19 april. sad, really sad. i spoil eric's phone

how come i cannot press his hp when i wake up? what did i do wit this hp yesterday? so i quickly remove the keypad and c what happen, omg. why wet one? why? my saliva? flow inside already!!! so shock, what should i do next? faster use my clothes to dry it but still cannot fix it. so how leh? what should i do next? i ask alot of ppl to settle it dw. thanks to chee eng, calo, steven chin, shi min help me to settle it down. thanks. i write one letter to him put at his bed. so he wakes up, terus can c lo. inside there got my opologize and way to solve the problem.i end my hp to him. let him use 1st then i use motorola 1st. i hope he will understand my condition. so i start to plan how to repay my debts. ok, buy him new hp la. he says he wants sony ericsson. plan wher to get source. ok, i will ask aunt to get it. she said she will support my fees one. settle it already. wait him to wake up.

gosh, my deadtime is arrive. he arrive and read my letter. i hear the smash paper sound. he very angry. really angry then he wakes up, i dare not brave enough to see him. he returns my hp to me and said: "if i use ur hp, then u use what?" so touch when i hear that, he stills concern me. he said he will fix it himself. i really feel very embarass to c him. really embarassed. so, after this incident, my mood totally spoil. is all because i careless let my saliva flows inside. after v settle everything, go out to buy his laptop. eric, is so excited. v go to eat 1st. wher v eat ar, i no mood at that time. wat should i do is to remain silent and cold. v go to eat at sek yuan at kl. taht shop look so old but quite tasty. the service is very good though the waiter and waitress quite old already.

chea how, u really look so sad and moodless. y? because i spoil eric's hp. i spoil it. thats why i no mood. very sad. haih. v go alot of places, go sg.wang, go lowyatt. go to shop, eric ask me y dont i buy something? haih, he forgets already that im poor. if i got $, i sure will buy alot of things la. so the entire day, i no mood. how about eric, he sure very happy la as he gots his new dekstop, cost it rm2k. all his class hardware. i dont help him to choose as got one expert accompany him already, brian. so the entire day, i just show my sad face. what i do is to check for the price of sony ericsson model. w660i, is it ok for u? cost rm650... i also plan buy to sk same model one but... haih... eric, sorry, really sorry. i let u c my sad face entire day. seems want to cry like that. i think he doesnt know what the reason i look so pale. if he knows and come to confide me, sure i wont so sad and no spirit at all. wat he did, is just say man, pls wake up. dont sleepy. be more energitic. haha? how to be more energetic leh? i spoil ur hp wor.... v go to mcd at sungei wang. he treats me to drink coke. rm (5.05/2). i will repay bk one. thanks.

though he doesnt care about this incident but if he gots time, he will take his hp out and try to press something. haih, i think he must very concern about this incident. he always try to press in front of me, thus causing me feel more sad. eric, sorry... i cause u cant sms. i let u so angry. haih... i no $ to eat dinner wit them so i call rm2.5 white porridge and one chinese tea ice only. rm 4. no money! jessica quite care about me and wonder to know whether im pk already anot? she shares his incident to me at s'pore. s'pore is such a nice place to travel. next time, if i got time, play wit eric or sk they all at s;pore la. hehe... wah, its really late already. i need to go aunt house there ar. so, at 9 something. i lie eric that i want to go um but i need to go aunt house de. so, eric pls take me to lrt there is enough. he quite worry me how to go um then? nvmla, i got senior pick me. this is the lie. after i dont c his face, i got abit release only. got abit relax after whole day sad in front of him. eric, really sorry. sorry.

when i arrive aunt house is nearly 12am. wah! that time many relatives at her house. aunt ying and uncle eddie, aunt mooi, uncle ck. they all come here for wat ar? so late already. for what leh? nvm, is none of my business. haha... thanks for vivian and damien. thanks for let me use for the laptop. so that i can chat wit fariza and eric. free sms alot and alot. thanks to damien. so that i can use his hp. good night, and sorry eric! y god put me into this situation leh? why? why? so sad today. yesterday was so happy then today is in vice versa already. haih. no mood. really sad! i start to question if i today dont meet wit him, i sure wont spoil his hp one. if i he doesnt lend to his hp to me, for sure wont cause me so sad today. if..... lot of if.