happy > worry?

I dont know later when i go class, my pessimit thinking will come back anot but now im high. what i mean is just now im very high and happy but now become worry again. sad and sorrow come back to me. carl, u sick ady? well, i think i will go seek for counsellor soon.

carl, pls pls dont go bk to the pessimistic me. must change back to normal. think of UM incident... haha...

just now xenon brother asked me out. should i feel happy? well, i think is i asked him one. not he asked me la. well, reject to him, postpone to october la as i dont know what mode to face him since so many argument and uncorrect judgement between us.