got 22 days to reach.

2nd day of april. yesterday wants to say TQ to one of my friend who cheat me during april's fool. thanks! quite shock when i know that. let me awake for sometimes. thanks ya! exam is 23 april. still got 22 days left. chea how, what are doing at there? still in slow motion ar. read the power point slide notes provided by lecturer is not enough one, instead u should try to look at the pass year paper and understand how the question come out.

Quite surprised that most of my friend doesnt like the study group one. so i have to read all by myself lo. tonight sleep at most 5 hours to catch bk of yesterday. yesterday night quite early to rest already. damn chea how, not set the alarm before u rest. but though i set alarm i also will continue to rest bk de la. stupid!!! lazy!!! how to score into president list? how?

still thinking whether i want to go kl anot during my birthday. that time utar and um also study week, no one will play with me one. even got ppl, i also feel very sorry to them la. how about eric? well, he quite emo lately, maybe quite busy with his assignment. haih...... how to pass my 21 years old le?

all those advised.... sucks

just now view bk the history of those guys who give advised to me last week. how to say? sad feeling comes bk again. very sad and down i scroll down the conversation. once i scroll down the text, really sad one. im 21 years old already yet my socialize skills is sucks. very sucks. I noe u all say those to me is help me de but......

eric, im failure. u are right whatever solution i plan is fail on ur view. dont meet u is fail and u say i wil no longer grow up at all. ok, then i plan to disturb u when i mature, 我很肯定你永远都长不到！！！！！ in nutshell, in front of u, i was born to be fail. watever things i do is wrong.

this is same as my parents view, in whatever way i do, i also wrong de. Leave UM is wrong for them. This is the most wrong things in entire of my life soundby my mum. then what can i do? u all ask me? watever things i also do wrong then u all born me for wat?

Ryan really point out all my blacksheep. (your relationship, your conversation, your temper, your character. all of tis is it sum way u do some miztake n tat y u cant ge d real fren n some time ppl dun like u. ppl dun like talk 2 u, ppl dun like play 2 u n dun date u even hv sum activities) soundby him. He just like ppl who pour whole cold water to me. i was just finish my IT exam paper, was so happy and relieve that moment then he comes to say those. wah!!! but i noe he says this to me is for my own good.

Sk, this guys is so smart. he aware of all my bad things. do i show bad faces to him when i saw him? how come he noes? really sad.

my hair style and take pictuer with other group member.

take picture with them . they are from others group member. not my group member. hehe`` 1st time i wax my hair. wax until like that. haha..... not good la. but justin said is true. the hair is urs. u think is okay mai okay lo.

i hate them

rest at 6pm, then come out at midnight. so weird! 1st time like that. my lifestyle gonna change already. yesterday my presentation very bad. y my part so many people question me one? is it my part is not theory part, therefore they do not have place to ask then the only way they can ask is from me? i get very low mark, 21/30 whereas the other teammate is 27,28...... however, its finished already. i sad also no use.

next time i wont group with them again, very suffer! those students are sucks....... this incident let me know what is the process. let me aware of what is the role of leader. ir i were leader, i wont let my member to face with question. even when they get question, i will discuss with them, come out the good answer then let the particular member to settle it. but this not happened at my group. the leader said chea how, is ur question, u settle it. good, i settle it but answer wrong. deducted marks lo. haha.......

sad, i fail 1st time

long time no write blog. recently some sad things occurred. I fail my assignment. out of 60, i only score 27.5! i totally cant believe it. how come can like that one? but i know i deserv for it one. i lazy! totally lazy!

sk, bye bye

long time no write blog already. I got to admit that everybody is not perfect d. they may not like u de. ha... y i said like that is because i get thru some sad event but not as sad as the UM incident. just now i c bk the message in handphone, i found that do i wrong that i leave him? is it a wise decision? he treats me really like his own brother. whatever message he sent, got meaning inside one.

But, i think i dont want to depend on him anymore as he is way too busy on his career, on his mission. so lets stop at here. i wont say sorry for him de as i know he understand the motive i do this to him. haha...... sk brother, erm... i will take care myself one de.

the seventh day

should i quick? i dont know what should i do now. i really sad. how come like that de? the seventh day is very nice. very nice!