all those advised.... sucks

just now view bk the history of those guys who give advised to me last week. how to say? sad feeling comes bk again. very sad and down i scroll down the conversation. once i scroll down the text, really sad one. im 21 years old already yet my socialize skills is sucks. very sucks. I noe u all say those to me is help me de but......

eric, im failure. u are right whatever solution i plan is fail on ur view. dont meet u is fail and u say i wil no longer grow up at all. ok, then i plan to disturb u when i mature, 我很肯定你永远都长不到！！！！！ in nutshell, in front of u, i was born to be fail. watever things i do is wrong.

this is same as my parents view, in whatever way i do, i also wrong de. Leave UM is wrong for them. This is the most wrong things in entire of my life soundby my mum. then what can i do? u all ask me? watever things i also do wrong then u all born me for wat?

Ryan really point out all my blacksheep. (your relationship, your conversation, your temper, your character. all of tis is it sum way u do some miztake n tat y u cant ge d real fren n some time ppl dun like u. ppl dun like talk 2 u, ppl dun like play 2 u n dun date u even hv sum activities) soundby him. He just like ppl who pour whole cold water to me. i was just finish my IT exam paper, was so happy and relieve that moment then he comes to say those. wah!!! but i noe he says this to me is for my own good.

Sk, this guys is so smart. he aware of all my bad things. do i show bad faces to him when i saw him? how come he noes? really sad.