hmm... i hate that ppl...

today also quite busy day for me. first time went to persuasive lab to do my stuff. cool man, at there i can print watever things that i want for FOC. haha... attend BM class at 10am. manage to wake up... so tired. of course la, yesterday night sleep at 3am something... sure exhausted.

carl, the BM is kinda hard leh after attend the class. sms to jason during the class. after the class finish, go to the adwave stall there. got some competition there. i manage to get in the top 10 , just speak the maxis text. haha... i also get free maxis handphone porch, so cute.

today i eat lunch wit jojo brother. v two eat at double star, chicken rice. i pass my lappy to him. hope he can helps me to settle it. then went to persuasive lab. after tat, go to dewan budaya support noel brother but he already finish. haha...

sit together wit them at the bird cage there. i found out that christopher mouth really mean. wat i mean is he talks the things without think properly like last time i did. even last time i also better than him as i wont stab ppl directly. even indirectly i also very rare to did it. haih... y he like that one ar? i cant understand. wat i can do is just remain silence. myob, carl. haha... u are not also very good leh, still want to talk bad ppl things. haha... so think more and talk less, ok?

after the class, i went bk to my hostel quickly as i got date wit jason. i think is because i sms to jason. then he comes to me. haha... thanks, jason. he so nice. jason, i just joke wit u. u no need to treat me meal at lida de... haha... i have thought of wat kind of present i will give to u. thanks to siaw yin for the idea. haha... this fri he is doing the stuff already. so, should buy that things faster b4 he did that...

celebrate siaw yin birthday... my lappy... haih.

alone at khaleel there... haha.. now nearly 3am already. carl, wat do u do at here? quite busy wit uploading friendster picture. so lame... just now having birthday celebration wit siaw yin sister and help kkf to edit the booklet. tmw will b quite busy day for me. so rest early, ok?

my lappy infected virus yesterday i think. so login to windows, wats the problem actually? i dont know. but i would like to say thanks to several friends that help me to solve this problem. jojo, kk, daniel, eric, jing senior, owen, xenon, seng aik, xin yi and those who i forget to say thanks wit. haha...

thanks my roomate especially as he offers his lappy to him. really thanks alot.

thanks to xenon and wilbur...

today quite busy day for me. just came bk from the so call lunch and gathering to discusss tmw activities... one of our tgoy member, siaw yin birthday. the gathering was very happy and nice because my "mum" peggy present. she talks alot and act alot at there. haha... thanks to mum cookies. haha... pretty nice actually. haha...

beside that, today class quite fun. is fun because i got receive many of info. thanks to wilbur for lend me the tie. quite handsome after wear it. haha...

nice friday, play games... haha...

this dawn really have nice time wit my school of coursemates. v all went to attend school together, play truant together (dont practise it). haha... thats the uni life. for those who may concern, i would like to say sorry. why? because i late to dinner as i accompany jojo, chuen ling n vivienne to fix vivi ptptn stuff and some computer errors.

tonight v all went to khaleel to have supper. got quite alot of them, got jasmine, christopher, shaun, chuen ling, nelson, tim, daniel, lih ying, candy, jeffrey, christine and me. v eat supper happily. candy cause me always smile sadly. haha.. 2nd time i did tat when i was at usm. haha... so funny. then, v have nice truth or dare at the palapes there. this time v self-disclosure myself again. v did that at the lantern festival last sem. at last year oktober i think then this time is at jan. so fast v did that again. haha... nice...

this cause me know more my coursemates. v plan to go out to either bukit merah or batu ferringgi leh. so nice. haha... v met some difficulties at the happy moment. jabatan keselamatan guard question us... quite worry that time. haha... after dismiss, i chat wit them alot at jln. aman on the way v went bk just now. gossip again. haha... after that, one surprise accident happened and i screamed loudly. haha... thanks to candy, chat wit me alot. u are my sister. haha... G9, carl.

finally this sem i can meet him already. optimistic carl... haha...

erm... start to bc soon. join the ADWAVE and the kungfu nite publisher member. so i think u should allocate ur time properly. dont neglect ur studies, ok? haha... finally i can saw him already. the guys that i quite miss him during holiday and cause me quite nervous during first week of year one sem two because i cant meet him at first week. he appeared when i have my english class at monday. haha... come on, dont said i fall in love wit him, ok? he is just my helpful senior, quite georgous and cute. haha... want to hug him actually but cant as my action will scare him. haha... how r u? holiday pass it happily? nvm, those question i can ask him soon when i have lunch wit him. he promised to treat me lunch. haha...

again, this week is busy week for me. i got some readings to be settle then the 111 tutorial cause me quite worry. due to that task, i ask alot of coursemates to here me. thanks for those who willing to help, my tgoy member, lih ying, daniel, tim and my mum.

i really cant stand for those who always in stress mode. on my eyesight, i now can notice who is like tat already. they all spoiled my mood actually. always say sei loh, sei loh... i dont understand... i not yet read.... wat a bullshit word. it cause me want to vommit when i heard that. haih... dont know why they all so nervous for wat? can score A's when v feel nervous? haih... dont know la, anyway is their lifestyle when they did that. myob, carl. haha... u noe who am I.... I'm optimisiic carl... haha...

xenon... the passage is very hard.

Tonight having dinner wit Xenon and Shaun. I introduce this guys to Shaun brother, hoping that he can click wit us. During the dinner, v met wit vivi, chuen ling, chloe and one Malays coursemates. Introduce them to Xenon also. His course do not have gang like us. Too bad, try my best to introduce to all of my TGOY’s member. Omg, ykt 111 reference is confused me. Too many bombastic word which cause me abit dizzy. It causes me refresh bk during when I was at UM. I read those computer reference books. It can cause me feel so helpless. So, I call jasmine, send message to Christ, Shaun and Siaw Yin they all to ask. Is it so hard? Luckily they all say yes, some of them haven’t read yet. Haha… I feel abit secure already. Well, its hard for me to read so high bombastic word. I online at canteen, Shaun brother come to refill his water. So, v can have some talks at there. I do help him to download some songs.

Carl, y don’t u go to exercise today? Haha… start to become lazy already. Wat is ur new year resolution? Haih… cant like that one. Carl, recently u have spend a lot on ur food. So, please take note ya… haha…

31 dec and some new year resolution

well, new year pass already. carl, what is ur feel now? pass one year already. do u feel urself mature already? well, i cant sense i got grow up. previous year, i face alot of obstacles. after fire um chancelor, i always down then change to utar... read one semester at there then get offer to usm. leave utar gang and transfer school to usm. start entire studies again. become first year student again. carl, is it wat u want actually? haha... i also dont know. i just feel is glad to study at local uni again. local uni is totally different wit utar. local uni got way lot of activities compare to utar. so, appreciate it la.

then this year wat is ur target? stand straight, dont hunchback, keep fit, try not to consume any food after 8pm, dont always bluff... hehe... hope can make it.

well, carl. how u celebrate ur new year eve? actually the first part is quite dissappointed me because me and a group of ppl celebrate new year at in front of kfc. so vapid. haha... 14 ppl stand outside of kfc scream, yell... haha... got shaun, nelson, christ, jojo, khai yong, ye juan, daniel, tim, jasmine, chuen ling, peggy, lih ying, hui ling and me. i got chance to c the fireworks though only few second but im happy already. after that, the van arrive. v go to our 2nd round to celebrate 2009. v went bk to the previous cafe house. segrafredo... this time i start to drink already. haha... I drunk four bottle. if not mistaken. haha... this time i feel abit uncomfortable for me. haha... got abit dizzy. cant walk straight line. haha... during the time v back, i talk alot. why u react like that? because i want to create some noise, else whole van will become so silent. i know wat i talk one. i did that just to want whole van got abit feeling only. haha... is it too over? i dont know... let them to think over it.

carl, i do send sms and call alot of ppl to wish them. calo, ka yeng, sk, eric, mickey, kai loon, mum, jason, aunt yoke, chee yong, ching kei.... sms to alot ppl also. haha... though the feedbk is not quite satisfied me but nvm at least i got strength to do that. this year i must learn free my heart from hate, free my mind from worry, live simply, give more and expect less. i hope i can fulfill that. previous year, my heart is full of hatred, too materialistic. demand more than contribute. cant like that one. come on, have change this year, ok? haha... i know u can do it.