go to attend lecture without bath... smelly ya... haha... then go bk to change and get the information for the job interview. go to school print it out... hehe... then start my interview. hope can score well.... after tat, go bk to hostel and rest. suddenly receive invitation from xenon. wat? have dinner together? hehe... wat la u, i give u tat big parcel u tell me put at the hostel first? u know how hard i ask help from the ppl i dont close wit anot? haiyoo...

once in a blue moon, hehe... v go to same place again where it place near wit the night market. this time dont talk so many things wit him ady. no topics to tell as quite long no meet face to face ady. hehe... he shares his life to me this few week. insurans, the badminton incident, his dream gal. he even teach me how to chase gal... haha... i think i wont chase her de. during the whole conversation, wat i think is when to stop this? as i really no mood to chat wit him... y? i also dont know. maybe the topics not suitable.

v two do go to find the bread. hehe.., his lover said want to find bread to feed the fish. haha... watever la. then i have to go find the fren to get the big parcel and pass to him... haih... meet shaun at cafe. chat wit ryan and him... hehe... well, if xenon really develope relationship wit her then he must give strong persuation to me... her appearance.... haih. worse than any of my coursemates. sorry to say tat but its truth. im the guy who emphasize on appearance more than inner beauty.... sorry.

xin yi this brother really nice to me. he wants to belanja half of my lunch meal. hehe... i return the tie and the job advertisement that i promise to find for him lo... hehe... thanks ya.

midnight time go kacau shaun and christopher for 103 preparation... hehe...

financial crisis.....

financial crisis occur at my home soon? This afternoon i so surprised received my mum call. she stop her work soon. tat means i dont have financial support soon. I'm not worry bout that. Wat i worry is if mum doesnt go to work, she will behave differently. wat i mean is i scare she gets inherited by grandmom sickness, Alzheimer's disease. I quite worry it might occurred to her while im not wit her to take care of her. Mum, I'm sure u are very worry to me about me. I love u.

warmth and sweet brothers....

thanks to xenon and xin yi... y? let me explain. xenon sms to give me confidence about the minor incident. hehe... thanks. he is very understand me ady. can said that he knows all my pros and cons yet he still can make fren wit me. so touched. 朋友就是把你看透了还能喜欢你的人. thanks xenon.

xin yi this brother, he so funny. really enjoy chat wit him. he faces some relationship problem. im sure tat he can cope it nicely. after night market at saturday i go to disturb him yet he still let me to disturb him. he is quite different wit xenon brother in this aspect. haha... i throw the question bk to him let him guess during the whole conversation. i did that is because i want u to test u since v r brother. hehe...

congratulations to xenon brother, u have found ur 贵人. i dont even know that got representative tekun player training they dont call u. however, u have met one tough and strong player which can train u to become better. im so glad to hear that u place badminton as 2nd place at ur heart ady. good...

sin yi brother, thanks after i know u willing to help me on the food. he can treat me to eat when i in empty stomache. hehe... so glad to hear that.

eric also so generous and offer his help to me. during msn he said if he is rich, he can paid my school fees. hehe... he will treat me small stuff... thanks, eric.

today is quite bz...... c xenon ady.

hmm.... decide ady. want to major persuasive and management... thanks for anson advice. he is really nice to me. thanks for analysis pros and cons of each minor to me. today i quite busy.... wat i mean busy is i got to go 111 tutorial as usual. inside there i quite scare as i dont read thru the journal seriosly. so i scare she will ask me question. but finally thanks to my group member. they all very high in english.... so less workload i get. hehe...

then go to 112 class... tat class is still as usual. cant learn things. then v 4 guys, cling, shaun, christ and me go to eat at cg.... so cheap there. that two couples go to dating.... hehe... both of them so brave... skip the class. watever, its none of my business.

today got WUS expo... now its ye juan , vivienne they all turn to do that. i can see alot of them sell stuff at there. v 3 guys help them to take care of the counter... so funny at tat time.

today quite busy... got to learn violin again. haiyoo... then at the lesson there, due to my laziness and the bow broken. my skills suck. so sorry, teacher. then go bk study again the piece of music... wat la u... rest suddenly. hehe...

after tat, i feel unsecure for my minor... wat should i choose? haih... thanks for eric and anson. eric sms me and calls me... anson talk wit me... he analyse wit me... so thanks. finally management comes out at my mind. hehe....

on the way to roti bakar, i notice xenon. long time no c him ady. he is talks wit one uncle... i do enter to khaleel because i saw vivienne is wit siak fong, jeradine, siaw hui, yik khong.... enter they to sit awhile... my speculation of that uncle is direct sales. so sms him remind him not to believe.

after tat sit awhile then go to find anson to chat wit.... thanks nelson... i would like to thanks to kean sam and tony also.. they both analyze the management minor to me... thanks...

tmw got to c doctor ady. so rest early ya... carl.

wat happen???

hmm... just came bk khaleel. yum cha wit shaun, christ n chuen ling. quite fun at there... well, carl. recently wat happened to u? how come no update blog daily? hehe... lazy guah. well, wat exciting things u have experienced?

i have to waste rm70 for the bow... i so bullshit, break my bow.... bullshit carl....

have hardship wit xenon few days ago... i demand so much from him.... i should changed, this brother try hard to adapt himself for me... i should b more matured. he advices me alot and alot yet i still hurt him continously. sorry, i try my best to change... not try is must.

i feel quite warm with eric, christopher,shaun, peggy and tgoy. eric, this guy when i sms him to online. within one minutes, he appears on the line and offer his help to me at 103 assignment. i want printed ads... dont want video la... hehe... then christopher, when i online he is the guy who ask msn about my health. ok anot? as well as peggy. mum, i love u. actually i bluff u all... i no mood to go komtar and prangi.. so pretend not well... hehe... how bout shaun, well he takes away lunch for me... he chooses those dishes, not so hot to me... he concerns my health.... hehe...

thanks to ye juan also for complete my 103 slide but that guy dont help me to do my C.V. haih...

xenon, today quite surprised u ask me for lunch... sorry, u too late liao. haha... 2nd time he ask me to have meal for him. hehe... hope u can b pbms. haha... okla, want to rest.

tired... adwave...

long time didnt wrote my blog ady. 5 days have passed. carl, wat do u do? how come no write something at here one? well... rushing 111 assignment then helping 3rd year seniors for the adwave event. haha... during that event, i knew lot of 3rd year seniors. carl, wat do u help? at thursday i got chance to b the helper at the penang tourism contest... so funny at tat time. my job is ask them who interested to join the contest... play some trick at tat time. during the booth, i got chance to observe some of the pretties of usm... haha...


then carl, wat is the best workshop u think? well, i feel very happy got chance to go the tuesday talk by andrea vogiatzakis, managing director of Omnicoms media mogroup. i get the namecard from him and shake hand wit him. so happy at tat moment. hehe... his talk inspire me to i feel very glad to attend his talk about new media. his talk is much more better than friday tat two guys talk... mr. gary tay and prashun... friday tat talk really bore and cause me feel damn sleepy. haha... but rm10 can get two speaker cert, t-shirt breakfast and lunch wor. valuable.

after tat talk all go to help already, move the desk... shift the table... tear off the balloon. move the jazz band musical instrument. work until midnight then only v go bk home. thanks to christopher and lih ying willing to stay and accompany us...

nothing special... just let him to know my real feeling.

well, today no special event. i go to qb mall again in order to take bk my spec. haih... wasted money. haha...

got special part is sms wit xenon and msn wit christopher.... finally i tell xenon the real feeling i got to him. got the courage to tell him. hope our brothership can run smoothly... else also nvm because i have work my best. he understands already. yup, sms is the main bridge for us to communicate. if u dont like, then sorry. u r not my brother. haha... as other brothers also no problem to do that... haha... but u are quite vital. so lets c how...

christ this buddy finally reveal why i cant always friend wit him. he doesnt like i said he is immature. haha... i wont talk taht term to u anymore. haha...

xenon, haha... sorry.

erm... i wont delete the blog tat i post about xenon though the problem settled ady as tat time is my real thought... so i dont plan to delete. haha... though got abit paiseh after he read that blog... but wat i wrote at that moment is my real feeling.,, sorry if u see that... haha... but wat i can promise u is that feeling wont exist now and i hope in the future... i wont experience that feeling again. hehe...

today feel quite rush as i dont finish my assignment. so no mood to enjoy the surroundings. today first day of dr. khor class. she is quite funny. like the cooker demonstarte in front of the stage... v guys have "high tea" at bird cage there... all so high ady. got nelson, jasmine, shaun, chuen ling, vivi, jeff and christine... so funny at that time... haha... after that go to have some fun at dtsp. feel quite paiseh as i accompany vivi and tim play games together... so paiseh... haha...

msn wit eric tat time cause me very warm. he is very care of me. he knows he long time doesnt chat wit me deeply ady... haha... feel quite touched when saw that message. no wonder he always place high position at my heart la... brother, hope can c u soon.

dinner time crazy again... chuen ling so high tat time... always play wit shaun... boss, sorry ya.... v guys are always like that de.

xenon is quite busy when i sms him... surprisingly he sms wit me after he finish the stuff i think... haha... reply him one sms then no respond ady. he is strive hard at there i think... haha...

chat wit yejuan for awhile... relax... thanks...