dad birthday + scolded + plan

actually my action is correct anot? purposely come bl to c my dad. he is birthday today. so i drive bk motor to c him for awhile. haha... but got side effect, get scolded by my mother seriously. always talk bk the same incident. dont read UM is the most stupid things that i have done. walao, want to say until like that meh? quite sad when heard those advise again. so i have decided not to go bk so often at next semester. can u do it, carl?

carl, u are big already. no longer kids before. so, grow up ok? have decided not to c eric? yup, since he said i need to b more mature then must b mature ar. so, what u plan to do wit him, carl? erm... dont c him la. haha... what i mean is minimize the chance to see him. meanwhile u must grow up then during the time v meet, prove to him that u have grown up already, ok? after take bk my hp, when is the next time to c him? i think is feb 2009 during his birthday guah. add oil, ok?

thanks to jimmy yeo that share his past experience to me. really thanks alot. he go thru alot of things then only can mature until this level. how about u ar?

sorry

my action correct anot? go to other 单位 to eat at and study 佛规 instead of go to myself 单位. i think u all dont understand what i want to deliver one. haha... so let it be.

yesterday i finish one subject already. this time is introduction to IT. what can i get? B is enough for me. come on, carl. u must humble and face wit fact la. thanks to senior that help me to clean the paper, so nice and warmth when he cares for me. hehe... hey, u all dont think to somewhere else, ok?



thanks to ryan, yeye, averse, justin, gmyao, evonne, wan koon, grace and eric that share wit me alot of their personal suggestion to me regarding on how to improve mentality. i get "advice" by ryan and eric. very sad. that all i want to say. quite sad when shoot by them. im not angry to them instead i really feel so warm and sorry.



warmth is because i can meet and make friend wit them, they are so concern me. sorry is i always continue my mistake. always repeat the same things. sorry. very sorry.

pr paper + thanks to averse

hmm... finish two papers already. feel what? feel very released lo until now dont want to study anymore. haha... carl, u really very lazy ar. haha... haih, u cant like tat de. so fast give up already. dont u say u will try ur best de mar? but cannot, really lazy ar. haih. talk bk today paper la, today paper is quite ok lo. got its difficulties also de. hope i can pass through all difficulties and get an A- la. B+ also can de. hehe... i dare not brave to say must get A as i know i must humble de mar. somemore i dont have ability to score. haih... i wonder to know that y this word, haih can appear so many times in my life. carl, dont sigh already. ok?

got one quite happy de is i confirm got present from this guy, mr.averse. though my birthday pass already but he still give present to me. so sweet. hehe... i ask him why he gives me present de? v just noe 3 months then he says its only gift. but it need $ ge wor, thus u must appreciate it lo. averse, u geng ar. okla, i will use the perfume de. scare the smell will change. hehe... thanks, averse. thanks for ur present wor. i tot u wont give me this year de. u so geng, got alot of new shirt to wear. ur friend give new shirt to u. geng ar. me also got la. haha...

wah, today quite hot leh. why so hot one? luckily now add the power of the fan. quite windy now. stupid carl, this also dont know need ur roommate do it for u. thanks vince.

wah, the forbidden of kingdom is nice.

yesterday got wonderful day wit birthday boy, ryan. hehe... rm10 for the forbidden of kingdom. so interesting! carl, rm10 wor! so high, do u think its worth? erm... quite worth gah! as the show is quite nice. the music is very nice. chinese orchestra music, if not mistaken. haha... jet li and jacky chan battle scene is unforgetable. so geng.

the show start at 11pm but v arrive there at 11.10pm. luckily not late for the show. ryan's driving skill is owesome. this time the audience is ryan, ka yeng, miao, oi oi and carl. the organizer for ths show today is carl! geng ar. its my responsible for held that to ryan de as today is his birthday yet i didnt do anything for him. so invite all the VIP out lo.

quite happy that mr.fong can out to play wit us. haha... eyes of m'sia close already? haiyar, cannot go to c. haih. eric, hmm... see iron man wit me ar, haha... tmw, i got exam lo. god, wish me luck la.

today is ryan's and wan koon's birthday

Today is this ryan brother birthday. I purposely come bk from Kampar to celebrate wit him de but he doesn’t want me to play wit him wor. Nvmlar, I think he gots his own entertainment gua. This lesson taught me need to be independent. How to say? Why suddenly feel like that? It is because in my opinion, he must play wit me de but instead. He has choice to say no de. Last time I always think of my way to do it without consider and thinking my friend feeling. Its wrong already. Cannot like that de.

Carl, u are 21 years old already. Must learn how to be independent ar. Don’t always stick wit ur friend instead u must be strong and let them stick wit u ar. Ok? Ryan, next time I will let u to stick wit me. Not I stick wit u forever de. I wait that day to come. Haha… Carl, big already, ok?

Wan koon, happy birthday ooo. This girl I got feeling wit her one but I know now is study time. After I graduate, I will go study love topic but not now lo. Ok? This girl treats me quite nice de, very nice. How nice? She is one of the friend who walk wit me when I fall down. Always chat wit me at msn one. Haha… thanks ar, wan koon.

As in conclusion. Carl u are big already. Need to b more independent. Let ur friend to stick wit u one day. Study hard ar. Ok? Good!

this two is my present lai de

these two picture is my present lai de. the shirt is presented by ryan, oi oi, miao, wei keng and pui kuan. got another one more shirt de. 1st time i get shirt as present. very sweet and warm when receive de. that package is very leng. very very sweet. haha... i always hope during my birthday, i get present one but last time i dont have much lo. then this year, i finally get already. thanks. T_T.

then the other picture got ck perfume and gatsby deodorant. this two present is give by evonne and justin. thanks ar. really thank you. that perfume and deodorant total cost rm 50 and above right? wah. so happy when receive it. wah, that present very very expensive. cost rm50+ and above right? justin and evonne, thanks. really thank you ar. thanks. evonne and u are so mean to me. very very expensive ar. not because of the present cause both of u so mean to me, it is because of the heart. y? because i think that v just noe each other in 4 months, so i wont think of u all will give present to me. thus, when i know both of u want to give present to me, i really shocked and surprised. thanks ar. really thank you. T-T

thanks to gal who wish me..... thanks.

Ok, lets talk about lady who wish me. Got quite a lot. Wan koon, stella khoo, evonne, miao, oi oi, wei keng, pui kuan, poh wah, chee fei, chee bhing, june, Fariza, fiza, grace, elley, xiao ling, crystal……. Thank you.

Wan koon, this gal I got plan to chase him one. Haha. But now is study time, c how then. She is quite good to me de. How good? Chat wit me always at msn lo. Sms me lo, give me quite a lot of advice in msn and sms. Thanks ar. This gal is 1st sms to wish me after 12am. Wahaha… thanks ar.

Stella khoo another old friend. Same badge wit kai yi de. This gal is same wit kai yi, I, wan koon, ryan is born at Taurus too. No need to mention much. She is very geng one in academic. Geng ar. Same level wit kai yi. Wahaha. I hope she likes my present lo. Give her so early one de. Hehe… thanks….

Evonne, this gal very special. How special ar. Next time talk to u all, how special she is. Thanks to her present lo. Though not c it now but very sweet when she got tell me. She got buy present to me. This gal gives a lot of advise to me de. Hehe… I treat her like dictionary de. Always ask those stupid question but she not angry wor. Haha… thanks.

Miao, oi oi, wei keng, pui kuan is my classmates also. thanks to willing attend my birthday party lo. Got a lot a lot de. They all share their opinion to me lp. Thanks a lot.

Poh wah, another old friend. Same badge wit stella khoo, kai yi and I lo. Haha… thanks to her wish just now. Really happy when receive her wish. Wah, so sweet. She always sms when I fall dw that period. Very good to me. Thanks.

Wah, chee fei sms me to wish me birthday, so sweet, she remember is my birthday wor. Hehe… nice ar, this gal very hardworking. As geng as stella khoo de. Haha… chee fei, thanks ar. I hope u can pass ur exam wit flying colours lo. Haha… thanks for ur wish. Thanks.

Chee bhing and june is my utar mates. Chee bhing treats me quite good also. thanks to her msn kiss as present. Then june is my dream gal. I don’t like her, I just like that style of girl one. Haha… thanks for ur wish, june.

Fariza and fiza, thanks to ur sms and comment lo. Especially fariza. This girl is very close wit me. Don’t make me wrong, just in sharing idea, she quite close wit me. Haha… thanks to fariza. She always concern me punye. Hehe… thanks

Grace thanks for ur wish also. next sem brings me to eat vegetarian food ar. Thanks.

Elley, she is my sister. Though v not meet directly but she offers a lot of advice to me. She is good listener, how good is she? Whenever I sad and she is on9, I will burst my sadness to her. She will help me settle. Thanks to her. Thank you.

Xiao ling ar, this gal is eric classmate. I know eric academic everything from her de. Thanks to her also. she offers quite a lot advice to me on hst issue. Those morale issue, she talks to me de. Thanks. Really thanks. Haha… wish u always maintain ur good cgpa la.

Crystal, my boss before. Thanks ar. Thanks for ur comment. Thank you. So sweet. I will remember ur advice one.

Thanks to shi min, evan sister, amy, yen sister, jane tong, Stephanie, sam senior, ting xuan, norimah, chia tee senior, sooi kuan senior, winnie who drop comment to me. Thanks a lot. Thanks to shi min, same badge wit stella khoo, kai yi, poh wah. Know her quite long time ago. Thanks.

Evan sister, just know her only for one semester. Thanks to her sms.

yen sister, wah she is my senior at jln tasek and PR senior. She treats me quite good. Very nice to me. How nice? Cheer me up when Im down. Chat wit me a lot. Thanks ar. I nearly get her present. Haha…

jane tong, she is my pr senior also. treats me quite nice de, give me a lot of advise when I sad, thanks. Really thanks.

Stephanie, she is my pr coursemate. Quite hardworking, very smart one. Hope she can pass wit flying colour.

sam senior, she is my UM senior. Though only see him once but she treats me quite good de. Wish she always happy.

ting xuan, this girl long time no c her already. How are u ar? Hope u always stay in healthy condition la. May happy always follow u. thanks for ur comment.

norimah, my secondary school classmates. Long time no see her already. Thanks to her comment also. really thank you.

chia tee senior, treats me quite good also. thanks chia tee senior. Haha… miss u leh.

sooi kuan senior, this senior is quite active de. She is very geng de. Computer sc student. Major in SE. haha… hope she can get 1st class la

Winnie, hmm… she is my coursemate. She is quite tough. Very geng one. English speaks very well. Winnie sister, thanks for ur comment. Thank you. Thanks to pui yee sister also, she send red shit to me as present. Haha… thanks.

my party.

got birthday party wit friend.

who are them? they are ryan, miao, oi oi, pui kuan and wei keng. thanks. cut the cake, 2nd is take picture wit this guy, ryan, he is the organizer of this party. prepare to blow the cake. 5th pic, prepare to blow cake. open mouth, breath in the air... ryan , what u smile ar? so funny meh? haha... prepare to blow the cake, take in the air. yummy, so nice the cake. blow the candle, hope my saliva wont flow out la, cover the shape. haha... cover again, ryan, dont copy me. haha... pui kuan help me to cut the cake. prepare to cut, b4 cut, take picture 1st, take picture wit ryan, this picture is nice, take wit ryan one. thinks want to print out. haha, cut the cake now.

22 april, my birthday. thanks to all those friend. they are so nice to me. so mean to me

finally my 21 years old had come. carl, u grown up already. congratulation! hehe... i wish this year u can get what u want easily. dont encounter any obstacle. last year u met with serious problems. i sincerely wish u can pass through all the dilemmas. Resume bk to ur lifely personality. ok? sure, i will. this year i must pass wit happy and healthy. y not include wealthy? because wealthy is far to reach. though $ is important indeed but cant reach la.

yesterday have sweet party. small and sweet party. thanks to this guy, ryan. he is one my brothers. ryan, thank you for held this meaningful party. u are very good indeed. how can i repay ur kindness? wait one day when i achieve same level to u either in financially or mentally. i will repay all ur kindness to u. this guy really treats me good one. he create this warmth party for me. brother, hrm... thank you. really thank you. i said i want to have party durng my 21 birthday. he plans all wit me. arrange the guest who want to wish me. plan to buy the birthday cake, birthday present. two sam's branded t-shirt. wah, so happy. brother. really thanks. i remember bk last year same day u buy me three secret recipee small cakes. thanks ar. hehe......
this is the picture wei keng sister help us to snap during my birthday. im very happy at that moment. let me introduce the guest slowly. the only guy that celebrate my 21 birthday is ryan, he is the organizer of my birthday. he is the drivers. then got 4 cute and lovely girls celebrate birthday wit me. there are miao, oi oi, wei keng and pui kuan. haha... thanks. thanks to u all accompany me to go thru my 21 birthday. really thanks.

i have buy skin product to u, ryan. do u love it? the reason i buy this is because i think u need it. loreal moisturishing cream. it can protect ur skin, and repair the damage skin. i hope u can use it. mechanic is very suffer and tired. u always work under the sunburn. therefore this product suits u. haha... dont angry and mad when u receive it. though u may think its for metrosexual man to use that but so what? u are man right? nowadays man are same compatible with woman in skin care. so i present it to u. ur skin can improve better lo. especially u are very tired easily. this product can help u tighten ur skin. haha... this is ur 22 birthday present. hehe... must apply ar. brother, so how ar? tmw got what activities ar? i wait for ur invitation de. or u go play wit the ur dream girl? hope i can make it la. hehe... exam? i seems lose hope already. in my thinking, i can get gpa 3 and above is ok for me already. haha... very lazy la.

Here I want to take this advantages to say thank you to ppl who have wish me, 1st and foremost, my parents who grown me up until 21 years old. I know u all are very love me. Treats me like live god. They are alway concern about me. I would like to say deeply thank you to both of u. they are most important person to me. really important.

After that my brothers, eric, siak khoon, ryan, chee yeong, jaron, ching kei, kai yi……
eric, thanks for accompany to celebrate my birthday wit me, thanks for bring me to the curve, sg.wang, lowyatt plaza and a lot of places. V go orchestra after sem break, ok? Bring me to bintang walk also as I never go ther b4. Really want to say thank you to u deeply. He is my tuition-mate. U all quite surprise right? Y tuition-mate can still in contact until now? Because I don’t want to lose him mar. so, mai always kacau him lo. Always sms to him. That’s why our brothership can last until now.

Siak khoon, this guy helps me a lot in my previous universiti. He is my senior. He really takes care of me when I at UM. My role model. This guy ar, let me refresh bk what he does to me. He brings me to bu laptop. He lets me to confide in when I got academic problem. He always msn wit me de. When I have nightmare, I sms him and say I got nightmare, so scare! He will calls back one. Wah! Geng leh! He is like that kind of personality. Let me feel very sweet. Thank you, sk.

Ryan. These guys I hardly to describe as he does a lot of good things to me. How good is it? U all find out la. Haha… this guy is my senior at primary school and he is very mean to me. He is bigger than me 363 days. V are Taurus boys. Therefore, v got a lot of similarity. He holds me up when I fall down. This one is my mother said one. She asks me to appreciate this guy in my entire life. Indeed he was, he talks to me at outside when I fall down seriously. I met the most sad time then he comes to give advise to me. Explain to me when should I do? Give spirit to me. Talk a lot of good example to me. Let me see the bright at my world.

Chee Yeong, this guy is hst and um seniors. What he does to me ar? He is my driver. Whenever I want to go hst, he must take me to there de. Then when I want to leave hst, is he. He picks me to lrt station. This guy always think of my meal when I was at hst. When I sad and sms him, he will reply me. Strictly to say, he is not quite close to me yet he treats me as his lovely junior. So, I must appreciate him.

Jaron, I will remember ur birthday 4 may. Same horoscope wit me, Taurus boy. Haha… this guy is in y2s2 already though he born same year wit me but I treat him as my senior too. He treats me very good de. How good? Hm… play wit me when I was at hst. In fact, he doesn’t want to play wit me de. Haha…. But play ar. V go to shop one-utama, shop at midvalley before. One-utama is I purposely go to find him then midvalley is 缘份 let me meet wit him. Haha… v cook together at one time, v make the salad, make the 番薯泥. I was so happy at that time. This guy quite cause me quite worry to him. He always 埋怨. Cannot like that de, ok?

Ching kei, this guy is my hst and um seniors. Now, he works at penang. So long time I no c him already. Hehe… brother, how are u now? This guy also treat me quite good de. When, chee yeong is busy. This guy in charge of me one. How to in charge? Bring me to have breakfast, lunch lo. He says that my personality is quite same wit him at last time. So, he gives lot of advice to me. Haha… thanks ar.

Kai yi, wah. So old friend already. V met during primary school. Now also maintain good relationship wit him. I must appreciate him one. He is very good to everybody of course include me la. Hehe… this guy during stpm he treats me very very good. He teaches me to score PA. Gives advise to me when I was sad during stpm until now. Sms me always. Actually is I boring then sms to kacau him de. Haha… He same tall wit me de but not as big size as me. Smarter than me in whatever field except music. Haha… He doesn’t has music background. Haha… Thanks to him. Thanks to his hp also.

Calo, this guy is perfect. Thanks to his wish also though is I call to him de. Haha… calo is very geng one. He is so perfect. Thanks to him also. in what way? Last time he always want to emulate him one in pmr, spm and stpm but everytimes also cannot. Haha… tq for let me to be study so hard to knock u down. Thanks. I got such result need to say tq to him deeply de. Thanks.

Ok, close guys I mention finish already. Now I would like to thanks to friend that wish me during my birthday, lets talk um friends 1st. thanks to woo ken yeye, choong yeye, tck, kok kiong. So sweet when I saw woo ken yeye. Though is around 10 minutes only. Choong yeye send sms to me. Wah, happy. Tck ar, this guy I always disturb him during msn. Hehe. Thanks for ur wish ar though need me to say it out de. Hehe… kok kiong, this guy is next college coursemate. He reads sc com. Future software engineering. Thanks for ur wish and always play sms to me de. Really thank you. Haha… this guy is treats me quite good. I will remember u. thanks to Dillon, ive senior, my daddy, kong leong who to wish me loh. Thanks to all my um friend.

Thanks to senior comment. This senior is dong senior. He treats me quite nice. Very nice. How nice ar? Though he is not study PR but he teaches me write essay assignment in marketing topics question. Geng ar. So sweet when talk to him. He gives quite a lot of advice to me de.

Thanks to ur wish, Azam. I never expect this guy will remember me. Very happy. He suddenly send wishes to me. Wah, so sweet. Hope he always happy.Kah ping, he is my junior but now he is my senior already. This guy treats me quite good lo. How good ar? Erm… chat wit me when im bore at msn la. Then chat wit me when im sad la. Got advice to me when Im fall dw. Thanks. I hope u can go thru ur problems now lo. U sure can de. V add oil la.

Thanks for ur comment, wai king, Leonardo.

Justin is my coursemate now. He treats me quite nice. How nice? He bought present to me le. He share wit Evonne buy present to me. Wah, really T-T. thanks a lot and a lot because v just met for one semester only. So fast give present to me.

thanks for u all comment, thanks to wei hoe, benny, wei bin, shi zhou, muneer, justin, leonard, edison, kongz, carpenter comment that receive just now. thanks. so touch.

19 april. sad, really sad. i spoil eric's phone

how come i cannot press his hp when i wake up? what did i do wit this hp yesterday? so i quickly remove the keypad and c what happen, omg. why wet one? why? my saliva? flow inside already!!! so shock, what should i do next? faster use my clothes to dry it but still cannot fix it. so how leh? what should i do next? i ask alot of ppl to settle it dw. thanks to chee eng, calo, steven chin, shi min help me to settle it down. thanks. i write one letter to him put at his bed. so he wakes up, terus can c lo. inside there got my opologize and way to solve the problem.i end my hp to him. let him use 1st then i use motorola 1st. i hope he will understand my condition. so i start to plan how to repay my debts. ok, buy him new hp la. he says he wants sony ericsson. plan wher to get source. ok, i will ask aunt to get it. she said she will support my fees one. settle it already. wait him to wake up.

gosh, my deadtime is arrive. he arrive and read my letter. i hear the smash paper sound. he very angry. really angry then he wakes up, i dare not brave enough to see him. he returns my hp to me and said: "if i use ur hp, then u use what?" so touch when i hear that, he stills concern me. he said he will fix it himself. i really feel very embarass to c him. really embarassed. so, after this incident, my mood totally spoil. is all because i careless let my saliva flows inside. after v settle everything, go out to buy his laptop. eric, is so excited. v go to eat 1st. wher v eat ar, i no mood at that time. wat should i do is to remain silent and cold. v go to eat at sek yuan at kl. taht shop look so old but quite tasty. the service is very good though the waiter and waitress quite old already.

chea how, u really look so sad and moodless. y? because i spoil eric's hp. i spoil it. thats why i no mood. very sad. haih. v go alot of places, go sg.wang, go lowyatt. go to shop, eric ask me y dont i buy something? haih, he forgets already that im poor. if i got $, i sure will buy alot of things la. so the entire day, i no mood. how about eric, he sure very happy la as he gots his new dekstop, cost it rm2k. all his class hardware. i dont help him to choose as got one expert accompany him already, brian. so the entire day, i just show my sad face. what i do is to check for the price of sony ericsson model. w660i, is it ok for u? cost rm650... i also plan buy to sk same model one but... haih... eric, sorry, really sorry. i let u c my sad face entire day. seems want to cry like that. i think he doesnt know what the reason i look so pale. if he knows and come to confide me, sure i wont so sad and no spirit at all. wat he did, is just say man, pls wake up. dont sleepy. be more energitic. haha? how to be more energetic leh? i spoil ur hp wor.... v go to mcd at sungei wang. he treats me to drink coke. rm (5.05/2). i will repay bk one. thanks.

though he doesnt care about this incident but if he gots time, he will take his hp out and try to press something. haih, i think he must very concern about this incident. he always try to press in front of me, thus causing me feel more sad. eric, sorry... i cause u cant sms. i let u so angry. haih... i no $ to eat dinner wit them so i call rm2.5 white porridge and one chinese tea ice only. rm 4. no money! jessica quite care about me and wonder to know whether im pk already anot? she shares his incident to me at s'pore. s'pore is such a nice place to travel. next time, if i got time, play wit eric or sk they all at s;pore la. hehe... wah, its really late already. i need to go aunt house there ar. so, at 9 something. i lie eric that i want to go um but i need to go aunt house de. so, eric pls take me to lrt there is enough. he quite worry me how to go um then? nvmla, i got senior pick me. this is the lie. after i dont c his face, i got abit release only. got abit relax after whole day sad in front of him. eric, really sorry. sorry.

when i arrive aunt house is nearly 12am. wah! that time many relatives at her house. aunt ying and uncle eddie, aunt mooi, uncle ck. they all come here for wat ar? so late already. for what leh? nvm, is none of my business. haha... thanks for vivian and damien. thanks for let me use for the laptop. so that i can chat wit fariza and eric. free sms alot and alot. thanks to damien. so that i can use his hp. good night, and sorry eric! y god put me into this situation leh? why? why? so sad today. yesterday was so happy then today is in vice versa already. haih. no mood. really sad! i start to question if i today dont meet wit him, i sure wont spoil his hp one. if i he doesnt lend to his hp to me, for sure wont cause me so sad today. if..... lot of if.

18 april. thanks sk, eric, chee yeong......

"wei, not yet wake up ar?" i listen this voice, who is him? "who are u?", "u guess?", this voice is i miss the most yesterday. yes, finally i can see him already. then, i answer "the ppl that i want to c the most(我最想要见的人......)." haha... then v start to chat. he asks my condition... whole communication is so sweet. so long never listen to his voice already. he knows that i want to move. omg, the latest of my event u also know? brother, thanks for take so care for me. really thanks. so sweet. the communication is so short. but i really satisfy already. brother, i love u but not that love ar, is brothership. he is so smart wear in red. really smart.


brother, u so fast ned to go already? before he goes to work, i manage to hug him twice. so warm. his shoulder is so broad. haha... dont missunderstand, im not that kind of ppl ar. long time no touch him already. brother, i...... very miss u. haha... last time i not even have chance to send him back to lobby then this time i really can fullfil already. brother, thanks ar. purposely come to see me. so sweet at that moment. want to hug more again, haha...... i believe this day will come soon. so sweet.



then chee yeong brother brings me to seapark eat breakfast, so happy. brother, very thank you. wah, jaron brother havent wake up when v go bk. how are u today? still stomachache? dont continue to blame, once u do the things. u cant regret de. got one words, jaron brother when u say is quite touch me de. "when u leave from this house last year, i feel very lonely..." wah, those word is so sweet. jaron brother. though i more bigger than u for more than one weeks but i treat u as my senior punye. u must be very good ar.



after that, eric comes already. he cant meet wit chee yeong brother so sin wen sister chat wit him. eric, got his point. it lets me self-imroved. thanks. then i go bk wit eric already without say bb. eric, v go wher? i plan to go UM. want to meet wit seniors. 10coll. i got meet wit woo ken yeye, wai zhen uncle, wei horng yeye. 1st ppl i meet is pau pau senior. he more thin already. haha... then the next one is dont know who already. doesnt recognize him. haha... kuan yik verwn so hardworking. then i meet wit woo ken yeye, zhen kai uncle, wei horng yeye...... chat awhile. go find ricky yeye, and one yeye, dont know his name already. i no time to chat. so i lie them said i will find them later. bb. i miss u all. then i see small andrew. haha...

when move inside eric's car, i remain silent. i miss them very much de and no reason for me to step into 10coll already. eric, thanks. really thank you. he brings me across the one-u, and brings me to the curve. 1st time i come here. v go to eat mcdonald. he teaches me a lot of geographical things. this pub is what... wher to enter those pub... this block is what... under sub the curve... treat me like tourist. haha... v come across one road show, Ferrari. he is likes kids go to touch this and that whereas me very cool. maybe im not interested guah. my personality is like that. slowly hot, slow to become get inside. wah, he treats me to eat burger set. heart feel so warm when i eat it. thanks for treat me to eat it. he treats me very nice. one big french fries, one ordinary coke, one chicken burger. i will remember this meal. next time when reach ur birthday i will return to u de as i dont want owe u ar. i know u are richer than me but cannot like that de. hehe... eric, thanks ar. i dont want to watch movie at this moment as i will feel guilty if i do that. exam come already. so i dont watch lo. this time v nearly go to watch the forbidden of dragon. jet li and jackie chan... haha... sorry, eric. pls he forgives me. really sorry. haha... so v go bk house lo. go to rest awhile. around 6 something v come out again. this time he goes to pick his sister. jessica, v meet again lo. That time I tell him my ambition. Cabin crew, he doesn’t know what is it. Cabin crew is what? What is that? He doesn’t know. haha... she brings me to c the tilam. then v go bk together. haha... after that i and eric go to pick jessica's bf, mr.brian. brian so busy, therefore i go to eat wit eric 1st lo. then take away to brian. this time i wont let him pay for me. hehe... after arrive bk to office, he stills very busy. so i use this time to chat alot with eric. share about the pr ethics issue. haha... thanks for ur opinion. hehe...

go bk to his home lo. hehe... wah, got chance to see this guy bad behaviour. haha... how come my hp no battery one? he offers himself lend his hp to me. so sweet. hmm... eric, v go to eat supper lo. i tot he wont accompany me one but quite surprise this guy ask me whether want to go anot after i request him. so warm. then v go to at lo. 1am something go out from his house eat supper. hehe... so happy. at that time, both of us are thinking ways to tease grace bk. grace is so dusgusting. always ask those sad question then tease me. haih. luckily eric is here. he helps me to tease grae bk. thanks, eric. on the way v goes bk, i decided to go 2nd floor to c the swimming pool. eric, no choice lo. accompany me to go then v walk around the surroundings. i express my feeling to him lo. Pls, dont make me wrong. it is my feeling thanks to him whatever he did to me to celebrate my birthday. im not gay, ok? after v walk finish one round, i decided to walk one more time but he got abit sleepy. if i insist to walk, i think he will walk wit me guah. haha... so, stop here lo. dont torture him. his eyes is very very red already. then v sleep lo. today so happy. i hope this day wont pass away so fast. if my every year birthday is like that, how good im. god, thanks for letting me meet wit eric, sk, chee yeong, jaron, ching kei and alot alot of ppl which help me to grow up.

eric says im too easy to show up my childish character already. so i need to train myself to hide it. dont express my childish character out. ok, i must hide it. whatever circumstances happen, i must calm down. dont easy get influence by surroundings. i will act one. The other things is he feel I got abit too like to imagine already. As I always imagine the good side, what is the good ending after I become cabin crew, what is the consequences after I keep fit……. haha... thanks really thanks. my birthday this year pass so wonderful. thanks, eric, sk, chee yeong, jaron......

17 april, all happy things + one lie + one miss

today got wonderful time at hst. i go back to hst already. start bus at 1pm at 17april then arrive at 3 something. chee yeong brother picks me after the rain stop. at the car, i know the hst will move soon. sorry, chee yeong brother, i dont know how to answer u at that time. so, i remain silent. thanks, brother. pick me to hst. really thanks. then during hst. i meet wit this guy that i so long no c already. jaron keng. he still remain the same. he says when i leave hst as well as other senior leave, he becomes so lonely. how lonely? just him and chee yeong brother. everyday also pass the time like that. no one communicate wit him. but in my opinion, he gots alot of friend to chat wit one. how come he feels like that? dont sad, jaron brother. actually i face the same problem wit u one. really similar. v go through together ok?

so happy, can eat dinner wit others hst senior which long time no meet. both of my lovely jiang shi, thanks. thanks for ur transportation and meal. thanks for hst girls who chat wit me when i bore. as jaron brother and chee yeong brother is not at here, i sms wit ching kei brother which at penang and ming jing sister. thanks for them also. finally that two guys i admire the most come bk, wah! so happy, i commend them to eat wit me. supper time. i tot they will refuse de. as study week come, but in fact is not. they very happy when eat wit me. i share my things to them whereas they also quite happy and enjoy my story. really happy. thanks to jaron, share alot of his story wit me. i can meet those brother is my luck. i should appreciate them.

i would like to say sorry to all as i tell lie to u all. i wont stay at utar, kampar hst one. so during the wen jiangshi asks me, i not dare to refuse. so, i mai say yes. but in fact. i wont stay one. really happy because tmw eric will come and discuss his god question wit chee yeong brother. tonight i rest at ching kei bed. hehe...... rest wit jaron. good night, jaron. c u tmw, eric.

got one things, i care the most one is him, sk. wher is him? why he doesnt come? this question i ask to chee yeong bro and jaron brother. why? busy? but i know he is very busy de.

chea how x tau malu

still got 9 days left to my big day. i wonder to know when that day come, what is the outcome? eric do not want to wish me at that day, is ok. are u sure is ok? acutally im very angry de but wat to do? he doesnt want to play wit me, its fact already. cannot beg him right? eric, i hope can forgive u but 21th birthday. the event is so big. how to forgive him? haih......

whatever, i will go kl this coming friday. the main things is to c him, sk. 2nd is get bk the thumbdrive and to return the shirt to couson. i swear i will get new and beautiful shirt by myself, not lend from somebody. the whole incident show tat compare to my couson, my grandmom love them more than me. mum, u are correct. totally correct. so, i will return the shirt to them one.

just now tell with ryan already. ask him to arrange my birthday party. wait, dont u think this is ashamed? haih, last year also like that. x tau malu!!!

1st time

today is final week final day already. this sem is nearly finish. it causes me alot og memory. so many 1st time at here. can meet with many good ppl that let me growth at here, such as u ^-^, ms.ilma, ms.eng, ms.joanna and my tutorial coursemate.

i would like to take this chance to say thank you to u all. thanks for causing me experience alot of 1st time., 1st time at utar do assignment, that is urs. 1st time learn how to do citation. 1st time get scolded by teammate as i was too green whereas they all came from foundation, 1st time fail my assignment, not even get half into it, 1t time argue with other tutorial coursemate. 1st time, present in front of so many ppl, quite shocked, 1st time c my other tutorial member let me get shoot without helping me. 1st time, get praise and approval by my tutorial mate when i score the highest at pop quiz. so many 1st time at here. u leh? remember ur 1st time at uni?

thanks to averse, my senior, eric and sk brother.

hmm.... today feel quite happy because my group score the highest at PR3but i dont contribute much at it. so got feel abit sad. hehe... finally mypresentation task on this sem finish already. today i look so smart.thanks for my classmate willing to lend me his tie. really thanks! casueme look so smart today. very handsome right? hehe... actually i think inot fully use of my height. i got thinking want to be cabin crew one. dontlaugh at me, ok? haha... just share wit u only. so after complete mydegree, i will go to interview one.

this week is final week already, next sem can i c u again? wish to always see u lo. can chat wit u, share my good and bad things to u as u are mysenior and brother. thanks for ur advice ar! really touch when i receiveur message. thank you. i remember 1st time i chat wit u personally, allstudents are not at the class yet. thanks for share ur knowledge to me.what is the salary of master, degree holder. right now, i got thinkingwant to be lecturer also bsides cabin crew la. hahaha... at that time i soglad to be at there. share my pass experience wit u. thanks for ur influence. u are very mean to me as seniors and my brother. thanks.

eric, i really want to celebrate wit u de ar. hope can fullfill lo. dont know can c sk brother anot leh?

7 april

now is 7 april already. still got 2 more weeks reach my final. chea how, u recall bk what have u do lately? on9 chatting? talk alot of bull shit things? chea how, u cant like that one. last week quite some sad events occurred. I fail my assignment again. this time is essay. haih! is all my fault for not prepare well at the exam.

got 22 days to reach.

2nd day of april. yesterday wants to say TQ to one of my friend who cheat me during april's fool. thanks! quite shock when i know that. let me awake for sometimes. thanks ya! exam is 23 april. still got 22 days left. chea how, what are doing at there? still in slow motion ar. read the power point slide notes provided by lecturer is not enough one, instead u should try to look at the pass year paper and understand how the question come out.

Quite surprised that most of my friend doesnt like the study group one. so i have to read all by myself lo. tonight sleep at most 5 hours to catch bk of yesterday. yesterday night quite early to rest already. damn chea how, not set the alarm before u rest. but though i set alarm i also will continue to rest bk de la. stupid!!! lazy!!! how to score into president list? how?

still thinking whether i want to go kl anot during my birthday. that time utar and um also study week, no one will play with me one. even got ppl, i also feel very sorry to them la. how about eric? well, he quite emo lately, maybe quite busy with his assignment. haih...... how to pass my 21 years old le?

all those advised.... sucks

just now view bk the history of those guys who give advised to me last week. how to say? sad feeling comes bk again. very sad and down i scroll down the conversation. once i scroll down the text, really sad one. im 21 years old already yet my socialize skills is sucks. very sucks. I noe u all say those to me is help me de but......

eric, im failure. u are right whatever solution i plan is fail on ur view. dont meet u is fail and u say i wil no longer grow up at all. ok, then i plan to disturb u when i mature, 我很肯定你永远都长不到！！！！！ in nutshell, in front of u, i was born to be fail. watever things i do is wrong.

this is same as my parents view, in whatever way i do, i also wrong de. Leave UM is wrong for them. This is the most wrong things in entire of my life soundby my mum. then what can i do? u all ask me? watever things i also do wrong then u all born me for wat?

Ryan really point out all my blacksheep. (your relationship, your conversation, your temper, your character. all of tis is it sum way u do some miztake n tat y u cant ge d real fren n some time ppl dun like u. ppl dun like talk 2 u, ppl dun like play 2 u n dun date u even hv sum activities) soundby him. He just like ppl who pour whole cold water to me. i was just finish my IT exam paper, was so happy and relieve that moment then he comes to say those. wah!!! but i noe he says this to me is for my own good.

Sk, this guys is so smart. he aware of all my bad things. do i show bad faces to him when i saw him? how come he noes? really sad.